Dear Era's
A decision

A big news spread widely throughout the city of Seoul even to other countries2. A big idol and an international model from Hong Kong, officially dating. Many talked about their decision.That arrived2 surprised the media and the fans respectively2.

" It's our absolute decision, so please have our blessing for our relationship". Said the beautiful model who stood beside the handsome idol that many in the world.

" turn off the tv ra, it's not important news". Saying ayu that arrived2 come and turn off the tv. From last night I was still in shock over the news.I still can't believe it's true2 seokjin.

"So it doesn't work". I said original and smiled bitterly at ka ayu.

" i'm lazy". I answered and looked at me seriously.

" I hope you didn't change your decision to tell Seokjin about her ". Sayu pointed at my stomach.

" I think it's an impossible decision ka, I'll go home to Indonesia the day after tomorrow and take care of it myself". I rubbed my queen stomach and smiled bitterly.

"what seokjin didn't explain this maslah with you".Ask me who sat next to me.

" i was waiting for him to say that this news was wrong even if it just sent me a message that would make me believe, but he didn't care at all about my feelings". I said softly and smiled painfully.

" Wait until she calls you ra, she must have a reason, didn't her mom say you have to be patient and trust.

" i miss my family you, I'll go home my ticket I've prepared". I stared at Kayu with my eyes glazed.

"I will miss you and this house ". I hugged her and cried.

"I'll miss you too, bong keep your mama yak, make her bahgia ". Sayu rubbed my stomach.

" ahahah ka ayu ". I chuckle because I am am ticklish.

" ahahah the young mama". Saying you ruffled my hair.

We joke and laugh all day, until I forget I'm hurt.

At 19:00 Momy came home and brought my order but arrived2 I wanted a rame at a nearby lestaurant.

" Momy Temenin I ate out yu, rich ramen conch in lestaurant end there deh mom". I asked to rub my stomach.

" said you want beef rib soup" replied momy who was drying her hair.I went in and laid my body on momy's bed.

"Neaah, arrived2 I want ramen it's mom". My words beg.

" yasudah come". Jawan momy stood up neatly.

" okay ". I said excitedly and went out of momy's room. took my bag in the room.

" Man ayu".Momy asked, standing at the door.

" Another thesis he said, he's not coming". Answer me and close the door.

" ooh well it's ". Say momy and we walk in the zebra crossover area.

While I was walking and laughing with momy, I saw a car I knew very well, it was a soekjin car and I was standing right in front of him.

seokjin is laughing with bella jang her new boyfriend, a model from Hong Kong.

I stood up and pressed my very sore chest. stared at him and without feeling these tears came out profusely. A moment seokjin saw me he looked at me full of question marks.

" You're a smut". Said momy pulled me because all the cars were pressing kelakson.

" Seokjin mom "'s ". I said softly and sat down and hugged my feet.

" Forget******** that ra, please eat ayoo". Momy answered, taking me to the restaurant.

My appetite was gone, and we decided to go back home, I didn't eat anything at the restaurant.

Arriving at home I went straight into the room and covered my body with a blanket broke my cry there so as not to sound momy and ka ayu.

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“"*You are leaving me or asking you to stay by my side is not the best thing. Let God alone guide us in a beautiful way.”

“It's all over here. I thank you for the good and bad memories you have made in my life*". I said to seokjin.

This morning I decided to meet him at the apartment I used to live in full of love with.

" I thought you'd believe me ". He sat down and sipped his coffee.

" Love is not that million jinn, I hope you are happy with your choice, I'm sorry ". answered me and left seokjin.

I thought he would deny everything and explain this all turned out to be no. He allowed all my thoughts.

I came out of the seokjin apartment with my tears held back.The man2 was very disappointing.

I walked quickly towards the highway leaving the beautiful building behind me.

" Azeras.. ". Shouts someone behind me.

I turned and saw someone wearing a thick jacket of ash2 and a brown mask matching his hat and glasses.

" Where are you going".Said it in front of me.

I looked at him confused.

"Hey. It's me jimin". He said it again and I smiled broadly.

" Geez sorry, I thought who". Answer chuckles.

In the garden street I met jimin. he was very funny. I chatted with him on the park chair. So many things we do there.

When I saw gulali arrive2 I wanted it. I stroked my stomach and looked at Jimin who was looking at me.

" You want that". Said jimin, and I nodded.

Then Jim bought it for me.

" Thank you oppa". I said happily and ate gulali happily.

" slow2 ra. no one will take it away from you".jimin chuckles to see me eat up the gulali.

" it's so sweet I like it". I smiled at jimin.

Smile on like this, you are so funny if you smile.I hope the last few days have not affected you. Inner jimin.

I was escorted home, home,

" Observe for today oppa, I'll remember you ". I was standing in front of the door.

" the other 2 when I'll take you to play". Barat jimin stood in front of me.

" I'll be back in Indonesia tomorrow morning oppa". My answer surprised jimin.

" Why all of a sudden". said Jimin holding my hand.

"let the news pass, you don't think it's okay, but don't go back to Indonesia.

" I miss my family oppa, I'll keep going, thanks for everything. ". I replied smilingly looking into Jimin's teary eyes2.

" Greetings to all my oppa2 there yak, I can not say goodbye to them one2. " I wish jimin had laughed, but he didn't.

Jimin agreed to my request and left...

I went into the house and cleaned myself up and fell asleep.....