
Brian sat down beside Aara's bed, his hand reaching for Aara's hand and staring at the pale face that was still sleeping. Brian still does not believe in Aara's current condition. And Brian also regretted being too indifferent to Aara. However, they have been close friends together. He should have been more sensitive about anything about Aara.
Lying if Brian is not worried about Aara, even he felt unbearable to tears he could not stand. If there were no marriage, it probably wouldn't have added to the wound. Can get closer without any squabbles. And more appreciative as ever.
"sorry.....Sorry I wasn't there when you needed to. I'm sorry I can't be what you want. Until whenever my best friend Ra, you're the strong woman I know. Even loe can cover up any loe pain in front of a crowd."
"Loe must be strong, you must be able to heal...Don't you want to be a wife and be a mother? Heal Ra and make it happen, you deserve the happiness you haven't got even if it's not me! Loe can get a man who is sincerely affectionate and loving instead of a brengs3k man like me! And there's still plenty of ways you can be a mother."
Brian receded the tears, his chest was so tight as he rubbed the remaining hair but slipped off along with the hand he lifted. Aara's hair was so fragile that so many fell out in Brian's hands. It must be hard to get through it all without a loved one. And Aara covered everything with her selfishness and haughty attitude when her heart was broken. Brian could not stand it, he chose to go into the bathroom and cry there.
"Gue is wrong, I am a useless husband. But do I deserve to defend myself?" Brian sighed heavily in front of the bathroom mirror. Her life is getting more complicated at this time, especially she is so worried if Lily knows about Aara's condition. Lily will be very guilty and I don't know what it will be like. Brian hopes Lily can keep her emotions so that she and her content remain fine.
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This morning everyone seemed to be getting ready for Tiara's house, as well as Lily who was already wearing the clothes Brian had prepared the other day. Lily is so graceful, her hair is in the booth with a little braid and pretty flops as a sweetener. I don't know why Lily's heart looks so different. The more beautiful with a more mature look.
Mommy and Daddy were so neat was amazed to see his daughter who was now down the stairs. Previously, the look of Lily's face was always sad, but now it looks brighter with a smile that expands.
Daddy and Mommy looked at each other, those who had to leave Aara at the hospital because of a family event, so much so that the look on her sad face. Inversely with Lily at this time. But quickly Daddy nodded his head so that Mommy could act ordinary and not show Lily their sadness.
"Honey....You're so pretty, son." Praise Mommy who is now focused on the long dress that Lily wears. So fitting and beautiful dress Lily's body. "This is new clothes? Lily bought?" asked Mommy to make sure because she wanted to prepare clothes for her family yesterday, finally did not so because early in the morning had received news that was so unpleasant.
"Here Mom, we're leaving now. A lot of guests are coming!" take Daddy who steps to the car immediately. She understood why Lily answered nervously. Who would've prepared those pretty clothes if it wasn't Brian. And Daddy doesn't want to talk about it now.
Mommy immediately took Lily's hand to get into the car. And with relief Lily followed in her Mommy steps.
Until there Lily immediately went into his room which he occupied every time he stayed at Rafkha place. He is quite self-conscious if he is something to hide. Otherwise it will embarrass the family when guests start to arrive.
Lily listened to all of Tiara's seven-month event processions, her hands gently rubbing her growing belly.
"Patience, son, we must be strong. And your strength is in you....Healthy continues to jewel the heart of Mother." Lily's eyes are glazed. He imagined being in the middle of the event and prayed by the invited guests. He was congratulated and rubbed his stomach with happiness. And accompanied by a beloved husband. It must be very happy and will be a wonderful memento in his small family.
Lily wiped the tears down without excuse, she immediately grabbed the phone and placed the phone in front of the mirror. Opening the camera that was pointing towards him stood up. "We make our own memories, baby." Lily pressed a button to take a photo of herself and within five seconds she posed by putting both hands on her stomach. He repeatedly did until the door opened and entered Tiara with a smile.
"Li...."
"Hmmm....."
Tiara hugged Lily's body, it felt like Tiara was very unbearable and knew exactly what Lily was feeling right now. Feeling in a stranger, but the good thing is that Lily understands enough and does not bother about it. Although the Tiara slightly did not accept the attitude of their family.