Love ???
part 8's
ever since I met Alex, I've been worrying a lot, thinking about the decisions I have to make.
"because risking the fate of the company I built with sister Vita, or I have to stay more concerned with my ego" ahhhhh it all makes me dizzy.
"you why ra? back home rich bete that's it, is something wrong?" ask Crystal.
"Crys I should how? this choice baffled me, and the other one I met with was Crys?" talk with anxiety.
"who did you meet? she who?" tanyanya.
"the guy who's been so hard for me to miss, and he's the CEO of the company I went to this morning, he's filed terms with me, he'll sign the contract as long as I handle it. you will know for yourself how sick I used to be, until now I still can not forget Crys".
"Crystal I was sick, so sick, why I had to meet her again" I finally cried again in front of Crystal.
"whichever one I should choose Crys, the company I've built with my brother vita, or my ego, is what makes me sick Crys" kept crying in Crystal's arms.
"try you think well well first do not be rash. the decision is in your hands ra. want to hear my opinion ngak? ask Cristal to me.
"if I think you have to make peace with yourself, until when you will always be anxious like this, and the incident is long enough, ra, start rearranging your life ra, if you can make peace with yourself you will surely find a way out, the more you avoid you will be more tormented" said Crystal calming.
"you know how tormented I have been all this time, can't hurt him, when he's down, I'm evil if I have to go back to see him, I don't want to open old wounds Crys" I replied.
"but until when? he also deserves to know what happened, he was hurt enough when you left him and he was curious as to why you left him" Cristal told me.
"that's what I'm afraid of, Crys, I'm not ready to answer all the questions" I replied briefly.
"try first, he also needs certainty, until now he is waiting for you to return" again reassured me.
" i'm sorry, I need to be alone" left Crystal.
"pardon me for opening your wounds again" I said softly.
3 Hours have passed
Crystal came to me on the balcony.
"how, is it quiet enough? let's go in the cold air, go to sleep, it's late" Crystal said.
"well Crys" I replied briefly.
"don't be long, let's go in" asked me inside.
"you are indeed my best friend Crys. Thank you for the advice" while hugging Crystal.
"that's my use as your friend" stroked my shoulder slowly.
crystal and I went into the bedroom to sleep.
before long Crystal had fallen asleep, I recalled my past memories, maybe what Crystal said was true I had to make peace with myself, maybe that way I can calm down and feel guilty.
whatever happens I have to face it, I have to prepare my heart to explain everything.
I hope the decision I made was not wrong.
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happy reading, sorry if there are words that are less pleasing.
