Forgive Me, My Son
Episodes 10

Time has shown Maghrib time, we are all getting ready to perform congregational maghrib prayers, yes the routine we have never left since I was a child. Our parents always taught us to live only while we had to keep the commandments from God in order to enter the paradise. After our prayers, sitting in the living room, I saw my son playing with my sisters. " Rifqie ma'am just stay here, I'm glad you have another baby here" said Annisa, my youngest sister. " Yes my boss if I just look at Annisa, mending this one again" said Ira my sister number five. " You guys are fighting over his work anyway" said my mother with a smile, we all smiled at the behavior of my sisters who rarely get along. "Keep how your decision son, father and mother will appreciate whatever your decision, but remember yes your child is still small you also have to think about it carefully" said my father. " It's true what your father said, son, now you're not alone there's a Rifqie, so you have to think about it, how the future will be" my mother said as she shed tears one by one sad to see the fate of her eldest daughter. "Udah to ma, don't cry anymore, pity your son saw her, that he also cried" said my father while wiping my mother's tears. " I don't know sir yet, but one thing is certain that I will no longer be able to live with him because he has the heart to remarry behind me hysterical hysterics" I broke into tears, I couldn't hold back my tears as I remembered that she had been able to remarry without my permission when her son was a red baby, where she felt God, God, has he been caring about me all this time just a charade why like this I muttered in my heart. " Yes, don't cry anymore, whatever decision we accept, now let us pray isya already that azan, call your other brothers, we congregate "my father's orders. I called my brothers and we prayed together. After the prayer my father told me to rest in the room because Rifqie had fallen asleep. "There you need to rest before your child wakes up, go to sleep, calm your mind and your heart, you have to be strong for your child, we will always be by your side no matter what decisions you make" my mother said while hugging me. I nodded and went to my room, and I saw my son asleep, I rubbed his little cheeks and kissed, "forgive me, my son" and said, lying beside him.

It did not feel shabu had come, I felt sleepiness difficult to open my eyes, yes because last night Rifqie stayed up, her night routine was crying, fortunately there were parents and my sisters who helped, because last night Rifqie stayed up, the night routine was crying, fortunately there were parents and my sisters who helped, otherwise I wouldn't sleep at all. I saw that he had slept well after drinking breast milk. I got out of bed and immediately went to the bathroom to pray I saw all were waiting for me in the prayer room. We prayed together with Edo, his imam, because my father prayed in the mosque behind my house. After praying because I was still sleepy, I fell asleep again.

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