Breaking Your Heart
CHAPTER 10

"What did you say?" lina asked to confirm what Sean had just said.

"This is the mouth why the hell can not be taken care of." inner Sean cursed himself

"What did you say?" ask her again

"Nothing, I'm not talking about anything." denied Sean

"So I heard it's rich you said something. Maybe I heard it wrong."

"You're beautiful."

"Huh?"

"But they're the ones who can't see you clearly" Sean said, putting aside Lina's hair that almost covered her face.

"Wait a minute, what are you doing?" said Lina spontaneously stood up from her sitting what Sean had done earlier.

"Sorry, I didn't accidentally." replied Sean who was no less surprised what he had just done earlier

"I-I want to go home" said Lina nervously wanted to leave but first her hand was held by Sean

"Wait, don't go home yet. Here it is." Here."

"But I-but I"

"Please.."

Lina who saw Sean pleading like that couldn't afford to leave him.

"I need someone who can listen to my heart right now."

"Why are you?" asked Lina who was back sitting next to Sean

"So, I just feel like nobody's gonna care about me."

"Why do you think like that?"

"The color of the evidence is clear. They're busier with their own business than they care about me. I feel like I'll never be considered by them."

"Sean, you mean your parents?"

"Yes, they're my parents. But they never cared about me one bit. They're always busy Lin, they can just order me so I don't embarrass the family. Am I worthless in their hearts." - Sean

"Sean, listen to me. You are loved by your parents. So you don't think that your parents don't love you."

"You guys love me. Why do they keep leaving me. They are more concerned with their own business. I hate them Lin.

" They are busy making money so they can meet the needs you need at all times. They want all your needs met, that's because they are busy looking for money for you. You gotta understand that Sean."

"I don't need any of that. All I want is their togetherness, I want to be loved like I was. You won't understand how I feel Lin. Because you've never experienced what I feel."

"I was Sean. I've done all that. But I'm not like you who don't understand their current position. You have to know how they feel and why they should do it all. My father was a doctor, and my mother was a housewife. Sometimes because of my father's busyness as a doctor, requires him to go home late at night even unable to go home because of his busyness. I sometimes hate my dad, but I know that my dad is busy working because he has to save millions of people. Because his profession is a doctor, he has a responsibility even if he has to leave his child and wife at home. I can't be selfish Sean. Because I have to understand my own father's activities. You should also know your parents."

"But at least you still have your mama you can talk to. I have no one Lin."

"It's true that at least I still have my mom to talk to. But you're not alone Sean. You have friends and you have a lot of fans at school. So you're not alone, you still have those who can comfort you when you're down."

"They were busy themselves Lin. Alvin and Kevin sometimes don't know what I'm feeling. And my fans don't even know what my life is like. So how can they understand about me."

"You don't know they understand. At least I understand how you feel right now. Remember Sean, you are never alone. It's just that you think as if no one ever understood your feelings. You have a maid in your house, right?"

"You should be more open to your servants. At least those in your home. They know what you feel. Open your heart to them Sean."

Sean thought what Lina had just said was true. He should be able to share his affliction by revealing his heart's content. Because then they will be able to understand what he felt all along. Sean feels very bad because he never considered them family at all, even though they had worked at Sean's house for a long time when Sean was a child.

"Thank you Lin, you already want to be my confiding friend. I realized, from now on I will be open and kind to them. Because all this time I thought they were just a maid, and I didn't care about them at all. But now I know what to do.

Once again thank you Lin." said Sean sincerely looking at Lina.

"Yes, same Sean. It's good that you realize. From now on you should consider them your own family."

"Yes, I understand."

"Yes, I'm going first."

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to the Bookstore. There's a book I want to buy."

"That's why I'm coming. May it?" asked Sean to stand up from his seat

"Want to buy a book too?"

"No, I just want to look around. I'll have an interesting book I just bought."

"Ohh yaudah, ayoo."

"It turns out you're not as cute as I heard."

"I'm a bitch, aren't I?"

"Yes, said friends at school anyway you are very indifferent. But it turns out not as cute as that too, even you are a very relaxed person. So when I talk to you, I feel good."

"Hmmm.."

"Ohh yes, what kind of relationship do you have with Rio? Are you guys dating?"

"Son, I'm the same Rio's just an ordinary friend. Nothing more.."

"But they said you two were dating. You guys look rich dating."

"I'm the same Rio's just a Friend. Rio's my best friend since childhood. So it's only natural that we both look so close."

"Hemm, do you like him?"

"Yes, I like him."

"Why don't you just date her if you like her?"

"I mean, I like him to be a friend. Don't like her to make her a boyfriend."

"Ohhh, good be that."

"Emang why?"

"There's nothing."

"Why do I feel happy when I know she's not dating Rio huh."

...