Love ???
part 2
arriving in the crystal cement, I went in without waiting for the apartment to say come in.
"crystal tonight we'll have a meal? no need to cook a little later, I am hungry, let me treat you, itung itung wage nginap here".
"it's up to you, the important thing is that you're happy, I'm happy too" he replied.
30 Minutes later
the food I ordered has arrived
me and crystal eat, while interspersed with becanda, have long ago also nggerasain suasa like this, in most indo if you have gone home from work directly eating, yahludang break, yahlak break, that's one way I do to forget someone who until now is still on my mind, even though it's been a long time, but still can't say.
suddenly crystal ngagetin me.
"woiii.. don't be mostly daydreaming, enthused by the devil, just know your taste".
"hihihihi.
"that's the food spent, you keep resting, I want to go out, meet someone. Okay".
"okay.." I replied briefly.
"i go first well, because it's been waiting downstairs, bye bye".
"well.you heart well, bye bye".
I cleaned up the food we ate, then I went to the bathroom maybe if the soak is good time well, while looking at the beauty of the lights in the han river.
it was so comfortable, I suddenly remembered the memories again, the touch, the sound, and the feeling made me frustrated.
why do you keep showing up in my memory, is this my karma that God gave me for hurting you. Sorry is just an apology I can say. tampa realized I was asleep in a state of soaking, in the bathroom.
maybe 1 or 2 hours I slept in the bathroom.
I'm sober
jesus, I must have fallen asleep again, immediately I rinsed my body, changed clothes and went straight to bed to rest.
I don't know when it will be like this, what I have to do, what this is in return for my attitude towards him, which is more concerned with my own ego, which is more important to me, blaming the situation was impossible for me to decide to leave, and hoping that he would be good turned out to be wrong he was very hurt, my decision.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, that's all I can say right now, that apology that will never stop coming out of my mouth.
considering that it happened back.
flash back on
squabbles.
"forgive me by, I have to go" I said bowed unwilling to see him.
"Where are you going" asked curiously.
"i have to go home, sorry I have to go" I replied.
"You don't joke around" he said calmly.
"i'm not kidding, indeed I have to go home to indo".
"keep your lecture how by" he asked again began to calm down.
"i quit college, sorry I had to go" I answered briefly as I pulled my suitcase towards the door, out of the apartment we had been living in all this time.
"By tell me the reason why you have to go, not like this by, look me in the eye, answer me by, you already love me again by, by I beg you, please, if I have the same wrong you by I'm sorry but I beg you not to go by" he said.
flash back off
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sorry if there is a word error
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