Dourened
part 2

fariz's car stopped in front of the house with a high iron gate that looked tightly closed

Fariz got down from the car, pressed down repeatedly bell

but still no sign of the opening of the high gate for him

"Arissa... Arissa" he shouted the name of the lover repeatedly

but there's still no answer

Fariz closed his eyes, exhaling violently, his feet kicking softly at the sturdy gate

"i know where you are!." as quickly as lightning Fariz got into the car, hurtled towards the place he believed Arissa was there

Fariz parked his car, then ran to find Arissa's whereabouts, his eyes to look for Arissa's figure among the crowd of humans who were enjoying the roughness of the waves dancing under the stretch of orange sky.

an hour or so he looked for the girl he loved, but never met...

Fariz pulled the rambang rough, his appearance was not good, his face looked frustrated

"aarrggh...where are you Arissa" she cried in a stifled voice.

his body fell to hit the stretch of beach sand colored pink beach

overwhelming frustration melted him, he lost his hope

he looked at the orange sky that had changed with the pitch-black sky, there was a sense of disappointment tucked from his gaze

"alright, if this is what you want" he watered tears that began to spill from the corner of his eyes

"i'll forget you, Arissa"

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Fariz opened his eyes perfectly, looking sweat pouring down his forehead

his chest looked down, his face paled, his face paled,

"Dragon...!!" a beautiful woman wearing a mukena looks very worried while gently touching the arm of the husband who just woke up from his sleep

"Abang is fine dear, Brother is okay" he said to calm his worried wife after she had previously beristighfar

"Any more nightmares??"

"forgive me dear brother, did you mention his name" the woman bowed hinting at the sadness she now felt, she said,

"sorry dear." the man hugged his wife's body conveying how deeply he was sorry.

the woman gently rained down every inch of her husband's face, her wiggly fingers sticking out her husband's nose

"Dear baby, did Shila have said it was not good to sleep after dawn prayers, so nightmare right. let's now wake up and be prepared, later also Brother entered the office. Shila wants to be ready for breakfast for Brother, what do you want to eat today?"

"fried rice only dear, Brother misses the pleasure of fried rice dear"

"every day I miss eating, Fariz and Shila laughed at each other

"i love you, Shila"

"i love you too, Brother" Shila kissed her husband on the cheek before leaving their room

open it sheet by sheet, until it stops on a sheet that is tucked in a white envelope

love my heart Fariz Adam

youknow..

your love is like light

for me who was once wounded sitting curled up in the corner of the dark room wall without light

you know

your love is like a savior to me

awakening the once desperate me, who resigned to a rope coiled around the neck, that the Lord's recompense is so painful for those who are foolish, not knowing the meaning of gratitude

I know and firmly believe that your love is sincere

I know and firmly believe that your love is so great, so sincere

and I'm pretty sure you'll make me the happiest woman in the world..

and I love you fariz, even my love is no less great than your love

but, I realize I don't deserve your love

I can't make your life ruined because of my bitter past..

Fariz scooped his face rough

'why can't I forget your inner Arissa'

meanwhile, in the kitchen, Shila clutched her mouth, she did not want her sobs to be heard in her husband's ear.

let him alone know how hurt his heart is

'why you still can't forget her bang'

for four years, Shila Harun was a wife.

but she still can't have Fariz Adam's heart fully

every night she received a sharp stab at her heart every time she heard her husband mention another woman in his sleep.

"honey!!" fariz's voice called his name

Shila quickly wiped away her tears before her husband came to where she was

Fariz hugged his wife's body, kissing gently on his wife's forehead

"i love you, baby. I love you my angel.., thank you for being the best wife for me"

'how do you really feel to me bang, I'm afraid to be mistaken with all your treatment to my bang' Inner Shila

~sorry to have hurt you again and again

#sun

#revanisophian