Love Shadow
Heart Expressions

Atma

This afternoon I have a lunch appointment with Vika. In fact, honestly I want to always enjoy any atmosphere with my lover. I want us to be closer and able to understand each other's nature. Even though I know a little about his character.

She always tried to be independent, but she was a spoiled woman, who always wanted to be noticed. I love this kind of nature, it's so jolly.

Lia likes to try to be careless, but actually she cares about everything, including me.

To my amazement, he was a hard worker, even though he was from a rich family. He is also very responsible for everything. No, he never distinguished others. He's also a little tomboyish. Her favorite is almost everything that my people, men, like.

But Aulia is beautiful, really cute. Her hair is long, her nose is pointed, white, clean. I love to puff his nose when he's pouting. I'm sure there are a lot of guys who like him. I'm lucky you can have it, even if it's not 100%.

Proceed to Vika, I rich her feel there are strange signals from Vika. I feel like Vika likes me. That's what makes me uncomfortable. But it was from Vika that I got to know Lia. Vika is also cool when chatting. I think of her as Eva, my sister. I was so confused because I had promised to pick her up at college for lunch together. I'm actually males.

Suddenly my phone rings. Yeah.. Lia called me. Without waiting for long, I answered the call.

"Hallo baby,,, busy y?" ask Lia to me.

"Hallo too dear... I don't have many patients anymore, and there's no surgery today either.. You busy?" ask him back.

"Dear child. If you're not busy, I'd like to take you to a cafe that just opened near my office" Lia's invitation made me speechless.

Well, how is this.... I promised Vika yesterday. But honestly, I really wanted to be with Lia.

"Honey.... I'm actually really happy to be able to have lunch with you, but I have an appointment with Vika" I finally explained that yesterday he went to the hospital to want someone to talk about it with me. But because yesterday I had an appointment with my girlfriend, so I said to Vika, if today was just a chat, later I picked her up at her college.

I caught the disappointment in his voice. Honestly, I'm really sad about him being like this. But a promise is a promise, maybe it's my fault for promising Vika.

"I'm sorry, honey... Later I go home from the office, you I'll pick him up" persuade me not to be too disappointed.

"I brought a car, so I can't go home together" she said, and without another affectionate call to me.

"The car just stay at your office forecast, tomorrow morning I pick it up again" I keep trying so that he is not disappointed.

I said Muach when he wanted to end his call. But he didn't reply, he hung up on me. It's mah fix if he's angry.

I finally tried to keep my promise to Vika. I picked him up at his college. Some of her friends think I'm Vika's boyfriend. Ah, I'll let it be. Free to explain to the kids.

I invited Vika to eat at a restaurant not far from her campus. He protested, he wanted to eat at the mall. But I still drove my car to the restaurant. He finally complied.

Arriving at the restaurant, I immediately ordered some menus for me, and Vika also ordered some menus for her. While waiting for the order to come, I asked him what he wanted to talk to me about. Exactly what I thought, she expressed her feelings. He likes me.

For some reason, I find it hard to fall in love. Back in college, I was dating. That was my first love. She eventually married a wealthy businessman. From there, even though many women expressed love for me, I did not budge. I'm trying to be cool. But in fact, they say my cool attitude makes them curious. It's wrong.

When I met Vika, I respected her. He's fierce. He was angry when I spilled a drink on his desk. Though the drink did not hit his shirt koq. At that time he was very angry. After we got officially acquainted, it turns out Vika is cool. And for some reason, I immediately thought of him as my sister. Just like Eva. His attitude was not much different from Eva's.

It was from Vika that I met Lia. I'm grateful to know a nice girl like Lia. From the beginning I knew, I actually liked Lia. His face was so beautiful. But I try to be ordinary. I don't know why, the more days I want to get closer to her. I really love her. I was really sick and devastated as she cried recounting her relationship with her ex, Ryan. Lia's already given her honor to that jerk. I was angry, very angry. But not angry about the problem. I'm angry that the bastard is sick to a woman like Lia.

I promise to take care of Lia with all my heart. But when I had lunch yesterday, I was really happy. I kissed her lips. Although Lia initially refused, but finally she gave me the kiss. I am happy, but at the same time sorry. I promised I would take care of him.

"Koq even bengong sih" said Vika disperse my daydream.

I finally said frankly to Vika. That I only considered him a sister, nothing more. I didn't dare say I was dating her sister. Let it be, time will tell you all that.

Vika crying.

Ah, this is my weakness. I can at least see women crying. Maybe if there's no Lia, I've accepted Vika's feelings of pity. I finally left Vika alone in the restaurant. I really can't stand to see women cry. But there's a heart I have to take care of, Lia's heart. That's why I left Vika alone. Let it be, I'll call Vika when she calms down.

I'm back at the hospital. It felt like a quick afternoon so I could meet my lover. I don't know why, I'd really like to hug her. I miss him so much.

In my prostration, I always pray, asking God to give me a way so that I can unite in the sacred bond of marriage with Aulia Viaandra .

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