CAN I BE HAPPY?
AGAIN AND AGAIN

In the car Alsya just silence with his hands busy braining - atik his phone.

While Arka focused and occasionally pay attention to what Alsya did.

"Sya"call Arka.

"Yes?"alsya said to turn his attention away from the phone in his hand and turn towards Arka.

"So when we were walking towards the car, someone was staring at us like he didn't, who was he?"ask Arka curiously.

"Who?, woman or man?"ask Alsya confused.

"There are women and men, and you're looking at her too" Arka said.

"Oo, she's Rafa's sister, she is, her eyes are cold and sharp, while the woman?, who?, which one?"alsya asked looking at Arka.

"Oh don't think about it, we have arrived" Arka said.

Arka came out and walked towards the side door where Alsya was preparing - ready to go down.

Having felt nothing less Alysa prepared to want to get out of the car but Arka prevented.

Tampa spoke a lot Arka opened the side door where Alsya looked at her gawking.

"Ahh romantic once you Mr. Arka" Alsya blushed in embarrassment.

Arka just chuckles softly.

"When else can gini, Rio's not there" Arka said.

Alsya laughed out loud - bahak heard Arka's words.

"Look, I'll show you a beautiful place" Arka said, holding Alsya.

Alsya just smiled and followed Arka.

Alsya looked in awe at the sight before her eyes.

"Well, this is so beautiful, but why is this place so quiet?"Alsya.

"The color I vacate this place, especially for you" said Arka staring in Alsya.

"Sosweet my heart is so touched" Alsya said, feeling that Arka was just joking.

Alsya looked at the sun that was beginning to sink, not feeling he was in this place for a very long time, along with Arka beside him.

"Say I want to talk" said Arka facing Alsya.

"Yes?"Alsya.

"Maybe it's too soon, but if I don't say this soon, I'll be tormented myself" Arka said.

"Udah Kak just talk" Alsya said looking at Arja curious.

Arka held Alsha's hands tightly and looked into Alsha's eyes.

"I'm always looking for the right time to reveal all this, and maybe it's the right time.Well Alsya will.." Arka's words were cut off with Alsya's cry.

"Geez I have to go home soon!!!"alsya shouted frantically releasing Arka's grasp.

"What's wrong?, is there something very important?"said Arka panicked.

"I'm sorry you cut off Kak Arka's words, but I really have to go home, they will punish me again" Alsya said in a panic and fear.

"They?, who do you mean them?"ask Arka confused.

"Mama and Papa, they're back" Alsya said.

"Well I'll take you home" said Arka pulling Alsya's hand slowly.

Alsya just nodded in fear, and walked quickly towards the Arka's car.

Arka drives at above-flat speed.

Just half way Alsya yelled to stop Arka.

"Stop"take Alsya.

"Why?, this is still quite far from your house" said Arka confused.

"I just stop here" Alsya said, opening the door, but Arka prevented.

"Later they were angry to see Brother Arka, they did not like if I had any relationship with a man, except Bang Rio, I had been escorted by a male gojek - their men were very angry, and they hurt me"alsya said, looking down in fear.

"Especially at this time I came home late, plus there were men who drove me" continued Alsya frightened, even her body trembling in fear.

"Sorry, this is all because of me, if you don't go with me maybe you won't be scared like this" Arka said, looking at Alsya.

Alsya looked up at Arka inside, her tears rushing out.

"This isn't Arka's fault, it's my fault" Alsya said in tears.

Arka approached hugging Alsya tightly.

Alsya's cry became more and more - so while in Arka's arms, when she felt quite calm Arka let go of her embrace.

"So I have to go now, thanks for the hug, I'm getting better" Alsya smiled.

Arka could only stare at Alsya.

"If you need a shoulder to shed all your troubles I'm always there for you" Arka said.

Alsya nodded and opened the door.

"I go first, thank you, today is the best day with Kak Arka" Alsya said.

Alsya got out of the car, and walked away little by little.

"I'm sorry I can't protect you right now" Arka said looking at Alsya who was getting further away.

Alsya walked through the streets with heavy steps, the distance of Alsya's house was getting closer, Alsya's fear was getting bigger.

Alsya continued to step up and arrived at the courtyard of the house.

He just lowered his head not daring to look up, Alsya slowly entered the house, slowly for the sake of slowly Alsya stepped inside with incomparably mixed feelings.

"Oh apparently still remember the house" said Mama Alsya folded her hands with a sharp look at Alsya.

"So during our work you've been wandering indistinctly ha!!"papa Alsya.

Alsya closed her eyes tightly, she was afraid, she was traumatized by the snapping and high tone, her tears were sliding down.

"Only can cry, cry and cry" said Mama Alsya.

Mama Alsya slowly walked closer to Alsya, while in front of Alsya, Mama Alsya gripped tightly on Alsya's cheeks making Alsya grimace in pain.

"Ma sorry Ma" said Alsya with tears.

"Sorry?, I'm sorry you didn't!!"yelled Mama Alsya.

Mama Alsya pushed Alsya down.

Papa Alsya walked over and crouched down in front of the sobbing Alsya.

"You're just a burden on our family" Papa Alsya whispered with a loud slap.

"Pa!!, why did Mama and Papa do all this to me?!!, why?!, what is my fault?!, you always tormented me like this, when I never did anything wrong, yes I admit wrong to come home late, but do I deserve all this, from the time I was a child until now you always torture me, I also have a heart, I also have feelings, I also have feelings,I always forget!!"alsya shouted with tears.

'Plak'

The sound of a very loud slap echoed in the room.

"You dare ha!!, you know I feel disgusted to bear a child like you, if I knew you grew up like this, I would throw you out or kill you!!"yelled Mama Alsya.

"See 'He' always obeyed whatever his parents wanted, he was smart, beautiful and kind, but now he has nothing to do with you!!"papa Alsya shouted slapping Alsya many times.

"Why do you always compare myself to him?, I am I, I am not as perfect as him, but I am better than him, you know?, if I can ask God, I don't want to be born in this world, I don't want to be born in the womb of a vile person like you!!"yelled Alsya angry, out of courage where Alsya got until he dared to say so.

"You!!." shouted Mama Alsya raised her hand to slap Alsya.

But before hitting the cheek, Alsya nimbly caught his Mama's hand.

"Slap!!, slap on until you are satisfied!!, why?!, why don't you just kill me?!, why torture me like this ha!!"yelled Alsya let go of her Mama's hand violently.

Mama Alsya fell backward but her body was caught by her father Alsya.

"That's enough!!, how dare you push your own Mama!!"papa Alsya shouted towards Alsya.

Papa Alsya's hand was raised and slapped Alsya many times until he fainted and left Alsya who fainted bigitu alone with blood on his lips.