
After Angkasa went to the room, then Mama could continue her conversation with her daughter-in-law back. Mama also believes that far away there Selena is able to hear the sound of Space. Maybe now this is the best way to relieve a little bit of Selena longing. "You still there?"
Selena wiped away the tears and sighed. "Yes, Ma is still here. Ma, does she really not want to eat?"
The question contains concern and concern. He could barely even say that. "It seems so, but Mama always deliver food to her room whether she eats or not later."
Selena's heart is sliced. It reminds how it happened to him first, when he was down Space always asked him to eat a little goods, Angkasa persuaded him tirelessly despite a strong rejection. Now the sky is like this because of him.
The phone call soon ended. Then Selena looked at her self-portrait with Angkasa on the phone screen. "You must be very sorry about everything right now, but it's not enough. I don't want to be selfish and come back just to have you. Half a year more you spent with me and we hurt other people, but you should now be able to make the most of the time I've given you the last few months."
Selena still doesn't want to believe her in-laws' words that Angkasa is really missing for her disappearance. He does not want to hope. Although Mama said the baby who now lives in Selena's womb also needs a father figure, but if Angkasa from the beginning just did not want him, he did not want. Don't want the baby to get rejected, it'll hurt more than anything right now.
"You are evil, Space ! Why are you still harassing me when I'm gone from you?"
***
Rumors between Angkasa and Ruby have indeed spread in the company, but Angkasa does not intend to fire the secretary. Since this was his fault in the first place, by firing Ruby, it won't fix anything. Although Ruby herself had asked for a stop dozens of times, Angkasa continued to refuse. He doesn't want to lose a friend like Ruby.
"So for tomorrow, we have an appointment to have dinner together with our new co-workers outside the area." So Ruby told Angkasa about her schedule tomorrow, then left. Angkasa and Ruby will leave for Jogjakarta.
Space leaned its heavy head against the back of the chair. His body hugs the wedding picture frame of him and Selena. "I have to find you."
***
Even Selena also often swim in addition to doing pregnant gymnastics. Not only that, although there is a Household Assistant, Selena also does not want to just sit still and wait for the dish to be ready, she also helps cooking.
And every morning, he stood on top of the balcony of the room. Enjoy the sunshine and breathe the air that often takes him flying to the moment a few months ago with Space.
Today is exactly a year they got married. The fact that he keeps on escaping from himself is the pain when he pretends not to love the man, disappointed when the man turns out not to be for him, and heartbroken when it turns out his fear happened and the man actually returned to his school-age love.
The three things continued to annoy him, but still he was unable to hate the man. Because the baby of Space is in his stomach. And hearing Angkasa does not live well, makes him increasingly disturbed and feel guilty. All this time he was willing to resist longing, only for the sake of Space can be happy.
Then, when night fell, he felt lonely even though there was Doctor Fiona who was now a sharing friend and there was a Household Assistant who he called with Bi Ratih, who was a friend of his, ready to keep him from getting lonely. He needed Space beside him, he did not like that fact.
Fortunately, Selena no longer feels nausea. If so, she may not be able to sip the pregnant milk that she should drink regularly. Selena put the drinking glass on the dining table and walked towards the door. Previously there was the sound of a car entering the yard and entering the house with the key it carried.
"Why did Mama come this night, not as usual." Selena.
Legs stopped. Body freezes. Her eyes are red. Now in front of him there is Space, this figure is real. Angkasa's reaction was also the same, he really did not expect that the one he had been looking for was in his own Eyang house. His lips twitched, his feet approached. "Cell, tell me this isn't an illusion, is it?"
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Hope likes. Sweet greetings, Bie.
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