Love Shadow
My story

Aulias

My boyfriend is the perfect man in my eyes. A doctor with a pretty good career. His face is quite handsome, athletic body, white, and also clean. He's very considerate. I always want to be happy. With her I feel very comfortable. He's Atma. His full name is Dr. Sadewa Atma.

All his attention melted my heart. The love of Ryan's shadow, little by little began to fade. My life is starting to get colored.

To be honest, I am proud to be the woman he loves. Of all the things she has, I am very sure that many women who dream of being her life companion.

To be honest, I'm not the lucky one in a relationship. Many times I opened my heart to a creature called a man, many times I felt pain. Lastly, I confidently gave up everything for Ryan. We planned to live together. But it's all just bullshit. It is only the deepest regret I feel now. I'm such a fool.

Up to 2 years passed since I caught him in a hotel room with a woman, at that time he was just wearing a towel, while the woman covered her body with a blanket. My heart hurts so much. Then I decided to let it go, and I'll never open my heart to anyone again. My heart is really broken.

Until I finally met Atma. Vika invited him at that time. I think she's Vika's boyfriend. It turns out they were just friends. At the beginning of our introduction, he didn't say much. He looks cool and cute. Yes, even if I talk to him occasionally.

Our introduction did not turn out well, when we watched the cinema, I accidentally spilled cola in his clothes. He left without saying anything. I also felt bad, so I followed him, until I ran. I saw that she was really angry, and after I caught up with her, I offered to buy her clothes, she agreed. We walked around looking for a clothing store. Finally he got his replacement shirt. When I wanted to pay him, he didn't want to, he paid for his own groceries. She just said, with me in charge of dropping her off looking for a replacement outfit, that's more than enough. From there, I began to admire him.

Day by day we are getting closer. The cool impression at the beginning was clear from his attitude, the longer I knew him, I no longer see it. He's very considerate, sometimes even, hehehe.

The idol guy finally said he loved me. To be honest, even in my deepest heart, I love him. But I'm afraid he'll leave when he finds out that I'm not holy anymore. That's why I always wanted to stay away as he got closer.

Until I finally couldn't stand all this. I told him everything about the disgrace. He was very angry, but only for a moment. He even asked me not to remember him anymore. And he promised never to bring up the problem. I'm relieved. On that day, Atma and I officially went out. She is warm, gentle, and romantic. Every look in his eyes melts me. The pain that became my trauma, began to disappear and changed my love for her. He also taught me to get closer to God.

To be honest, right now I love her so much. I'm afraid of losing him. I feel so often angry at him for small things. It was purely because I wanted his attention.

Our first date, she embodied with a romantic lunch in the middle of the park. He gave me the same ring he had. White gold ring with AA initials. But before that date, Atma and I were dating in the car with a kiss. What a warm kiss, so careful and so tender.

At 3pm, Atma was already in my office. He's waiting in my room. I pretend I'm busy. I went back and forth to the files that I had actually signed. Or I open the laptop report file from Farah. I have seen that report for a long time.

He was busy with his cell phone. I think he's gonna keep taking me out. Turns out he was alone. With Reflek I sat down beside her and saw what she was looking at. He looked surprised, but instead gave me his phone.

"Why are you loving me?" I said I was still upset.

"Yes, I want to give you a look at my phone" she replied with a smile.

I was wondering if she had any other woman besides me. That's why the phone quickly switched to my hand.

I saw his whatsapp app.entered some chat from the hospital group, from some of his friends and from Vika.

"It's privacy, can I see it?" ask me then.

"I don't want you to guess. And I don't want to keep anything secret from you dear" her reply slightly calmed me down.

I noticed the chat from the hospital group Ah, I don't understand what they're discussing. Then I switched to a chat from my sister, Vika. How surprised I was to read his contents , Vika loves Atma.

I gave him the phone. Then I switched back to my desk. I was angry, confused, sad. So all this time I didn't know that Vika liked Atma.

"I'm sorry Vika" Lia said inwardly.

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