
Anyone understands, I am too sick to endure, but too in love to let go.
...And...
The rush of rain out there is not worth the swift tears that flow because of the disappointment you make.
...But...
Husband, you broke my heart, but I still love you with all the pieces.
A gentle breeze stroked Nayla's hair. Looks like the dress she was wearing was waving in the wind.
Nayla looked at the flower garden that was around the balcony of her room that was lying in front of her at this time. Then her padangan down to her ring finger decorated with a simple wedding ring.
Five years ago, just today Galang pinned the ring on his sweet finger. From then on Nayla's heart was tied to the man and unable to turn away. Their marriage of five years means Alvaro's age is five years more.
Today is Nayla and Galang's wedding anniversary. And just like in previous years, Nayla always stood on her balcony . But this time Nayla will enjoy every moment more, because it looks like this is her last wedding anniversary. Special gift "Decoration Letter "Beautiful, Is not it?
Galang had chosen to let go, and it seemed that now Nayla knew the reason.
" He's found the woman he loves "
Nayla remembered Yunita's words when she asked her to divorce Galang.
"What are you thinking, Nayla. Do you think Galang will be your husband forever. You're just a temporary wife to Galang. Later after the time comes, Galang will definitely leave you and be with women who are more worthy of him. Sooner or later you will get divorced too. But if you ask for a divorce first, even if it feels equally painful, at least you still have your pride."
Those words had been thrown out of Yunita's mouth for a long time, but now it was re-echoing Nayla's mind. It was naive of her that back then doubted everything Yunita said.
" When my husband chose to part with me, I was not alone because loneliness was always with me. I try to walk alone without feeling lonely and lonely is my friend "
No. gabe. Nayla actually knew that everything Yunita said was true. He only hoped that one day there would be a miracle that would make Galang open his heart to him. Hope that never turns into reality. The hope that once made him able to face anything. But it was precisely that hope also that now made him crash into the bottom of the deepest abyss.
Nayla looked up while closing her eyes. He tried to accept the end result of all his struggles so far with a spacious chest.
Well.., here's the end.
Nayla stepped up, left the silent-looking balcony and entered her room and rested to calm her heart and mind.
" I feel like an idiot. I think of you all the time, but I know you don't think of me at all." Fill Nayla's heart
It was eight o'clock in the night that Nayla just woke up from a very good sleep.
After cleaning up, Nayla comes down for dinner. Galang and Alvaro had been waiting for him at the dinner table.
Nayla greets Alvaro and kisses the cheek of her beloved child who survived this makes him survive in the luxurious house but very lonely. Nayla immediately sat beside Alvaro without glancing at Galang who was in front of him.
They eat without making a sound. Everything dissolves in each other's minds. There was only the sound of the clanking of spoons and forks clashing with plates.
Dinner ended sooner than usual. Nayla returns to her room after taking Alvaro to bed. Then he came to Galang's study while carrying something in his hand.
Galang was slightly surprised by Nayla's arrival. But then he can get a hold of himself and have Nayla sit down.
Somewhat long Nayla was silent to compose the sentence that she blurted out with Galang. And Galang was just waiting for Nayla to express her intentions without intending to open the conversation first.
"After we get divorced, can I still see Alvaro?" ask Nayla at last.
Galang stared at Nayla at a glance and seemed to compose a word.
"If Alvaro's not on a study schedule, you can meet him. I won't forbid you to see him as long as he doesn't mind himself." Galang replied.
"With me to go, will your life and Alvaro be better, Galang?" ask again with a clean sliver.
This time Galang seemed not to know what to answer. He was silent for a long time, before finally throwing a rough breath.
"Maybe." she finally answered.
Might? Must mean 'Yes', right? There was no way Galang would answer Nayla's question so clearly. Because it's gonna hurt Nayla even more. It seems that Galang is still maintaining ethics so as not to embarrass Nayla too much.
Nayla tried to smile even though she looked very funny. Then he mr
Nodding his head with eyes somewhat laugh, then he quickly tried to smile so as not to be considered crybaby.
"This, take. I signed it." nayla submitted the divorce filing file that Galang had previously given her. Galang also received it with fixed eyes staring at Nayla.
Nayla moved from her seat without looking at the barn, as if Nayla was trying to toughen up and not showing her weak side in front of Galang.
"Later I'll tell you what compensation to ask you. Now I haven't thought about it." she said as she stepped towards the door.
But when her hand touched the door knob, Nayla stopped and turned towards Galang.
"Galun..., may I ask you one more thing?" tanyanya slow.
He looked back at Nayla.
"Say." he said flat.
Nayla was silent for a moment, then looked at Galang meaningfully.
"Over these five years, have you loved me a little?" tanyanya. Slow and smooth. But it was very clear to hear in Galang's ear.
He was silent and just stared at Nayla. His eyes looked even sharper and unusual. Maybe he objected to Nayla's last question.
Seeing Galang who seemed to have no intention of answering his question, Nayla smiled ironically.
"Alright, I understand." Nayla said as she lowered her face. Nayla already knew the answer even though Galang said nothing. From beginning to end, he still means nothing in Nayla's eyes. That's reality.
"I'll go first, good night." Nayla walked out of the room without waiting for a response from Galang again. His feet quickly moved, and when he reached his room, he locked the door.
Nayla's body was broken like it was boneless. His feet could no longer stand up to support his body. The water flowed back without excuse.
Maybe it's time to end all this. Releasing the blade that he held firmly until his palm unceasingly bled.
Building a harmonious household is certainly a dream of every couple. But in fact, the household ark does not always run happily. Many times, married couples have to face difficult times. Various trials arise alternately testing loyalty. Especially if our partner does not have any feelings for us while we love him too deep so that when he wants to separate we are the first person to feel devastated.
"Some one keeps trying even though they know the results." Fuckin' really
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