If You're Back

If You're Back
chapter 17


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Lison. dew


Get in, steve's home


Lison, if I may know why you know


Dewun.we know when the same college coincidentally apart we live facing each other so it's like a family of our own


Lison. He seems nice


Dew. well the hell lison "smiles"


kring kring kring "arka call"


Arka. in what room


Lison. room no 3


Arka. alright "shut the phone"


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Dew. Arka called


Lison, he's up ahead


The dew. you forced it


Lison. no


Dew. honestly lison


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Lison's in.


Arka and Karin again how not this heart cries seeing this sight.


Karin. sorry we were late from the supermarket


Dew is no karin problem


Arka. how?


lison. You jumpain doctor only, the doctor is waiting


Arka. okay


we also live three feels awkward between us, fortunately the prison can melt the atmosphere


Lison. Where's christian?


karin, this chatty guy had a blind date just now he just didn't know we were here


Lison. how the girl looks


Karin. fits him "while laughing"


somewhere else


Arka. hello my doctor dew husband


Doctor. ohh director Arka I do not know the father's wife if I know earlier I immediately contact the father


Arka.no problem doctor


Doctor. I went straight to the point yes pak gibbon wife very weak actually na at the beginning of pregnancy normal things like this but this is related to sexual violence experienced by the father's wife, the father's wife, is this late father related to mother?


Carcass. There's a doctor


Doctor. pregnancy in the first semester is advised not to have sex husband and wife sir what else is the content is only 3 weeks old, I have given vitamins to strengthen the fetus easily and the content can be maintained sir.


Arka. thank you doctor


Doctor, please sign this letter, sir


Arka's good.


Doctor, I suggest that the mother is not too stressed, Arka


Arka. then excuse me first thank you doctor.


same doctor sir


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Arka. "she's pregnant she's pregnant" feels surprised


Lison is done


Arka.


Karin, what the doctor said


Arka. "angry expression" You forgot your own injection


Sorry dew.


Arka. how can you get pregnant


Dew. that time we went to Bali I forgot to bring my injection Arka


Arka. it's***** it's your "snap"


lison, our arka is in the hospital


Arka. if this is how you're pregnant you know


carin. Arka already, this has happened just walk away


Dew. "crying how can I be humiliated in front of others" I'm sorry


Arka. You're sorry you won't return this all you know it


Dew. "crying"


Karin. it is dew anyway Arka again panic just do not need to be heard


Lison. Karin I'm taking you home, so they're here on their business


Karin. well come on lison, Dew me home yes you rest just do not have to think about what first is important you are healthy and the baby is safe


Dew. thanks karin


Lison. kaka-in-law I'm back tomorrow we're here again


Dew. thanks lison


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I want to feel like I'm asleep and don't have to wake up again looking at the hardness of Arka as if I'm the only one who's wrong, maybe in the absence of this baby can make him calm I thought but I really want this baby only he I have here.


Arka. You will intentionally forget your injection


Dew. Arka by god I forgot Arka, time to bali I did not bring my injection


Arka. don't pretend you deliberately let pregnant and I can't torture you anymore right


Dew. we have a lot of sex so this is a risk that we will bear Arka you know it


Dew. I was not ready Arka but this is what we have to face


Arka. We'd better put off having a child you know I won't want to


Dew. well if that's what you've chosen please release me Arka that's it


Arka. let go of your dream "laugh"


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his morning.


Arka. you're awake


Dew. emmm "moving"


Arka. where are you going?


Dew. to the toilet for a while please can take the infusion


Arka. okay


Dew. thanks.


Arka.you can be alone


Dew can.


Arka. just call if you need to


Dew. emmm


it's like a dream to see Arka here looking after me but it's normal that she's still my husband I think I am, not knowing how long I've been in the bathroom


Arka. "knocking on the door" long time ago why you want me to help


Dew. don't come here I can be alone


Arka.don't be long


Dew. okay "walk out"


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Arka. "open the door" oh you steve come in


Steve. is the Dew awake


Arka.


Dew. steve


Steve. how are you doing the dew has gone


Steve thanks much better


Arka. not to the office


Steve. to Arka's office may pause again, I'll bring you some porridge


Dew. sorry to trouble you again


Steve, it's no problem


Arka. "jealous" emmm "take the phone"


lison, please bring your sister-in-law's shirt


Lison's good boss


Steve, eat the dew later it's cold


Dew. emm okay steve


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Arka. "opens the door" doctor


doctor, how has my mother changed


Arka. Last night she slept well doctor


Doctor, we'll check, I'm sorry we checked


Dew is good doctor


Doctor, fetal development is good, sir mother


please do what I say in the process sir yes


Arka. which is the doctor


Doctors. during a young pregnancy do not need to first have sex fear of risk


Arka. good doctor then can go home doctor


Doctor. can already go home sir but do not let the mother stress first sir fear the state of drop


Arka. thanks doctor


The same doctor, sir.


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Then we go back to the apartment


Dew. I just want to go back to Andara


Arka. there far from the office I can't go back and forth here


Dew. emmm


Steve, have heard your husband dew do not refuse


Dew. okay


Lison. Good morning sorry late. Arka I've bought a full outfit


Arka. why not take in the apartment


Lison, there's no way I'm gonna open your closet


Arka. well, we change clothes first so that later go straight home


Dew. emmm


Arka.you're still here


Steve oh sorry


Lison, it's good that we get out first, steve


I don't want to go home with this psychopath but what am I supposed to do for what reason I deserve to use, seeing the current Arka is much different from the Arka that used to be a long time ago maybe my love will probably disappear, but I shouldn't think too much about the baby in my stomach considering this marriage is just a marriage I made with my signature and changed my papi company.


maybe with us parting there will be happiness that we are looking for each.


sorry Arka I'm not the wife you want. . . .