A Mistake
Enough of Me Who Loves You

Dira stepped slowly closer to his frame.sayup heard a chat between Hans and Agni who was talking about him.

"Mbak Dira from earlier went with Brother Hans, did not come back again." said Agni replied Hans who asked for the whereabouts of Dira.

"Astaghfirullah.Where else is he? Why always hazy gini anyway.bikin worry aja... O Allah Dira...where are you?"

Hans squeezed his own hair while leaning his body against the wall like a frustrated person.

"I'm already here and I shouldn't have to look for me anymore." said Dira in a flat tone.

Hans turned to the source of the voice and grabbed Dira's body and hugged her tightly, while Agni immediately left to continue her work.

"Why did you say that Dira, I was anxious to find you.Where did you come from, why did you leave us?"

Hans took off his arms looking at Dira who was looking down trying to cover Jessica's slap marks with her hair booth. But too late, Hans saw Dira's left cheek that looked red. Slowly Hans lifted Dira's chin with his index finger bent.

"Wait..why with your cheeks? Why does it look red and look like there's a palm? Who would dare slap your cheek?"

Dira tried to run to the left.

"Don't know.I just fell in the tomb because it's not careful..continue to hit the tombstone.." said Dira while trying to get into the room.

"Omong empty..I'm not a child that you can lie to Dira..answer who dares to slap your cheek?" hans asked while holding Dira's hand. Dira tried to release Hans' hand grip but Hans tightened his grip.

"Aauu.sick mas.hiks hyks..."

Dira cried.Gripping Hans' hand so strong, suddenly made Dira remember Jessica slap in the toilet earlier, the former still feels pain until now. Hans pulled Dira's body into his arms.

"Sorry.I'm sorry.I didn't mean to hurt you...Don't cry Dira. Don't cry.." said Hans while kissing Dira's head.

"Why the hell does everyone always want to sculpt me...my fault is what...? Hiks hyks...No Mami Sonya, no Angel, no Damar...even now mas and Jessica also hurt me..hiks hiks hiks....what's my fault to all of you...? Hiks hiks.why are you evil with me..."

Dira banged on Hans field chest until occasionally Hans grimaced with pain. Hans held Dira's hand to stop hitting and now Dira was crying in Hans' arms.

'Basic women br******k...women are not ashamed... How dare he touch someone I love. How dare he slap Dira's cheek...Just wait for the reply from me.' Hans murmured in his heart furiously.

"I'm sorry Dira..I never meant to hurt you..I love you so much, you know that right?" Dira nodded.

"Yes..does this still hurt?" hans asked as he gently stroked Dira's cheek. Dira answered Hans question with a headband.

"It's so, now you rest first.After you calm down, you can tell me everything about the incident in the resto toilet earlier..."

Dira was taken for granted when Hans helped Dira lie down on her bed.

"Mas.." call Dira when Hans is about to leave Dira's room.

"Yeah...You want me to be with you?" hans said with a smile.

Dira shook his head then he sat leaning on his bed.

"Why? Take a break.I'll be out for a while..."

"Pbuh, can we cancel the agreement we agreed yesterday?"

"You mean?"

"Yeah... If indeed the papa company must go bankrupt now.let it go bankrupt, maybe it is already his destiny must be so. Mas Hans or Grandpa Sasongko no longer need to help him by becoming an investor in the company papa Dira..."

Dira was silent for a moment while taking a slow breath.

"Then...?"

"Whattt...??? Did I hear wrong?"

"Dira...until when are you going to play me? The astaghfirullah hal adziim...What exactly happened this afternoon at the restroom, that made you change your mind? Didn't I agree to all the terms you wanted even if they didn't make it to me..."

"But don't you know, if I do all this by force? I don't love you..."

"It's just the words of a hypocrite, who doesn't want to be honest with himself. I can feel Dira, if lately you have started to open your heart to me, but..eaah why have you suddenly changed?"

"Sorry.I'm sorry Dira mas. Dira really can't continue this agreement anymore mas..."

"Dira...have you forgotten, that right now you are not just bound to me? Didn't you also promise Hanna to be her sister-in-law?"

"But Hanna is not a child anymore. And if Hanna finds out that I'm going through this all by force, she'll understand..."

"I think I'm begging you...You don't have to love me if you don't want to, just enough I love you. I will always make you comfortable by my side, I will make you accept my presence and I will be faithful to wait until the time comes you will love me. No need to rush, let everything run naturally, which is important please give me a chance to prove all my sincere promises..."

Dira was speechless, he seemed to be at a loss for words to refute all of Hans' words

"Yes..."

Dira spread out both hands and Hans immediately hugged Dira tightly, as if he did not want to be released again. Dira enjoys Hans soft caresses while stroking her hair, she is completely resigned to being in Hans warm embrace. It is undeniable that little by little, Dira did start to feel comfortable if she was on Hans' side. Whether that's what his name is.Definitely Dira did not dare to admit if it was 'love'. Dira is too afraid to feel love again because Dira does not want love that is just a moment's stop like the people who have loved Dira before. Without feeling, the tears of his eyes could not be contained Dira anymore, when Dira received Hans' gentle treatment on him.

'O Allah, how much do you fill this man with his true love for me? I've never felt a love this big.but...'

"Dira...you want to continue this relationship right? Don't you ever leave me Dira..."

Hans' words broke Dira's daydreams and Hans' sincere pleas immediately melted Dira's hard heart. Slowly Dira began to release Hans's embrace.

"But mas, I don't want to have a relationship that only hurts others.I also don't want to have a relationship that will always be disturbed by others... I want to build a relationship with comfort and calm. I want if we're together, we can enjoy every process that can hold us together forever..."

"I know...I promise and dare to make sure if there will be no one who dares to disturb our relationship and if someday there are people who feel hurt with our relationship, it is not our fault...but it was his own fault that he was unable to keep his own heart... "

"Have it.Don't think too much...You take a break first, I'll go back to the office and after the office later, I'll be here again..."

"That's fine." answered Dira quickly.

"Why? Is anyone going to come here?"

"Ish su'udzon...It means coming home from work later mas do not come here immediately, but take a shower and change clothes first.after the new fragrance can come here.he he he..."

"Eh already pinter tease ya..."

Hans pinched slowly on Dira's nose and then kissed Dira's head and left Dira's room with a happy aura...

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