Being a Handsome CEO Wife
Chapter 44

^^^" I know how to run as far away as I want, but the hardest thing is to think about leaving you."(Nayla Purnama)

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How can I be calm, if every time you come home it's no longer me you're looking for, when you wake up it's no longer my name you're calling. How will I be calm if there is no love for me in your eyes.

When I cry seeing your indifference, not because this self is too crybaby and weak, but because this heart can no longer bear the pain you give.

Auntie Sani immediately grabbed Nayla in her arms. While crying, she tried to give strength to her Young Lady, hearing the story of Nayla made her aunt cry. How could this girl who was in his arms experience such a bitter thing.

"Whoever deserves to be loved, madam. No matter what creatures in the world, they still have a right to be loved. Madam is not alone, there are still us maids with Madam. We all love the lady. And I am sure that one day you will also realize the sincerity of the Lady's heart. You will regret wasting your wife as well as your mistress." Said Aunt Sani who was also in sadness. Both of them were crying while still hugging each other.

"My heart hurts, Bi. It hurts so much....." Nayla sniffed while banging on her own chest.

"Crying.... Just take out everything that's stuck in Madam's heart. No need for a snooping madam anymore. After that rest assured from the heart of the Madam, if tomorrow everything will be better." Bi Sani tried to provide support while stroking Nayla's back.

No one knows what happened in the backyard of Galang's house. The atmosphere was in stark contrast to the happiness in the hall of the house. When people are laughing and joking in the middle of a party. Two other people were sobbing at each other crying over the bitterness of the life to be lived. Nayla cried, shedding all the sadness she had felt all this time, letting out all the tightness in her chest that she had been enduring all along.

Nayla cried to her satisfaction, and determined that after this she would not shed any more tears.

In the household, happiness and crying are common. Wives who are sad, certainly need the spirit with the words of tears wife, in order to be able to accept the situation.

Sadness is natural, but do not get too late. Stay a filial and obedient wife to the husband.

The tears that flow from a wife are not tears.

Before the tears were dripping, it must have experienced something bad or unwanted in the household.

Sometimes tears are a way of speaking to things the heart cannot express. If you can still smile, even if you have plenty of reasons to shed tears, then know if you are a strong wife!

The liver may be hurt, tears may also wet the cheeks. However, God is always on your side, which will make you smile again. When anger cannot be conveyed, tears will fall without hinting.

In every teardrop there are lessons that make a woman stronger, mature, and wise. It feels really sad when I've tried my best for you. But all of that was not enough.

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After the party that night, Nayla tries to accept the reality. He strengthens himself and is determined to be a stronger figure and not worry the people around him.

Nayla had also promised herself not to cry anymore. He tried to accept that he was only a temporary wife for Galang. Sooner or later, Galang will definitely find a woman who is worth it and will leave Nayla. Just like Yunita said after Nayla gave birth first.

Although heavy and painful, Nayla tried to accept it and think about how she did not get too bad when all that happened later. Yep. His world must now be filled with others as well, not having to revolve around Galang alone like before.

Nayla must rise! Nayla can do it! That's how Nayla's doing.

The first thing he did was to keep himself busy at home. Starting from planting and caring for beautiful flowers in his home garden, to cooking a lot of food to cook a lot of food to share it with street children. His experience used to make him know how it meant a pack of rice when he was starving.

Nayla strives to fill her days with all the positive things that benefit her as well as others. And so far, Galang has no objection to what Nayla is doing.

But it does not make her sad anymore, because she is determined to be a strong woman, not weak and will learn to erode all her feelings for Galang.

It seemed like his change of attitude the other day was indeed due to his guilt drive alone. Perhaps Galang did not know what to apologize for after harassing Nayla, making her implicitly approach and seem to care for Nayla.

For that, Nayla tried not to bother him anymore. The focus now is on how to organize his heart to face all the possibilities that will happen in the future.

Nayla doesn't know how much longer she'll be by Galang and Alvaro. So during the time that remains, Nayla tries to enjoy it as much as possible, even if only by looking at her two loved ones, without being able to do anything else. Nayla kept trying to enjoy it, looking at it as much as possible. Until the time comes when he has to leave, he hopes that nothing else will be regretted.

Nayla had thought very mature if one day if he was not strong anymore, he slowly backed down and asked Galang to divorce him. Of course, with pleasure maybe Galang will do it without hesitation, because that's his will all along. Nayla can't hope for more, Nayla can't think of admitting to everyone.

Two weeks after the painful party, Nayla learns to be a career woman, he wants to open a boutique“Butik is a fashion store that sells high-quality fashion and provides high-grade and cutting-edge smooth materials and complementary fashion”. To busy himself so as not to dissolve in sadness again.

Nayla was eager to start something new, but of course that was if Galang gave her permission.

Remembering Galang made him miss that man. It's been two weeks abroad on business. And during that time Nayla did not see his face or communicate with him. Quickly Nayla shook her head in order not to remember Galang anymore, she slightly hit her head slowly so as not to have to think about Galang.

If only they are married couples in general, maybe now they are making a video call to let go of longing. But they don't have that kind of relationship. Let alone video calls, even when Galang returned even Nayla did not know. haha Nayla Nayla

Nayla sighs.

He did not know how to ask permission from Galang. And if you have to wait for Galang to return, maybe the shop he already wanted it will be sold to others. Nayla thought that if she opened her own boutique, she would bring her sisters along with her and develop the boutique together. After all, his two younger siblings have finished school but Nayla is confused during this time what his two younger siblings work? how are they doing? Although without Nayla realize if all this time Galang always pay attention to his two younger siblings. Sending a monthly money that was bigger than what Nayla used to give.

Should Nayla contact Galang. But what if Galang is angry that Nayla is bothering him for insignificant matters.

^^^In this life many considerations that make us hesitant in various problems ranging from romance, life, dreams, and humanity. It gets us stuck in anxiety and may end up with a disappointing decision.^^^

Loving someone... It might be like walking on an ice field without feeling the cold. The ice sheet can crack at any moment, but like a fool we keep moving forward. Sometimes, paranoia overwhelms and makes us take a few steps back. Love is the factor that makes us resolve and move forward, believing that we will not fall and drown, even though believing looks like the biggest risk we will ever take. – Winna Efendi

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