Dear Era's
Contrition

5 Months of azera's departure...

at 7 am, Momy was relaxing at the dining table.while ka ayu she had already gone to campus. momy sat with her hands still busy with her phone. Today she's going on a date with Namjoon.

dingh.dong...

The voice confused momy, because namjoon just turned off the phone earlier.

"so soon he gets there, joonie ". Said momy walking towards the door quickly, then opened the door with a surprised face instead of playing.

" you, come back here again, I told you he's not here". Momy said in front of the door.

" Azera is still sleeping, megha". Seokjin said staring at the direction of finding azera in the house,

Momy held back seokjin from getting into the house,

"Fuck".Ask seokjin, because momy clean hard pushing seokjin.

" he's not here, don't you understand". Momy said with annoyance.

"Well that angry, until 2 he doesn't want to see me, even he just disappeared".seokjin jawan saw momy.

"Go don't look for him anymore, let him be happy ". Said momy still guarding the door so that seokjin do not enter.

" What do you mean". Seokjin asked with a tense and confused face.

" Azera came home to Indonesia that day he met you hyung.it was his last day here ". arrived2 namjoon came casually holding seokjin shoulders.

"You're kidding, he promised to be with me and I know he must be as patient as ever.

"since you and the manager signed the cooperation with bella first, it really shook the azera, but hyung did not see the anxiety on his face at all times". Said the new jimin with his hands carrying a box of cardboard given to momy.

"this is azera's order oppa". Momy told jimin.

" yeah, I've packed it well".jimin replied and smiled.

" explain to me what happened to the azera". Said seokjin staring at the cardboard in momy's hand.

"Let's go in, baby".Say namjoon to momy.

Then momy let them in and told them everything but not with the pregnancy of azera, because it remains their secret

"According to emotions and passions will only do harm, and regret is a gift that is certain to be received". Say jimin rubbing seokjin's back, seokjin,

seokjin rubbed her face rough and grabbed her own hair.

Mreka sat on the living room sofa.

"I'll pick him up". Say seokjin and stand up.

" hyung's kidding". Said jimin along standing facing seokjin. momy and namjoon just sigh long and salaing staring.

" I should have known he had a limit to his patience, I always thought he would never be far away from me". Say seokjin to jimin. then go away with a face kacaw because he did not have the opportunity to explain everything to azera,

" When you do this azera". Said seokjin staring straight at the road. his car drove quickly split the road.The sturdy jaw seemed to hold the anger with fingers firmly grip the steering wheel of the car.

" I'll bring you back baby, that's my promise". Seokjin said straight with eyes starting to look glassy.

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"My laptop's dead". Shouted azera with her stomach starting to bulge, walking towards the mother who was embroidery baby socks, I complained because my laptop died arrived2.

" You just use mimi ra, we'll fix it ". Answer the mother who sat facing the large window of my house.

I was standing next to my mother looking at my yard which was quite spacious.I thought that one day my son would play there with me and my family.can't lie, can't lie, I've been restless for a few months because I really wanted to see seokjin, probably with her child too.

I gently rubbed my stomach with tears that seeped out without my permission.

That great pain, when we choose to give, when the heart of benar2 needs its presence.

" Naka... ". Shouted mimi go home to play with his friend2nya. because tomorrow I and mimi will go to Japan, I decided to go there because I know after seokjin know I left he must be looking for me to Indonesia. it is with a heavy heart that I will go to Japan with mimi because he also got a scholarship at a famous university in osaka Japan.

" What are you guys doing ". Tanya mimi. for seeing me standing next to mother.he hugged me and smiled at mother.

" mom almost finished this". Reply mother brandishing her oldest socks from the morning.

"Waaaah.it's for dede utun kah". Mimi said looking at the tiny socks with pleasure.

"Hurry up big, later you will play with a beautiful aunt". rubbed my stomach and the three of us laughed.

"Haii.. bidadari2 dad". Father said walking towards us and carrying something in his hand.

"Ayaaah". shouted mimi and immediately hugged father.

"You're big but still acting like this ". Said dad pinching mimi's cheeks and then I hugged dad too and dad kissed me and mimi on the head.

"prepare warm water yeah yeah yeah".Said the mother yelling at the father and went to their room.

" zera make food yes". I walked towards the kitchen, mimi and dad were joking in front of the tv..

Me and mom doing our job 2 .

" well take a bath the water is ready mother". mother sat next to mimi.

"Later, I want to talk to you guys". answered my father and I sat down next to my father.

The 4 of us talked about my departure with mimi.

" it's our ticket for tomorrow morning, I decided mom and dad will come with you for a week to accompany the leg there, because your aunt is still in Europe ". Dad said seriously, and I was so happy to have them. They stayed with me even though I was very disappointing.

" aah ayang mimi dear father ". Mimi said, kissed my father and hugged him. I also hugged my father and the 4 of us hugged.

Then dad got ready to take a shower and I went into my room playing my phone as usual.

"She..see this ". Shouted mimi enter the room without closing the door. Get into my bed with my hands on my laptop.

"Ka. kim seokjin live private ". Mimi put her laptop in my lap.

" I know I miss him, don't I". Mimi's words again made me look at her.

"look at him baik2 only there, this is his live prtanya since the scandal with bella was out ka, sak inget kan moon2 after kaka came home, clarification about the news came out ". said mimi trus talk. I smiled and hugged him.

" be quiet I want to see it".I replied and stared at the pocus on the mimi laptop screen.

drrt...

I picked up the phone with my face focused on the laptop screen, mimi turned over next to me and watched.

" ..."

" my mom, I'm looking at it right now".

"..."

" mimi is beside me, are you okay2 there".

"..."

" Thank God, you guys take good care of yourself2 yak, I miss you". I said and the phone ended. momy and ka ayu always tell me like this. we communicate with each other well. but they don't know if I'm going to Japan.

Today I spent it in my room with Mimi...