Zenaya's remorse
Chapter 29: Anxiety of the Heart.

The morning sun had not yet been seen from behind the window of Reagen's room, when the man awoke from his sleep to hear a strange sound coming from the bathroom.

Reagents look next door. There was no Zenaya beside him. Amanda once told that Zenaya was experiencing morning sickness almost every morning. Recalling his mother-in-law's words, Reagen rushes out of bed and goes to the bathroom to see his wife's condition.

The bathroom door that was not tightly closed made the Reagents ventured inside. His eyes looked at Zenaya who was vomiting with a concerned face.

Realizing the arrival of the man, Zenaya stopped his activities. "Why did you come–"

Not yet finished Zenaya spoke, she regurgitated the clear liquid from her mouth.

The reagents helped to lighten Zenaya's burden by gently kneading her nape.

Zenaya could not protest, because Reagen massage did help reduce nausea a little.

A second later the woman could only be transfixed, as Reagen painstakingly fixed her messy hair pigtails. The man's head was right above his head. Zenaya's nose even stuck to Reagen's chest, making the man's body smell clear.

Zenaya's heartbeats were rumbling.

The same is felt by the reagent. He even deliberately linger pinched Zenaya's hair, in order to continue to be in such a position. Only after being satisfied, without him helped Zenaya clean her mouth and face with water.

There was no look of disgust that Reagen showed, even though he cleaned Zenaya's mouth without any pedestal. The reagent then dried the wife's face using a small towel.

"Stop!" Zenaya was about to curse at the Reagen while shouting those words. However, for some reason his mouth never spoke, as if it was locked tightly. In fact, the woman's heartbeat felt increasingly rumbling.

Reagents then asked Zenaya to lie back on the bed.

"Rest, I'll make you some warm ginger tea." Without waiting for Zenaya's reply, she immediately walked out of her room.

Zenaya stared coldly at the door of the room that the Reagents had just closed.

...***...

Ten minutes later, Reagen returned to the room with a cup of warm ginger tea of his own making.

His smile came when he saw his wife had gone back to sleep. He also placed the tea on the nightstand.

Time has shown at half six in the morning, it feels responsibility if he has to go back to sleep.

The man took the time to remove Zenaya's hairband, before finally entering the bathroom.

"I love you" said Reagen.

Zenaya opened her eyes as soon as Reagents entered the bathroom. The woman sat on the edge of the bed and turned her head towards the nightstand, where the husband's ginger tea was made.

"I love you,"

The words of the Reagents were still clearly ringing in Zenaya's head.

Her delicate hands stretched out towards the nightstand. However, he suddenly retracted his hand and clucked cynically. Regardless of the tea, Zenaya came out of the Reagents room.

...***...

The pain hit Reagen's chest when he found Zenaya enjoying a cup of warm ginger tea made by her mother in the dining room. The woman seemed focused on her mother-in-law, and the maids were busy arranging breakfast.

Several times Zenaya offered to help, but Jennia firmly refused.

"Sit in there, and enjoy your tea, baby." Jennia smiled gently.

Zenaya nodded shyly. He involuntarily turned his gaze away from the mother-in-law, and stared at the flat Reagen. The man did not try to hide his disappointment at all.

"You awake, honey?" jennia asked as her youngest son sat next to Zenaya.

Soon, the family heads Craig and Noah join them at the dinner table.

"You okay, Zen? Your face looks pale." Craig opened his voice. "Do you want Papa to call the doctor home?" ask the man later.

"No need, Pa. I'm fine," Zenaya replied kindly. The attention of her two in-laws makes Zenaya miss Liam and Amanda even more.

Bella, who arrived there with Krystal, rushed down from her mother's arms and ran to her uncle. The sweet girl slipped between Zenaya and Reagen.

"Morning, Uncle," said Bella kindly. The reagent who had memorized Bella's morning routine immediately lowered her body.

One sweet kiss landed on the man's cheek.

The girl then did the same to Zenaya.

"Aunty, can I kiss the baby's sister too?" bella asked with hopeful eyes.

Seeing that, Zenaya chuckled. "Of course, sweet boy." Her hand pinched Bella's gaunt cheek. He changed his seat to face his nephew.

Bella's eyes twinkled. The girl anxiously hugged Zenaya's flat stomach, and kissed her repeatedly to make the woman giggle amusedly.

"Bella, enough, honey. Aunty and baby sister should eat first." Krystal waved her hand at Bella.

Bella frowning. "I want to hug aunty and baby sister longer!" whining the girl.

Zenaya rubbed Bella's head gently. "Bella wants a sister, right?" ask the woman curious.

Getting the question, Bella nodded enthusiastically. "In Mommy's stomach there's no baby sister. Daddy said, the pelican had not been perched in Bella's window, but every day Bella was always waiting for her."

Reagent smiley contan amused. His mood, which was initially overwhelmed with sadness, changed after seeing the funny behavior of the nephew.

From across the table, Noah seemed to be beating to cover his embarrassment. The man then walked over to Bella. "The pelican bird won't come if you don't eat. Come on, let's eat first!" She sat her daughter in the baby chair next to Krystal.

The Walker family breakfast was started. Zenaya smiled gently as she looked at Noah, Krystal and Bella's interactions. The two worked together to take care of their child very painstakingly. They were created as a happy little family.

A cloud of cloud covered the heart of Zenaya. Of course happiness emanated clearly on the face of the small family, because their marriage was based on love. In contrast to her marriage and the Reagents.

Until now, Zenaya is still trying hard not to think about how the future of her household will be.

...***...

"I'll go first." The reagent says goodbye to Zenaya. His mother had already gone inside to give them time.

Despite one office with his father and brother, the man chose to go separate ways.

Craig still often comes to the office to help his two sons, as well as supervise them, even though he has given up his position.

Zenaya. His eyes looked at the husband.

The woman reflexively took a step back when Reagen suddenly drew closer to kissing her forehead.

There was a look of disappointment present on Reagen's handsome face.

"I'm sorry" said Reagen. "Call me if you need anything" the man continued as he passed.

Zenaya looked at Reagen's departure with a heart of sorrow. The woman's hand then rubbed her still flat stomach.

"I'm sorry Mommy, son," said Zenaya.