From Duren Down To The Heart
Chapters 37. Accident Out of the Plan

After breakfast, we will all finally return home. Mama and Papa were driven back by driver Om Arman who picked us up last night, but not me. Keanu asked me to be taken home by him, and the parents allowed.

"want to go home?" keanu's voice broke the silence while we were in the car at the moment.

"hm?" I looked towards him.

"or.. Where are you going?"

"mmm. I don't know. I think I just go home."

Though actually I still want to stay with Keanu for a long time, but I have to take him first. Kan prestige!

"i was going to take you somewhere, but Papa told me to go to the office now."

"Will you go to the office?"

"yes, Papa said there will be an important client from Kalimantan for the approval of the construction of the project there."

"ah." I nodded.

"do you want to come?"

"hm? where to?"

"to office. Who knows, you'll want to see my place of work."

"can I see Ririn there?" many enthusiast.

Keanu chuckled. "honey, your best friend is his work in Papa's office, not in my office.."

"oh yes, forgot." I returned flat expression. "not come along, next time ya."

Keanu smiled. "yes, it's okay. Mending you rest, yes, last night you lack sleep." He said, to which I answered with a nod.

Without feeling, Keanu has stopped his car in my yard.

"kok hasn't come down yet? Sana gih, rest." he said as he ruffled my hair.

I keep looking at him.

"why? Still missing?" his tone sounded muddled.

I turned my face forward hiding my shame. "what the hell? Geers! It's me going down." I grabbed the car door and opened it.

"Good break, my future wife." He gently pulled my shoulder to face her.

Cup

For the second time he kissed me.

Gee..

Will this become a new habit?

I don't know why, I felt so reluctant to get out of the car and let him leave.

I looked back at her face after opening the car door.

Finally I lowered my legs to step on the ground, but when I was about to close the car door, I went back in, sat down, and closed the car door again.

Keanu looked at me in surprise. "why? Is anyone missing?"

"do you really have to go now?" I lowered my face.

"yes.. Not long, at least 2 hours. You want me to come back here after I get home from the office?"

Keanu looked down to see my face.

"hey, why are you crying?"

Ah. yes, unknowingly, it turns out that my tears have splashed my cheeks now. I don't understand, why can I cry like this? Does this look embarrassing?

Keanu was just going to the office.

I don't think I have the strength to answer my man's questions. I could only continue to shed my tears accompanied by a sob.

Keanu wiped the tears that had fallen so much on my cheeks. "honey, you don't worry me.. What exactly are you? what's up, hm?"

I still don't budge. Until Keanu finally pulled my body into his arms. But it made me even more unable to stem my tears. I'm getting loose spilling everything that's stuck in my heart.

A gentle swipe from Keanu's hand was felt in my hair. He didn't ask me anything more, and kept stroking my hair. And slowly, I was able to stop my tears, as well as my less and less stuffing. That hug calms me a lot.

I slowly kept my body away from Keanu's embrace, and my eyes could not escape looking at him.

"don't go.." I said.

My premonition is really bad now, even I can't explain to Keanu why I'm acting like this. I am also confused about what happened to me. My emotions are really uncontrollable.

"all right, I'm in first."

Now Keanu's hand is holding me down. "you don't want to answer me yet? What's the matter, actually?"

I nodded. "there's nothing. I also don't know why I suddenly want to cry."

I saw the worry in Keanu's eyes. And he didn't take his eyes off me at all. His gaze was full of questions, I knew that.

I laughed softly, hoping to dispel her worries for me. "I'm really fine.. You're carefully on the way!" I said, getting out of the car.

He nodded and revealed a forced smile. "i promise, come home from the office I'm here again."

My heart really felt heavy taking off his departure. Though this was only to the office, I mean he would only leave for about 2 hours, not to leave me for days.

I also entered the house after Keanu's car was no longer visible to my eyes.

Looks like Mama is helping Papa wear his work coat in the family room.

"Clara, you just arrived?"

"yes Ma, I'll go in first.."

Mama kept looking at me. Looks like Mama suspected something when she saw my puffy eyes.

"Clara.wait, son!" Mama came up to me who was almost up the stairs leading to the room.

"are you coming to the moon?" whispered Mama.

Haish.. Kirain Mama wants to question my eyes.

"why Ma?"

"that's. Behind your pants there's a blood stain.."

"astaga. I don't know Ma.. Forgot to check the calendar."

"yes, there's a change..!"mama said with a smile.

I ran up the stairs, and immediately looked for pads in the closet when I was in the room.

"uh! There is only one more." I muttered as I headed for the bathroom in my room.

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"Have you left, Ma?"

"yes, baby, just now.. Where are you going?" mama asked me when I was wearing my flat shoes.

"i'm going to the minimarket in front of Ma, I want to buy a sanitary pad."

"why not tell Bi Ani? You're mending a break.."

"it's okay Ma, it's this deck.. Masian Bi Ani was disturbed." at that time Bi Ani was rinsing laundry clothes.

"yeah, be careful about it baby.."

"okay Ma.."

I also walked forward to the minimarket which is less than 100m from home with a fairly relaxed, because while chatting with Ririn.

Just a few minutes I have arrived in front of the minimarket, just crossing.

I stepped into the middle of the road, because it felt like the road was empty, before I finally felt something very hard hit my stomach, thighs and legs.

Braakkkk

I felt such excruciating pain that my body was so limp and helpless.

I tried my hardest to keep my eyes awake, but I don't think I'm strong anymore. I was very sleepy, and I couldn't remember or realize anything anymore.

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