From Duren Down To The Heart
Chapter 3. I don't know..

Life is beautiful if we enjoy it all with gratitude. And life will also feel very sad, if our hearts are opposed to accepting reality.

Well.. That's so..

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Tok tok tok tok

"Clar..!"

"yes ma.."

"there's Ririn in front."

It's only 7 in the morning..

Aishis..

Why have children come here?

"take it to Clara's room..!"My heart while making the bed.

Today it feels so relaxing, because it is not in a hurry to go to work as usual. And last night, I also slept very well without any smell from the fruit that I hated the most.

"Clar..Lo just woke up?"

"yes not it. but it was out of dawn prayer I was covered again, the air was very cold!"

"the circuit..! It doesn't work, it's even a little kayak gini!"

I noticed Ririn's appearance from head to toe. He looks so formal, with a white shirt, knee-length pencil skirt, and blazer that his colors match his skirts. oh yeah, oh yeah, not to forget the black high heels that I guessed were about 7cm tall.

"Why do you think early in the morning is neat like gini?"I said while frowning.

Ririn snorted. "I'll tell you, if I want to go to work..! You wanna come with me?"

"no ah. I'm going to take a break for a few weeks maybe?"

"it's up to you. If I do not feel at home for long at home without any activities.mending looking for work!"

"Lo wants to find a job, but come here anyway? Do you want to be my ART?"

"it's good to say!"Ririn ticked my forehead. "gue stopped by here who knows you'll come along.."

"i said yesterday that I..........................................

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Our discussion lasted long enough.. Yes, we always argue even for something very trivial.

But even so, we have been friends from childhood, and our debates always end with laughter..

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"sad..today you're not going anywhere, are you?"

"don't know ma. I don't think so."

"tante Riana is convinced to meet.You go yuk!"

Aunt Riana? Let's not say, they met to talk about my matchmaking, again. How about dooong? how to avoid it?

"honey, why are you dreaming?"

"i don't daydream, ma. I'm just a little unwell."

Mama touched my forehead with the back of her hand . "but you don't have a fever!"

"yes, ma. but my body feels very lemes.. So, I'm at home?"

"it's not your wits to not meet Aunt Riana, is it?" Mama looked at me curiously and tilted her head so that she could see my slightly bowed face. "you no longer shy away from aunt Riana because of the matchmaking, right?"

Wahh was on target.

I looked back at my mother and answered nothing.

"Mama knows.you are not ready to get married, especially because of an arranged marriage." Mama rubbed my head. "but at least you met the aunt Riana's son, acquaintance first, let you know how the person is.."

"okay darling.then there is an intention like that is also already good." said mama while pulling the bag that was stored on the dresser in my room. "that's why mama went first yes, yes,, you're fine at home.."

Mama passed after an online taxi picked her up in front of the house.

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I did decide to rest first all this time, but it turns out to be very tired of staying quiet at home. Even now it is not felt, it has been almost 2 weeks after the dismissal in my office.

And now I'm working, why don't you join Ririn to apply for a job at that time. If so, maybe 3 days ago I was also called for an interview like Ririn.

Ahhe.. It's always been like this.. Regrets always come later..

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'Hello Rin?'

'CLAR..! I GOT A JOB!! YEEEAYY!!!

I kept my phone away from my ears, it felt like my ears were buzzing listening to Ririn's cry.

'ihh what the hell lo, use yelling all? I almost broke my door, you know?'

'gue accepted Clar's work, I accepted work..!'

'yes, yes, I have also been horrified..!'

'yeeeee.. Why the hell are you? instead of joining the art of your most beautiful friend has been accepted work, even bete it..'

'yes, I am also in the mood! Congratulations yes.' pause 'Eh, but you were accepted at which company? didn't you apply to four companies huh?'

'gue received at Santosa Group,,'

'that's my company, Om Arman'

'yes really.. Mr. Arman Santosa is the CEO there.. He's not the same kind of friends that his son wants to be betrothed, right?'

'yes.. Om Arman is her husband Aunt Riana..'

'that's why I'll help you deh'

'help what?'

'find out about her son!'

'wahh.great idea, huh! When did you start working?'

'gue starts Monday..'

'not tomorrow?'

'lo's tomorrow?? tomorrow is Sunday.so I enter the day after tomorrow.lo why so impatient gini anyway? he said he didn't want a mate..?'

'yes, I don't want to!'

'continue why do you want me to flick into work? Want to know that info, right??'

'that's. I was just curious.. What kind of person is that? why would my mom want me to be with her?'

We called for almost an hour.. My ears are red because the phone is hot.

But Ririn said.. How am I curious about that guy, huh? Should I get to know the person before I reject him?

Haish..

I think this time I thought of something like this.. Even my whole life, I only 1 time dating at High School.it was just monkey love.haha..

Usually I prefer to talk about work and I want to focus on pursuing my goals.

Is now the right time for me to open my heart to a man? Do I need to do that? Am I ready now?

But if I agree with mom to be known with him, what if I have to quickly get married?

The questions kept spinning in my brain. And also the shadow about the form of the man. Surely not the guy! Where is there a handsome, established guy who wants to be betrothed?

Mama said he was handsome, but that's what mama said, who knows mama said that so I want to be known with him.. Besides, I'm the same mom with different tastes? the handsome one for mom, not necessarily for me, really?

Fatty also kept thinking about this.. To the point that I didn't feel like I was falling asleep and started playing around in my dreams..