A Mistake
Dira's Decision

The next day Dira and her baby can go home.... At first Haris wanted to pick them up but because there was Sila and Adit, then Haris also undo the intention. He knew Sila was less fond of him if he was close to Dira.

"Assalamu'alaikum.nenek Hara home.." said Dira who made Sila and Adit look at each other.

"Wa'alaikum... Alhamdulillahot... Neng Nitha and Grandma's grandchildren have returned home." welcome Bi Asih full of joy. "Let's all go in and eat first.you all must be lapers right, here let the handsome..." Bi Asih hung his words.

"Hara nek..grandmother's name is Hara.." cut Dira.

"Hara? So this handsome guy's name is Hara huh...? Duh a very good name." said Bi Asih while the old net did not look at the handsome face of Hara.

"So your baby's name is Hara? Hara that's not an abbreviation of Haris-Dira right?" tanya Sila sounded a little bit crisp and full of probing.

"Idi..lu what is Sil? The inn is suspicious and su'udzon keeps the same me... Hara is short for Hans and Dira. Yes although Mas Hans did not want to acknowledge him as his son but in reality he was his biological son... My brain is still sane enough not to put someone else's name in my son's name..." Netra Dira began to re-glass when recalling Hans' rejection of her and the baby she contained at that time. He was also a little annoyed by Sila's remark earlier.

"Duh sorry deh.. don't keep sad dong... I was just kidding." said Sila while standing and hugging Dira from behind and sitting next to her. Sila really felt guilty because her words had made Dira sad.

"Not to defend anyone, but you need to know if actually all this time, Brother Hans was always nyariin you...Because he now knows everything, about the truth of his prejudice against you, also about the truth if the fetus in your womb is his child. Brother Hans deeply regrets his stupidity because so easily he believes the same words and stories of Jessica, his ex-girlfriend who is still obsessed with Kak Hans.." explained Sila. While Dira was silent and did not respond to all of Sila's explanations of Hans, her hands were busy playing the lunch she was with blank eyes.

"Dir.." said Sila while holding the hand of Dira who was playing with her lunch. "Gue knows the hurt you brought when you came here. I also know how outrageous the attitude of Kak Hans at that time.but anyway Kak Hans is the birth father of Hara, he deserves to know if you have given birth to his son who is very healthy and handsome... Thought again Dir, put aside all your ego and heartache on Brother Hans, for the sake of Hara... Come home with us, forgive Brother Hans, or if you don't want to come home with us, at least let me tell your whereabouts here to Brother Hans...? Please Dir. I just want the best for you and your son..."

Dira still remained silent not budging one bit. She knew that Hara needed Hans as her father, but her heart still ached when she recalled all of Hans's treatment of her. Up to nine months he was here alone without a husband who accompanied and made him into the gossip of many people is also a consideration of Dira not to just accept the presence of Hans back. Dira still quietly bowed sadly, then...

"Gue can't answer now...Give me some time to think about this first..." Dira stood up and then stepped away from the dining table and his two friends who were still there. He immediately went into his bedroom to visit his son.

Hara Andika Saputra's

Dira laid his body beside Hara who was sleeping with a position tilted towards her son.

"Darling... selfish if until this moment mama still can not accept your papa back with us?" he murmured while rubbing his son's face. Simultaneously, the crystal clear grains escaped falling from the corner of his net and not long after that Dira sobbed beside his son.

"Why neng...?"

So focused Dira on her son that Dira did not know when Bi Asih went into his room. Dira turned his head and sat down and hugged Bi Asih who had been beside him.

"Do whatever is in accordance with the conscience of Neng Nitha. Neng Nitha has the right to determine the life path of Neng Nitha himself...Neng Nitha understands what auntie means, right?" Dira nodded his head in understanding.

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On the terrace of the house...

"I was surprised by Dira.kok as much as he hated Kak Hans, so he could not let Brother Hans know of the birth of Hara... What if actually Dira has begun to feel comfortable with the presence of doctor Haris huh?" Please still suspect the relationship between Dira and Haris.

"Hush.. don't like su'udzon dear, let alone the same friends themselves..."

"Finally yesterday you saw for yourself right Dira is still in the hospital? I think the attention of Dr. Haris is excessive for a doctor to his patients. Too naive if we assume there's nothing between them..."

"Didn't they admit that their relationship was only a friend?"

"And you believe that? If I don't... I'm so kasian with Brother Hans, he has regretted his actions and has been looking for the existence of Dira, but here Dira even fun with others..."

"Darling please take care of your words... Let him decide for himself which path he will take. Do not let your words to Dira make him feel cornered and feel provoked." Adit told Sila.

"Yes, I think it would be wise if you did not participate in the household affairs of Dira and Kak Hans too far. Pity her Dira. yes even though I know you mean it's actually good.." said Adit carefully so that Sila is not angry or offended.

"You're guilty of me, ay?"

Adit clasped his lover's hand.

"It's not bad, baby.but I'm just ngingetin. The three of us have been friends for a long time, from when we were in blue white uniforms and since long ago we were always there for Dira, when Dira faces difficult times we always accompany and help Dira solve his problems. But the difficult times this time are different from the difficult times of Dira long ago. This concerns the household of Dira and Kak Hans, which is no longer our capacity to fit into it. Right now we can only suggest but we cannot impose..."

"Then what should we do now?" ask Sila.

"Wait and appreciate whatever Dira's decision will be... Without force and without prejudice. We know very well what Dira's personality is like. I believe Dira will remain loyal to Kak Hans, especially now there is Hara among them, all just a matter of time... Do not let our friendship become awkward because we too urge Dira to immediately return to Brother Hans... Understood?"

"Yes..." Please nod your head to understand. "Thank you for reminding me..."

"Yes..." Aditya was now the one who changed his head nodding with a smile.

"Sil...Dit..gue already had a decision." said Dira suddenly made his two friends were surprised.

"What's your decision?" tanya Sila, but Dira instead fell silent and looked at Sila intensely.

"Whatever your decision, Adit and I will always support you." said Sila again.

"Gue did not want to go home to Jakarta.not come home with you or return home picked up by Mas Hans. I beg you to keep my place a secret now, because I still want to enjoy the peace of my life here. Mas Hans problem, let the destiny of God lead us to meet... Thank you for your concern for me and sorry if I haven't been able to fulfill your wishes..,."

Dira apparently still did not want to meet Hans, her husband even though in his little heart Dira missed him so much.

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