If You're Back

If You're Back
chapter 20


in the Kreak the door sounds open


Grandfatherbiscuts. The doctor has come


Dew. Not cake in a minute


Carcass. Let the arka call the cake


Grandfatherbiscuts. All right, as soon as we can get home, let him rest at home,


sleep if you are tired of dew let grandfather take care of you,


Dew. Thanks a lot cake


I tried to close my eyes but my mind and heart


still not calm in the slightest, I was afraid of the wrong path in making a decision


but if you look at the grandfather who is now really not hearty but I do not want this to continue.


Tok tok tok sound door.


Grandfatherbiscuts. Come in


Willy. Dew “scream”


Grandfatherbiscuts. Come in for dew here, maybe sleep


Willy. Good cake


Dew. Willy with whom you came


Willy. with steve he just got another phone call probably coming in


Dew. Sit down recognize this arka grandfather


Willy. Hello kek I friend dew kek “deep”


Grandfatherbiscuts. Oh yes my son arka grandfather from bali heard the dew


it hurts me to come here


Willy. Oh yes cake, how are you now mbun?


Dew. It's getting better ly but it has to be a complete break


Willy. “lift mobile” you are already where I am


room 702


Steve's. All right, I'm close


Willy. Just come in. No one


Dew. Wh who? Steve's?


Willy. He's already ahead.


Kreakk opens the door


Steve's. Excuse me. . . . .


Willy. Come in


Dew. Tadaaaa “waving hand”


Steve's. Your dewdrop


Willy. It was I intentionally didn't tell you the dew we were looking at


Dew. Sittinglh knows this arka's grandfather


Grandfatherbiscuts. If so grandpa comes out first, I want to bias more


blissfully speak


Steve's. Why are you here


Dew. Yes because of pain “laugh forced”


Steve. “time that pregnant dew should now have enlarged do not do not”


Willy. What the doctor said when you came home


Dew. Maybe this afternoon I can go back home


Steve's. Diamana's arka? Kok is not visible


Dew. Just spoke outside, maybe it's coming back here


Steve's. Go home where what apart


Dew. Maybe to apartment


Willy. You know apart?”jealousy”


Steve's. Before we married dew worked in the office


Willy. Emm


Kreakkkk door open


Carcass. You're here


Willy. Arka what's up “ bersalam”


Carcass. Well-rounded


Steve's. Arka “nights”


Carcass.  Emmm


Dew. Later after I'm home we have dinner at home huh


Willts. Surely, what a dew arka hurts


Carcass.  Hemorrhaging


Willy. So how?????


Carcass. We this afternoon go home “divert” later come to apart willy


Willy. Alright


Archa. “view steve with emotion”


Steve's. Arka how is the job ?


arka. safe work is just my wife who is not safe, there are men who always try to approach her


steve. "feel disturbed" emmm


stop to take her out and drive her home.


Dew. Arka


Steve's. Meanings


Carcass. I know you're still after him but now he's still wife k, I know you drove dew home she's my wife now please stay away


Dew. Arka you misunderstood I've lost


Steve's. Arka I haven't seen dew since that night


Willy. You misunderstood my arc that met dew and drove it home


Carcass. Don't cover me see there's all steve's cars under the apartment


Dew. The arka that brought me home was willy


Steve's. Arka you misunderstood, indeed wily who uses my car


Arka. oh so you guys met the three behind me? it's not wrong I called you lady***** "while pointing at dew"


Dew. stop arka you've missed "crying"


Arka. I've been late, so you're what "yelling"


Steve. Willy used my car no arka, no blame if a wife uses her husband's car.


Carcass. Husband “surprised”


Steve's. Yes willy my wife, my legal wife Arka


Carcass. Emmmmmm “see dew with guilt,"


steve.I know you love arcs dew but your love makes her feel burdened with arcs she's not a doll.


Dew. You've heard everything, if that night you listen to my explanation I'm not like this arc I won't lose my son arka “mengis”


Tok tok tok nurse is coming


Sisters. I'm sorry, mama used to come out, we wanted to control the patient for a while


Willy. Good sister


After they came out of the room I just felt ashamed of the outside


seeing the arcs of not believing in me, makes me ashamed of my friend


I decided to end this sooner or later


let go.


Willy. Sorry arka because of me


Carcass. I'm the one who should be apologizing


Steve's. Arka keep the dew that's our message


Carcass. Steve I'm sorry


Steve its okay


Willy. Then we say goodbye first say our greetings to dew do not think much and quickly recover


Carcass. Thanks


After 20 minutes the nurse and the doctor checked my condition, considering that my condition had started to improve, so the doctor said this afternoon I have been used to going home and rest at home. After the doctor left I was ready to prepare to clean myself and the goods that I would bring home.“cries to remember the events of that night, even the pain is still felt today


Kreakkkk door open


Carcass. What the doctor said


Dew. This afternoon I was able to go home and usually rest at home


Carcass. Go to sleep, let me clean up


Dew. It's okay


Carcass. Sit down and hear me dew


Dew. Arka stop “crying”


Arch. “silence”


Dew. “crying”


Carcass. Don't cry baby I'm sorry “kneel and cry”


Dew. Arka I don't know what used to make you all hate me I'm sorry arka, I thank you for helping me overcome my papi problem, maybe your heart and your feelings can't accept our past and you're doing this marriage I'm forced to apologize.


Carcass. Darling


Dew. I'm sorry please let me off the arc you know if your hate is greater than your love for me it can make both of us sick of the arc, for now I beg you to let me go back to you I have apologized to grandfather, grandfather accepted All my decisions


Carcass. If it's your decision let me drive you home


Dew. Alright


Carcass. Darling


Dew. Eemmm


Arch. “hunched”


Dew. Don't be like Arka


Arka. just a moment dear. sorry I love u my wife


Dew. ‘crying” love u to my hubby


arka. love you more, but sorry baby


Dew. I've been going to clean this arka


Carcass. Alright I'll take care of ADM first ya wait for me here do not go mbun


Dew. Alright


Arka. “smile”


Dew. Arcs


Carcass. “By”


Dew. Thanks


Arka. "wiping tears"


after Arka came out I sat down and cried as it became. God I really love him he's my husband, god but what should I do god. what if I can't live like him, what if I can't live like him, how can I stand strong while my right leg is no longer there.