
Morning is a very special time. Not only because of the beautiful sunlight and fresh air, but the morning can also be a very decisive start how a person lives his day until the evening.
Many people believe that if the morning we have is overflowing with feelings of happiness and positive energy then you could say we will live the day happily until evening. You can transmit your happiness to welcome the morning with enthusiasm to the people around you.
“Greet the morning with a new spirit. Don't complain about yesterday. Make yesterday a learning day and today an effort to improve yourself. Good morning.”
Today is the day Nayla looks forward to, spending time with the child she loves the most. Galang had asked permission from the Kindergarten school that Alvaro did not follow the learning process today because there were other obstacles. Although, galang has power but he always appreciates and not arbitrarily.
After Alvaro heard that he was not in school because he went for a walk with Nayla, the mother enthusiastically agreed. Because Alvaro was looking forward to something like this, playing with his mother like his other friends.
Nayla and Alvaro spent time playing in the park with jokes and laughter so echoed that they were amazed to see the child and the mother. Nayla and Alvaro are both happy as today is such a beautiful day to remember, today Alvaro showed his side of promise to Nayla. Sometimes he asks Nayla to hold him while in a swivel with pleasure Nayla does it. After being tired of playing they walked to each other hand in hand while swaying their hands, accompanied by a happy song from the mouths of both.
Nayla and Alvaro headed in the chair next to the ice cream vendor to sit down, laughter still adorning the faces of the two.
" Mama I want ice cream, can I? " Alvaro said as he looked at Nayla with hope, because Alvaro had not been allowed to eat ice cream by his nanny and certainly that was the order of Nayla's mother-in-law, Yunita.
" Of course, dear "Answer Nayla replied with a smile that always expands on her lips.she stroked Alvaro's face fondly, he knew that the child was never allowed to eat food like this even though Alvaro wanted to.
Nayla's answer of course made Alvaro smile happily finally he could eat ice cream especially with the mother. Doesn't this include his dreams? Of course Iya, Alvaro was matured by circumstances to be a child pinter, responsible and can be a successor to Galang. His name is a small child will still have an attitude like a child as he tries not to be spoiled but if he is with people he loves of course his side will show especially to the king mom, Nayla.
It is not that Alvaro is not aware of the attitude of his parents but he chooses silence, sometimes when he is alone in the crying room that always accompanies him. He wants to be like his peers, sleep is always accompanied by his parents, read fairy tales to sleep. Each of his friends tells of their closeness to their two parents, Alvaro just silence and end when he can not hear the beautiful story of his friend, Alvaro, he ran to the bathroom and closed the door. Finally Alvaro spilled all his pill cries.
Especially if he knows his parents will separate and of course the child tends to daydream and inactive as usual. The impact of divorced parents on children is one of them is that children become insecure when in their environment. Divorce becomes a mental burden for children, when other children have complete parents, while he does not.
Nayla and Alvaro arrive home after spending time together . They immediately cleaned themselves because they had eaten dinner on the way home.
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After returning home from work Galang immediately entered his work, while Nayla went to Alvaro's room.
It appears that Alvaro's nanny has finished accompanying him to study, and the child is now preparing to go to bed.
"You can go, let me accompany Alvaro tonight" Nayla told Alvaro's nanny.
Although he was a bit hesitant, the nanny complied and walked out of Alvaro's room.
Nayla smiled at her son, and sat down beside Alvaro who had been lying down.
"Want you to read a fairy tale?" ask Nayla softly.
Alvaro did not reply and just nodded enthusiastically.
Nayla then took a book of children's fairy tale collection located on the nightstand. Then he read the fairy tale child fairy tale located in the nightstand. Then he read a fairy tale about the mother and the kitten to Alvaro.
Alvaro seemed to be listening with great enthusiasm. Sometimes his eyes widen slightly when Nayla's story feels a little tense. But then he smiled towards the end of the story.
"And finally, the mother and the kitten lived happily ever after..." Nayla reads the last sentence of the fairy tale.
"Done." added Nayla again.
Then the two were silent for a long time, but Alvaro did not close his eyes. His gaze swept across the ceiling of his room.
"Darling, why aren't you asleep?" ask Nayla slowly.
Alvaro did not reply and just turned his head towards Nayla.
"Mama's leaving, huh?" tanyanya.
Nayla was stunned and seemed unprepared with Alvaro's question.
"Papa had told Al that Mama and Papa would be separated, and Mama would not stay here anymore" he continued.
"Darling..." Nayla was stuck and really did not know what to say. His heart was completely broken seeing this son's face. He doesn't want to be separated from Alvaro, but there's nothing he can do.
Galang will definitely not hand Alvaro over to him. And opposing Galang is not a wise thing. Of course Nayla doesn't have enough money and energy to fight for Alvaro. Alvaro himself certainly will not want to go with him, considering that Alvaro is arguably not so close to Nayla.
"Will Mama forget about Al?" ask Alvaro again. This time his voice sounded sad.
Nayla shook her head quickly, as fast as her tears were falling without excuse. Nayla sobbed without being able to hold back anymore. His heart felt like it was being squeezed.
"No, hon. How could I forget Al. Al is Mama's angel, Mama's favorite son. Until whenever Al will always be in Mama's heart. Mom loves you so much, son...." Nayla sobbed as she carried Alvaro into her arms.
"Don't cry anymore, Ma. Al's gonna be a smart kid. Al will take care of Papa when Mama is not around. Mama don't be sad." Alvaro seemed to be comforting Nayla.
Nayla smiles. Now his son transformed into a mature figure and able to control himself. Wasn't he the one who should have given understanding so that the boy was not saddened by his passing.
In a hurry, Nayla breaks her embrace, then removes the tears that flood her cheeks. Then Nayla pulled the corner of her lips, trying to smile sweetly at her son.
"I'm sorry Mama." she said.
Alvaro removes the remains of a tear on Nayla's cheek, which makes Nayla's tears flow again.
"Papa said after this Mama won't cry anymore. You will have a new family that will make you happy. That's why Al asked if Mama would forget Al." said Alvaro
Nayla was stunned for a long time, trying to digest the words Alvaro had spoken earlier. What does it mean that he will have a new family? What does Galang really think of him?
Nayla sighed at him for not finding the answer to the question that flashed across her heart.
Maybe it was just Galang's way of getting Alvaro to agree with their separation. Yeah, it must be like that. They must be very trying to make their divorce go smoothly.
Nayla smiled again.
"Mama won't forget Al, honey. There is a new family or not, which is certain Al will remain the favorite son of Mama. Wherever Mama is, Mama always misses Al." she said softly and softly.
Alvaro did not answer and just looked at Nayla.
"Did Al want to promise Mama one thing?" ask Nayla later.
Alvaro looked up at Nayla.
"What?" tanyakanya.
"Please promise, when Mama's gone, Al will pay more attention to Papa. Papa's head will hurt when Papa is exhausted. Al had to massage Papa's head so Papa could sleep. Al promise you'll do it?" ask Nayla again
Alvaro looked at Nayla deeply before finally nodding.
Then they both fell silent.
Nayla was lying on Alvaro's side and still hugging the boy. Nayla's eyes started to get heavy. Looks like he's gonna fall asleep next to Alvaro. But just before his eyes were completely closed, faintly Nayla heard Alvaro's shrill voice in her ear.
"Before Mama leaves, Mama must tell Papa if Mama loves Papa." muttered Alvaro
"Hmmm..." Nayla just muttered
Without them knowing if behind the door Galang room had heard all their words. His chest was like a crumple for some reason hearing all the sentences that were thrown from his mouth both made his heart claustrophobic.
After Nayla found out Alvaro was asleep, she looked at his son's face with sadness. Nayla really can't bear to leave Alvaro she knows that this child is trying to cover up her grief.
Galang did not hear the sound of the two from inside the room anymore, it seemed Alvaro had fallen asleep. Galang who was still faithful standing behind the door stepped away towards his room However, his steps came to a halt when he heard Nayla's voice coming back from inside the room.
" Your mommy wants to take you away with her but she doesn't have much money to take your foster care away from your dad because she doesn't have much money. Mama is poor and mama is not sure that you are at home with mama. " Sayla said in a trembling voice
Degs..
Galang's heart murmured Nayla's sentence so piercing in his heart. He wanted to walk away but he was still curious about Nayla's next sentence.
" You know your mommy boy loves your dad so much that he even loves your dad but your dad doesn't allow you to love him. You realize that you don't deserve to be with your dad, mama's a poor girl whose life is in short supply while your papa's a boy who has everything. " Deg returned Galang's heart beating twice as fast as before.
" Because you already know that you will never love your mom, you can only love you in silence. Mama wants to be with you forever but things are not on your side, papa has divorced mama son. But mama accepted it because papa said that if mama leaves you will be happy so mama did not refuse it. " Nayla chuckles "Hehe must have had another woman who could make him happy and the woman he loved was definitely worth it, the woman is very lucky to be loved by papa while the mother is only considered like a stranger as long as she is his wife. But it doesn't matter to mom and dad because the main thing for mama is your happiness "to finally slow down but Nayla's eyes closed completely, he also fell asleep beside his beloved son.
" There are some painful feelings that will not be cured, can only be tried to forget."
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