Cursed Night
CHAPTER (33): The New Life

This is what should have happened long ago,

you and I have a life of their own

~Tere Queenera~

Arya and Tere start their new lives, Arya gets busy with business and their daughter. Not as easy as Arya imagined, taking care of a baby that should be near her mother.

Many times Arya is looking for a good milk mother for Artesha, Arya's criteria are only three: being affectionate, loving, and sincere to her daughter Artesha. But everything was difficult when she still did not accept the situation, and wanted Tere as Artesha's milk mother.

How could he possibly get a figure that looked exactly like Tere?

But finally he realized that he should not be selfish, Artesha needs ASI as soon as possible. So, he decided to choose Dela, the widow of 1 child, but unfortunately the child of Dela was gone from birth.

Arya smiled widely when she saw Artesha or Arsa, Artesha's nickname was walking slowly towards her, while stretching out her hand to embrace Arya.

"Baby Artesha, papa's coming home!"

The beautiful toddler laughed with excitement when he heard the voice of his father, Arya walked towards her daughter and held her daughter. Arya was anxious to see her daughter's thick cheeks, so she kept kissing her daughter's cheeks.

"Pa___Papa."

Arya's heart skipped a beat as the first word that came out of her mouth was papa, her heart flowered to hear her daughter's words.

"Artesha papa is smart, papa loves Artesha very much."

"Anthesha's birthday? Arsa wants me to give you what?"

"Oh, Artesha wants a new doll? I'll buy the best doll for Arsa. What else does Arsa want?"

"Ma___mama."

As soon as the smile on Arya's face disappeared, there was no happy look, only a flat face. This is what Arya fears someday, when Artesha asks about where her mother is?

Maybe now Arya can lie to her daughter because Arsa is still a toddler who does not understand anything, but when her daughter stepped on school, surely his friends will ask about his mother to Arsa and when Arsa asks him, what will he answer? There's no way she's answering that Arsa's mom doesn't want Arsa and dad in her life, so she's gone.

Answering honestly to Arsa, will only hurt Arsa and hurt Arsa is something Arya will not do.

"Mama's chasing her dreams again, so mama can't get together with us dear. Arsa don't be sad, there's papa. Arsa is just as good as you."

Arsa is just quietly busy herself, because Arsa does not understand anything said by Arya. Arya rubbed her daughter's bushy hair, while looking at her daughter's heartily.

Arsa should have lived like any other child, Arsa deserves the affection of a mother instead of the affection of her Baby Sister. But Arya will not be able to give Arsa a new mother, because Arya will never say a sacred promise to other women.

Only Arsa's biological mother will always fill the void in her heart, only Tere is one even though she is aware that Tere must easily replace the figure of her and Arsa in her life.

Let Arya be a foolish man, who hopes that someday there will be a miracle in his life so that he, Arsa, and Tere can unite as a happy little family.

"Arsa just pray baby, may mama can come back with us again for good."

Tangerang, December 16, 2019