Dourened
part 5's

'is it wrong for me to think that my married husband never loved me?'

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why did he come back when I started forgetting him..

why must there be such a painful story behind his disappearance..

'shila, my wife, I'm sorry',

I'm sorry, maybe my decision will really hurt you..

but trust me, I love you,

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"what has disturbed your mind bang," the soft touch on his shoulder stopped the puzzle in his eyes

"there's no dear, there's only a little problem in the office" Fariz, who is lying face to face his wife smilingly, looked at her face

"honey let me hold you until I fall asleep" Shila smiled as she stretched her arms over her husband's burly body

"honey, promise me you'll keep holding me like this, promise to be by my side forever"

"i'll never leave you, bang" Shila tightened her embrace, she gave warmth to her husband

there was a sobbing sound heard even though it was so slow, the embrace was getting tighter..

Fariz crying.

yes, he was crying, but I don't know what had made the famous man strong, the man who was perfectly capable of hiding his wounds wept in his wife's arms..

'i know you so well bang, you wouldn't be like this if it was just a matter of the office, what you're trying to hide from my inner bang' Shila

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"why do you want to meet me, the image," Fariz looked straight at the woman who was now sitting in front of him, the woman who had been in contact for several weeks, though he had several times refused the invitation of the woman to meet, but the woman seemed never tired to tease him.

there was not a word that came out of the lips of the woman, she was still silent only clearly visible beautiful eyes that began to look glassy, the clear grains of tears had begun to bathe the eye fertilizers, occasionally her fingers wipe away the falling tears

"it's about him Fariz..." Fariz stood up from his chair, reddened his cell phone on the table and walked away leaving the woman who had not had time to finish her sentence

"he's seriously ill Fariz, maybe next year, next month, next week or maybe today he could just leave us fariz, I beg Fariz, listen to the truth first, I know you hate him, but at least listen to the reason, I beg you not to let him go with your hatred"

Fariz stopped his steps, he turned his body back to face the woman..

"what do you mean?" his mind refused to know what had happened to the woman who had once been his lover, but his stronger heart asked him to find out

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"you must still remember about the events of a few years ago, the events that had taken away hers, the events that had brought you together with her. Fariz, the incident that made him have the disgusting disease Fariz, he knew the painful thing on the day that should have been the happiest day for him, the man died a week before your marriage, the man died of HIV infection, Arissa went to the doctor's office, and, she crushed Fariz when she found out the results of the examination from the doctor that morning . he doesn't want you to hurt Fariz, that's why he's gone and if you know what he's been feeling I'm sure you won't hate him this deep, ye know?? all this time he's suffered enough, he can't do what Fariz, he destroyed Fariz,"

"please ask Fariz, just meet him once, give him happiness in his life.I know it won't be easy for you to forget what he's done,"

fariz's heart was broken, his soul seemed to fly away from his body, his tears spilled, pain, pain, disappointment, guilt, disbelief all clashed into one,

his world was dark for a moment, the past danced in his mind, and,

the faces of Shila and Arissa alternately filled the contents of her head.

a few years ago Fariz managed to prevent the foolish deeds of a girl who tried to end her life,

a poor girl, her chastity was forcibly snatched away by a man she called her best friend..

from the feeling of hiba, pity turns into love

Fariz fell in love with the girl, she once tried to deny it but the feeling was getting stronger, Fariz was really crazy about her,

Fariz sincerely accompanies the woman to get back up, to escape the trauma, Fariz shuts her mouth shut, burying in the dark secret of the woman, a secret that only she, Arissa, has, the image and the b*jedang man who knows.he never brought it up once, he convinced Arissa of his love, he was happy with Arissa

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but, what should he do,??

meeting Arissa??, supporting her to stay strong??, being by her side???

what about Shila??,

heart hurt??

I don't know, she couldn't have hurt Shila, but, Arissa, was her love...

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Fariz stared at the thin body of the woman lying on the bed, her sunken eyes were still closed, the woman was not really asleep, her pale lips dry still moving sound whispering...

fariz's tears are spilling...

his heart was wound like a cut

body's limp

his eyes closed

all was dark .., but still he felt the warmth of his tears that soaked his cheeks...

"Arissa loves my heart"