Forgive Me, My Son
Episode 12's

Exactly the age of my son Rifqie 3 months I divorced with mas Wijaya, when he met me last time, he had no sympathy, not even his son saw, really hurt my heart. In my heart I promise to raise my own child lovingly, let him not consider my son, my son my own son, the lamp of my life. My former in-laws were still nice to me, they were the ones who helped us sell the house I occupied when I married him in Wijaya, they were also the ones who helped me buy my house now,. They have met all my needs and my son's. I am so grateful to them both for being so good. They told me let the husband and wife relationship end but the parent and child relationship will not end even if there is no blood bond but they consider me as their biological child, I was so moved to hear it that I shed tears and I hugged old man Wijaya tightly.

Now that I've lived a 2-month widowed life, I'm confused, because my ex-husband does not give a living at all for his son, he said, I also don't want to trouble her parents and my parents anymore. I want to go back to school again, but it won't be enough to buy my son's needs. I also saw my parents were in trouble because there was an unpaid debt, from my sister I heard someone was charging to my house. I am very sorry for my parents, my father is not as strong now and began to get sick, yes diabetes maybe because my father works sitting every day, my father is a tailor. I was very confused to think about it, especially my sister still has a lot of school.

That afternoon I went home to my parents to negotiate something. I've decided this carefully, I want to ask my parents for approval.

I was glad to hear my father approve my decision.

That afternoon I called my friend who told me to go to Taiwan. She was my Nova friend from childhood. We were never separated from elementary school until our college was always together. Because he was also the one I used to want to go to college. Now she is married and has 2 children, but her life is luckier because her husband loves her so much and never cheated on her. He works as a teacher at High School in my village. "assalammualaikum, Say you know the sponsor who often bring people to taiwan? I talked to my parents and they agreed to it" I said on the phone. From across the phone he replied "oh yes, hail waalaikum, you so y want to go there, I said, this I know her neighbor my husband's name is Pak Sukri, he often brings people to work in Taiwan, if you want to take you later in the afternoon I will take you there?. "yes I want, I want to, later in the afternoon you do not pick up, say, and thank you for helping me" said I. "yes, I say. yes I want to give my son a meal first, assalamualaikum "he said, "okay deh waalaikum salam "I also answered his greetings..