Love ???

Love ???
part 13's


"i need an explanation by, why did you leave that time, explain it to me?" he said with a heavy voice.


"i don't have a reason and don't call me that again, our relationship is long over, remember you already have a lover" I replied.


"TELL ME WHY FARA" he said in a raised voice.


I just sit back and look at it.


"Nothing I need to explain" went.


Alex held me back and pulled my hand back into the villa.


"don't be like this, let go of my hand, let me go" I rebelled.


"Where are you going, before you explain why you're going" he replied firmly.


"NO" I spoke out loud.


"i don't care, you have a reason" he replied, pushing me against the wall behind me and holding me by the hand.


our faces were facing very close to my eyes looking at his red bead holding back his emotions.


suddenly Alex kissed me very harshly, I could not dodge, his hands held me back very strongly, I rebelled but my strength was unable to fight him, I could only cry.


"stop me begging" crying, releasing the kiss Alex did.


Alex just looked at me, passed away to the room in the villa, leaving me sitting in the living room of the villa.


"You changed Lex, not as warm as before" I said softly.


I cried even more, I couldn't get out, the villa door was locked by Alex key under Alex into the room he entered earlier and wanted to call Crystal hp I lobet.


in Alex's room slamming everything in front of him, Alex ruffled his hair in frustration.


"why am I doing this to him" he said softly.


it was late at night, I was sitting in the guest room of the villa, Alex came to me.


"i'll order a meal, what do you want to eat?" alex asked while glancing at me.


"i don't eat" I answered briefly.


"don't test my patience Ra" he said with a slight push of his voice.


"i don't want to eat Lex, I want us to go home" I replied loudly.


"i told you, we're not going to get out of here before you explain everything" Alex said.


I just kept quiet not answering Alex's remarks .


30 Minutes passed.


Alex spoke to me.


"i went of my own accord" I replied briefly


"that's not the answer I want to hear from you" Alex said staring at me.


"okay I'll explain, but I beg you to let me go, you deserve to be happy with your woman" I replied with a bow.


elucidation


when I got home from college, my phone rang and the one who called was my aunt.


"hallo bik" I answered briefly.


"hallo ra's... You go home now to Indonesia" he said tampa basa stale.


"why should I go home bik, my college is not finished bik" I replied.


"You want to choose safe, you go home to Indonesia or your uncle goes to prison" said my aunt.


"But bik.." My speech was interrupted.


"You don't know thank you, you don't see your uncle later in prison, where your bud returns to your uncle, we've been bothered to bother living for you, we've, where your parents died left only debt, and this rickety house" my aunt said rudely.


I was silent, unable to answer my aunt's words.


"You hear ngak? your uncle is minjam money as loan shark to cover all the debts left by your parents, and also you think aunt did not know all this time your uncle every month sent you money" say my aunt again.


I think long I answered.


"well, I'm going home to Indonesia tonight.


my aunt turned off her phone when she heard my answer.


I went home to the apartment and packed up all my clothes and told you what happened.


when I arrived in Indonesia, my aunt made a decision that made me even more devastated, in order to cover my uncle's debt, I had to be willing to marry the loan shark.


our marriage did not go on happily, he was very rude, liked to do the KDRT, and had an affair.


I had a very messed up marriage, but I never stopped getting word from Crystal about you, and that left me even more devastated when I found out you were more devastated than me.


I'm sorry I'm more concerned with my ego than you were with me at the time, but it's a choice I have to make.


my day is spent haunting guilt in you, until my husband finds out everything and makes him even more angry at me.


I endured the torture for 3 years, without a fight, until he got bored, he threw me out and divorced me.


😊😊😊


happy reading friends sorry if there are words that are less pleasing do not forget to vote and leave a comment well.