You Are Memories
Section 45: Expressing Feelings
The night had come, I opened my window. The beautiful moon was clearly plastered in front of my face.I was comfortable seeing it from a distance. Tonight I have to be honest about how I feel about Andin. Right Rama's words essentially all have to be honest the results of the latter. I was really nervous to say it. I started by giving a message.
The princess
“Din, can I say something?”
It's been ten minutes that he hasn't returned my message. It's a habit he likes like that always long reply. I tried to be patient while staring at Andin's novel.
“Iya Rey?”
Andin replied to my message. I'm trying to figure out what I should do first.
“*You're busy?”
“Engga, why?”
“I can tell”
“Iya, can Rey”
“You know I often tell stories of women I like that*”
I used to tell Andin about the girl I liked for a year on the phone. Intentionally I gave him a code so that he understood that all I've been telling you is Andin the woman I like. But he never felt that. Though I have discussed the details of the character of the woman still she did not feel.
“Iya, keep why Rey?”
“Women I have loved for a year and I love all of them. innocent women, with their sweet faces. Who always patiently respond to me that I want to express my feelings to him now.I do not want to wait any longer.”
“Hmm if you can know whose name the woman is?”
“*I don't dare tell you”
“Why?”
“I'm not ready*”
Finally, because I couldn't wait to hear his voice, I called him.
“Hallo din,”
“Iya Rey,”
“I'm not ready to go, tell me whose name is to you”
“Already, where is the girl at school? With us too?”
“Iya together”
“*Have one class with us?”
“Pernah*”
“*What class?”
“Third grade*”
“Hah!”
“Why din, ko are you surprised?”
“Gapapa ko gapapa”
“But, you think that woman likes me too?”
“*I don't know for sure”
“Means right woman it doesn't like”
“But if you tell him, you might like”
“But I'm afraid she refused*”
“What matters is that you are honest”
“*Yes si”
“Can I guess the girl's name?”
“*And you said that the girl was in the third grade with us. I was secretary in third grade. I still memorized absent name kids”
“Terus*?"
“*I call all her names, later you just say yes when the name of the woman you like I call ya*”
“*Oke if rich gitu”
“Amelia?”
“Not”
“Annisa?”
“No*”
“*Alisa?”
"No"
“Bianca?”
“No*”
“*Clara?”
“No, where could he be his girlfriend Rama”
“Denisa?”
“No*”
Andin already mentioned all the names of the girls in my class.
“Windy?”
“Not”
“To whom dong? I've mentioned from the first absence to the last”
“*So why did you miss you?”
“Hmmm I forgot hehe*”
“*You've re-enacted part name you”
“Why is it rich?”
“Ya gapapa ga fair dong”
“Come yes*”
Suddenly I was silent not answering Andin's phone. My heart rate is racing. I have to say yes so I can be relieved not to hide my feelings anymore.
“hallo Rey?”
“Rey?”
“Iya"
Andin did not respond to my words. But the phone is still connected. I started talking again.
“Hallo din, if you hear my words. I'm just saying, the woman I've been waiting for and staying for a year is you din. Andini Princess,”
"Hmm I really didn't expect Rey”
“So how? Do you like me or do you like me?”
“Where is Rey, I close first ya phone.”
When I wanted to say it again, Andin hung up.
It's true, you ko stupid benget si. Andin will not like you. Conscious dong.my heart murmured. I don't know why I'm so glad I said it. I looked at the beautiful moon, as if it was laughing at my childish behavior. In my heart murmured to the Moon, please tell her, if I love her so much. And ask him, does he like me too?
