Dear Era's
The journey of mother and father

Today in the morning lecture, I was grappling with my kitchen utensils, preparing breakfast for mimi and myself.

" you put my shoelaces where.. ". Mimi's scream in her room was very echoing.

"Jeez this mimi is still early, stop yelling". My answer is already in front of the door of mimi's room and the shoelaces in my right hand.

" the rope." before mimi continued his words, I first threw the shoelace at him.

" Tomorrow2 you're tidying up your own clothes, self-study ". I said and turned to walk into the kitchen, again preparing breakfast for him.

" beauty ". Mimi said, I can only shake my head .

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Moments later, call home..

" ..."

" this is my own miss".I replied with my eyes fixed on mimi who was sitting at the dinner table waiting for me.

"...."

Brakk!!!! the sound of the phone's hilt fell and hung, the woman's voice from the phone was still heard.

Like being struck by lightning without rain, a thorny whip struck a part of my body I looked at mimi and cried with a scream that made him run towards me.

I leaned against the living room table with tears streaming down my face.

" kaka there's something". Tanya mimi asked me to sit down. mimi kept asking the same thing. I couldn't tell my sister.

*It's not enough for you to play God, but it has to be for both of my parents...

How can I continue my life without them, how can you be this evil to me*.my mind hugs mimi who also cries.

" you still have me mi, you have me and my son". I rubbed mimi's head.

" What the hell are you talking about like that". replied mimi confused. Then mimi let go of his wound and held the phone.

"Hello". Mimi said, the call from the airport staff had not turned off the phone.

"miss, are you okay2 there". said the staff, then mimi turned to me.

"What can you say is clear ". answered mimi seriously.

" The plane that the master and mistress were riding on had an accident in the waters of India miss, I hope you and your family are given fortitude, I only inform this, imaksih ". obviously the staff and mimi kept quiet without answering and put the phone into place.

Mimi turned towards me with tears coming out so hard without a sound mimi continued walking towards me with a gaze that was so piercing to me.

I must be strong for mimi and my son, I must be strong... I hate all this I hate meetings...

" ka. ka. ka. mama.. kapa is in Indonesia right". Mimi said in a trembling voice, standing facing me who was still sitting.

"answer me ka... mbak it's a lie right, yesterday the father with the mother with us. they are evil ka... father mother evil.." shouted mimi hysterically hit hard on his chest several times.

I stood around holding her and preventing her hand from hurting herself.

" kaka.. I was so obedient, I never broke the words of father with mother, even if they left me like this ka. lah I was naughty " said mimi still crying hysterically in my arms, I did not catch her. I just hugged her and rubbed her head.

I know very well how mimi feels right now, he was never far from his father and mother, but now, time is so cruel to me and mimi, time takes all my happiness, I take time... time played with my emotions every second.

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In the airport area so many people queuing up they were crying feeling the same way as me, losing.

with uneasiness I approached one of the airport staff and asked for information about the plane.

" none of the passengers survived the crash, miss, we found the plane and are evacuating all the victims "Said the staff and left me and mimi who are still sculpting. on the front screen I clearly displayed the passenger list, and so slapped me when the name Atmajja so clearly listed there.

mimi hugged and kept crying.His face was so pale and her hair was a mess.

" be calm here, sit here and I'll draw water for you" I said trying to calm down in front of mimi.

Then I walked into the toilet, and my body rubbed down, shaking as I saw the mussed face of mimi, who was constantly crying and screaming at me.

" Ayaaaaah. era should be what well. era also hurts, era should be how father, mother. "said I softly, then there are people go into the toilet quickly I wake up and wash my face.

" If you want to cry cry nuna, don't hold it it will only hurt you if you hold it ". Said the girl I thought she was the same age as mimi. Then I smiled at the beautiful girl leaving the toilet,

walk towards the airport mini market, buy a bottle of water and return to mimi.

I saw mimi sitting with a beautiful mbak2 beside him.

" i'm sorry who you are ". I said standing in front of mimi and the beautiful mother who was wearing official clothes like an office employee.

" What are you miss azera atmajja". Said novi secretary antoni atmajja, none other than my father.

" dad mbak". I answered confused, she is beautiful and polite in my opinion.

" I am novi rastanti, secretary of Mr. Anthony, I am here to meet with miss azera and miss mimi". Saying novi.

" we go home, talk about this at home ". Answer me

" all right, miss"

We left the airport because I took care of everything there...

I gave warm tea to novi and mimi was resting in her room, and not long ago my tanti came with tergesah2 .

"Darling, are you okay2, in my son's place ". Said aunty kia asking mimi, because tente kia always said if mimi is his son.

" Mimi is resting aunt". Answer embraced.

" good evening lady kia "Sapa novi.

then aunt agreed and the three of us had a serious chat tonight...

I blocked all my accounts on social media I changed my mobile number. I sold my house in Japan, but not with my main house in Indonesia...