If You're Back

If You're Back
chapter 3


***while walking into my room I thought maybe it was time I started a new life even though it was a marriage I could call forced.


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my cellphone alaram reads wake up my morning, I deliberately use alaram so that my morning is not late, anyway I have to prepare breakfast before to be ready to go to work.


tuk tuk tuk Arka footsteps right above my head. Arka has woken up time to start everything***.


Dew. has woken up time for breakfast.


Arka. I don't usually eat breakfast.


The dew must get used to it from now on


kring kring kring kring voice mobile Arka


Arka. I'm on the road for about 10 minutes I lest they wait for me too long. "live close the phone"


Dew. Arka did not eat breakfast, I shouted


Arka.no


Dew. yes I have good intentions


I also prepared to be ready to go to work afraid that late can be fired by a big boss.


arriving at my mobile phone office reads


cring cring


Dew. brother Eric how papa news "that's all I have in mind"


Erik. Pap condition has improved you do not have to worry anymore I am here still take care of papa and mama, where are you ? not going to work?


Dew. I again in front of the office just happened to arrive.so when did you guys go back to indo?


Erik. I do not know until when here see the condition of papa if the recovery is fast next month we will return and I want to convey my gratitude to you dew you sacrificed too much for the sake of family so give up your own happiness.


Dew. I'm like this for us brother I want my family back to how it was.


Erik. What about Arka did he treat you well.


Dew. Arka still remains like 5 years ago brother no change at all. oh he sis I have to go in soon afraid later late


Erik. I'm sorry dew greetings to Arka and don't forget to thank me.


Dew. well sis if there is a good development about papa please quickly tell me sis.


Erik. certainly "tup erik closed the phone"


I went straight to my room. Until the time is noon I have not seen the arka, did arka not to the office I thought but this morning he received a call and hurried away. maybe he was busy, I thought.


lunch hour finally arrived


Sabine. The swinging dew we eat is cantin


Dew. swing oh yes I do not see the Director of Arka today, usually he always looks himself.


Sabil. cie cie you miss Dew


dew. It's not so Sabil don't get sucked up


Sabil.maybe they meeting mbun I heard later this month the company held a birthday party you know and held a costume design kopetensi for who won a permanent position in the company you know.


Dew. I haven't heard sabil you know where from?


Sabil. therefore if walking do not daydream it in front of the office already loaded


Dew. hehe is not me; lamun just think


Sabil, it's the same that we have to go with the dew


Dew. "while smiling I have to come along and I will prove my ability"


it's 17:00 and it's time to go home


I still think what to cook tonight ? what arka home ? what will happen later ?


aaah already pulanng first until the new house thought what next before returning to the apartment I mamp[ir home first to take the goods that have not been brought by Lison.


until home I rushed to tidy up the items I would bring the apartment later arrived my phone rang and did not expect Arka to call.


The Dew. yes Arka


Dew. I stopped by the house to pick up the things I was going to bring there


Arka. I wait 10 minutes don't be late."take the call"


I feel like Arka has changed, not as I know it.


until the apartment I did not see the arc in front of the tv I immediately brought my goods to the guest room anyway I did not want to sleep in the Arka room until the front of the room Arka called


Carcass. Dew fast in the room lest I wait


Dew. briefly ready this I go directly there


Arka. I called you enough


Dew.he he he was a demon already close to him he thought I was more than involved in the problem


Arka. get in fast


Dew. what's up Arka


Arka."tampa trite throw clothes right in front of me" wear it now


Dew. "i also took the clothes that were thrown as soon as I took the mail and opened it there was a sense of wonder in my mind" clothes like this for what


Arka. wear now


Dew. I wear this lingerie? astonishedly


Arka. quick shower and immediately wear


Dew. It's still at what time I'm wearing this shirt. I haven't prepared dinner yet


Arka.justul you haven't prepared that dinner when you cook


Dew. I don't want Arka


Arka. here I set all his dear do not forget you have bought by replacing your papa company.


Dew."stop my heart it feels like it wants to stop beating. tampa think long I also rushed to the bath and wear what arka want out of the bathroom" I'll prepare dinner


Arka. call me when it's done


while cooking I thought why the Ark I knew before could demean people and cruel this. used to yell at me even he was unable to why now he changed.


finish cooking


Dew. eating arc is done "seeing I use the clothes he wants"


Arka. "directly approach me with an expression that seems to want to eat me" you take too long to make me food dear now we go to the room


Dew. "i know what Arka wants" we eat first arka I'm hungry coming home from work and anyways I've cooked


Arka. "tampa heard what I said directly carrying me" I ate kok but ate you.


***that night I did my duty as a wife but I do not know how I felt at that time whether happy or not, Arka thinks of me as if I were just a paid woman who only serves her but knows how I feel at that time


I also woke up to see the clock on the wall showing at 05.54 am


almost too late to look beside me I saw Arka sound asleep


seeing him fall asleep like that I can't believe the last night's events how savage he treated me


I got up and took a shower so I could get ready to make breakfast and go to work


finished making breakfast I went to the room to wake Arka***


Dew. Arka wake up later we're late to the office I've prepared breakfast


Arka. "get up and walk to the bathroom" take my clothes put there


****Grabun****.may have to be a little patient


Arka. finished the shower wait for me we leave for the same office.


Dew. later we see people what people say


Arka. don't argue why "shout Arka"


Dew. it was he who later lost


finished breakfast we were ready to go to work together and I also thought about how people would respond in the office if they saw the intern with the director somehow I thought