CAN I BE HAPPY?

CAN I BE HAPPY?
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Currently Alsya was in Shi's grandfather's room, she had just returned home from watching the match earlier, she said,aaat just arrived at the door he was in the grinder of someone who told him that he was told to come to Shi's grandfather's room.


And he was currently sitting opposite Grandfather Shi who was looking at him sharply.


'Glek'


"Em..What is the cake calling Alsya?"alsya was nervous.


But grandfather Shi just silently did not answer he still looked at Alsya from toe to head like looking for something.


Alsya was only silent even though he was originally cold hot because he was in sharp eyes.


"What did Alsya make wrong?"ask Alsya heart - heart.


"Yes" said Shi's cold grandfather who managed to make Alsya's body goosebumps.


"Emm if you can know what Alsya did until grandfather was angry" Alsya said carefully.


Grandfather Shi just silently looked at Alsya with a cold look but Alsya could only silently think about what mistakes he might make intentionally or unintentionally.


"Is there something you're hiding?"said grandfather Shi coldly.


Alsya glared in shock, she was confused what she was hiding whether Shi's grandfather knew that he was not being treated well to the family anymore or the scars that had not disappeared from his body.


Again?, so a few years ago when Shi and Alsya's grandfather started to get close to Alsya started telling her all her problems and vice versa, and actually Shi's grandfather had Alsya stay with him but Alsya always refused,so Shi's grandfather knew that little Alsya was kicked out by his family but he did not know when Alsya was hurt again when Alsya returned to his home.


Why was Alsya able to return to her house back then? his presence was not desired, however,because Shi's grandfather himself drove Alsya back home because of Alsya's own request and did not forget Shi's grandfather threatened if Alsya's family hurt him again then Alsya's parents will be reported to the authorities,and at that time they begged for mercy and promised not to hurt Alsya again but it was all a lie,when grandfather Shi returned to the Alsya building in brackets to a cramped closet and was not allowed to eat for three days.


'Huffff'


Grandfather Shi exhaled a rough breath he looked at Alsya grudgingly.


Grandfather Shi walked up to Alsya and stared at the scar that was clearly plastered as Alsya realized.


"Look at this scar, you're not very good at hiding this scar from me Alsya, if you manage to hide it from others but not me, I'll know"grandpa Shi said with a pointed scar on Alsya's body.


Alsya was startled and saw some obvious scars that she quickly covered as much as she could.


"You've never been happy, dear Alsya, it's only those who create wounds and leave wounds for you" Shi's grandfather said.


Alsya just silently lowered her head she did not dare to look at grandfather Shi who was staring at her affectionately.


"Why do you hide this wound yourself?, have you forgotten that I am always waiting for you here?, if need be my life will replace your happiness, you are the only person I have considered my family Alsya,you are the most precious treasure to me, when I saw the wounds created by your biological parents my heart ached from not being able to protect you" Shi's grandfather hugged Alsya.


Alsya silently looked at Shi's grandfather and returned his embrace, but she realized her tears were dripping slowly.


"It's not like that. I always remember the affection that my grandfather gave me, but I don't want to stay with you doesn't mean I don't love you I also love my grandfather as much as I love my grandmother,but I still want to be near them, who knows they will change" Alsya said.


Grandfather Shi let go of his embrace and held both of Alsya's cheeks gently.


"Listen to this old man dear, leave them and stay here with grandfather, grandfather is no longer young, grandfather needs someone near the grandfather who accompanies grandfather" said grandfather Shi.


Alsya shook her head slowly she looked at Grandfather shi's sad eyes as if begging for him to stay with her.


The silent atmosphere just after Alsya said that sentence, grandfather Shi only breathed a rough breath, Alsya whom he already considered this granddaughter is stubborn so he can't do anything.


"I'll be home soon" Alsya said slowly.


Grandpa Shi looked at Alsya in shock.


"No, why don't you stay longer?"asked grandfather Shi not to agree if Alsya returned this quickly.


"Grandpa I'm still in school and just sitting in school, cook I have to skip again" Alsya said a little lie.


Actually that was not the case but he chose to go home as soon as possible because he was afraid that the punishment that awaited him would be worse.


"Really?, then you can go home but if they hurt you again I don't stay silent" grandfather Shi was angry.


"Grandpa like bang Rio hi hi hi hi hi" Alsya said at the end of the amused oddity seeing the nature of grandfather Shi and Rio not much different.


"Rio?, who is he? "asked grandfather Shi suspiciously.


"Bang Rio he is someone who helps Alsya like a grandfather, even his family already consider me a child of their family, I was also told to stay with them when they know the behavior of mama and papa"alsya explained a little.


Grandfather Shi smiled happily as he calmed down a little when he heard not only he was protecting Alsya but there were others who wanted to protect Alsya even regard Alsya as a member of his own family.


They also chatted for a while and Alsya was pleased with the end of the embrace did not forget Alsya back in his room and the room - his new brother, he said goodbye and chatted for a while before he left a safe place for him.


After saying goodbye Alsya in between until the front of the building even they have prepared a car to deliver it.


"I'm a real hassle, aren't I?"alsya smiled faintly.


"Don't you say that we don't bother you already we consider our own sister so don't blame if a brother delivers his sister? "say Nic stroked Alsya's hair gently.


They hug each other before Alsya enters the car.


Alsya got into the car and waved her greetings apart and from a corner of the window, Shi's grandfather looked at Alsya worriedly,Alsya who saw Shi's grandfather smiled widely and waved her hand and was replied by Shi's grandfather.


The car drove slowly away from the building area, the further the car left the building area, the more the smile of Alsya disappeared and became a face of worry and fear.


The trip felt fast even though it was quite a long distance between Alsya's house and the building, but for Alsya the trip home this time was very fast.


Even at this time he was in front of his house which as usual felt lonely, Alsya got out of the car and thanked the driver.


The car drove slowly away from Alsya's home area leaving Alsya who was silently staring alone with an empty view.


Alsya was silent thinking about all the bad things that would happen to her suddenly - her chest felt tight, she felt tight,with all his strength he squeezed his chest that felt tight to feel better and tried to adjust his breath so that he became calmer.


"Let's go Alsya you can, how do you forget your brave nature in the match area, cook because of this problem that you have passed every year, every month, every week, every week,every day you're afraid come on you can definitely deal with all this" Alsya said encouraging herself.


Alsya stepped slowly with trembling hands she opened the door and said.


'I can't do it'