Forgive Me, My Son
Episode 15's

The next day while I was sitting with my cockroach family he suddenly came with his new wife. I try to hold back my emotions when I see their faces. My father who saw it was silent and my mother invited them to come in. My father asked me what he meant to come home. He conveyed that he missed his son and wanted to see his son, I held back the emotion from earlier, when his son was in front of his eyes he had no feelings now when we were divorced what he said, kangen, I couldn't believe it, I took my breath, a blade of two three strands, and I spoke to him with emotion in mind. " I miss your son, wherever you are, as long as he's home you've never seen him, and now you say you miss him" I smiled cynically. He just saw me frustrated, something I didn't know had happened to him. " It's wrong that I miss my own son, enough that you punish me, I just want to be close to my flesh and blood because he will only be the only one for me" he said in frustration. My parents and I were shocked to hear what he said, what he meant, the only, why. My father started talking to her, "If you still want to see it's okay, but just seeing that Rifqie's custody is with her mother, we're not going to forbid you to meet your son, please, please, Ira Deck brought Rifqie here, his father wanted to meet "call my father to my sister. Quickly my sister came with Rifqie, I saw her eyes teary to see her son for the first time in months, I still did not understand what he meant. Then Rifqie took it from my sister's arms and kissed her, I saw her shedding tears. "I'm sorry your father, son, your father is guilty of hurting you and your mother". I saw the new wife beside him also just staring at the two of them. I who could not bear the curiosity also finally asked them "What do you mean actually here, before you had no feelings for my son now you hug him and cry like this, she said, I will not give my son to you, for he is my only treasure. She turned to me, and said "I won't be able to have any more children, I was diagnosed barren by a doctor, maybe it's my karma for betraying you, I'm sorry" Hearing our explanation was all shocked while she still shed her tears.

"All that has passed let it pass, I will not forbid you to meet your son, for blood is thicker than water, no one will be able to break the relationship between father and son but just around here I won't let my son you take away from my house, and for what you've done to me, I've forgiven you, maybe I can't be the best for you yet" I said softly.

" Good thanks for allowing me to meet my son" he smiled happily.

" I'm sorry Nita has become a bully of your household, I don't mean, I just can't escape my love for Vijaya, I've made a big mistake on you hysterics" I just heard the woman's voice crying but why my heart still hurts to remember what they did to me.

I saw Rifqie was very happy to be held by her father, she chattered stingingly while laughing, I was very sad to see him if he did not betray surely my son is now very happy with the affection of his father, he said, and soon I'll leave him to make money in the country, I'm sorry, my son can't see you grow up, can't take care of you properly as your mother because your mother still has other obligations as a child and sister.

It was late in the afternoon after being satisfied to meet his son, they were ready to go home, I saw Rifqie had fallen asleep in his father's arms, I took my son and I brought him into his room. They kissed my mother and father's hands and went home with a peaceful heart.