You Are Memories

You Are Memories
Part 39: The Disappointment


Today students and students rush to school. To get a graduation letter. I finally met Andin. I haven't seen him since I got home from Yogyakarta. I really want to see his face.


But before I meet him, I have to find Andri first. Because today I'm going to enroll in that football school. I don't want Andin to know this. I looked around me hoping no one would see me. When I reached Andri's room I immediately greeted.


“Asslammualaikum pak”


“Waalaikum greetings, enter Rey here” replied Mr. Andri while typing a computer.


“Good pak” answered me while approaching Pak Andri.


Mr. Andri explained to me while looking at me.


“Father has seen all your grades, the value in this 9th grade is increased”


“Alhamdulillah sir, so you can sign me up to that football school right?” ask me with a happy face.


“For Rey, please explain first” replied Mr. Andri with an unconvincing face.


“The school entry requirements are in view of non-accdemic and acedemic values. Your non-acedemic value should not be doubted, your value is good only for the acedemic value seen from the report value of first, second, and third grade. While you are good the acedemic value is only third class.” Andri explained to me.


“So sir, I can't register?” ask me back with a lethargic face.


“Yes can, just a possibility to pass small Rey,”


“Papa sir, the important thing I have listed first.”


“Good, so you still want to sign up?”


“Iya sir,”


“Well then you will list right, you wait first yes father input first your values”


“Good pak”


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Andin who was under the tree trying to find me, usually when I go to school I must have been looking for Andin first. But since I have business with Mr. Andri, so I take care of everything until it's done after that I'm free to see Andin's face.


Andin's looking for me on every side of the school. School corridor to canteen. Prejudice Andin, I'm in the student room. Because remembering the words of Mr. Andri at that time, Mr. Andri said that I had to increase in value within one year. Andin did not understand what pak andri meant, why it was scheduled like that. like there was an agreement and terms between Mr. Andri with me.


He's headed for the student room. Because I was very curious. Slowly he walked towards Mr. Andri's room. Finally Andin arrived right at the door of Mr. Andri's room. When he wanted to enter he saw and heard my conversation with Mr. Andri from behind the door. Seeing and hearing everything made Andin's face turn red. Like someone who wants to be angry.


With her eyes beginning to glaze over. His hands clenched very tightly. He doesn't want to come in. Just look at it from behind the door. Because he didn't want to scold me in front of Andri. He knew it was impolite to be angry in front of the teacher. Andin is also actually disappointed with Mr. Andri why not explain the truth to him. But it's too late. Andin just kept holding back his tears. Feeling very disappointed.


“It's over Rey, I signed up at that football school.You wait for the announcement. Pray that you can enter. I pray you become a professional footballer.” Said Mr. Andri encouraging me.


“Good sir, thank you very much sir. If it wasn't for my dad I couldn't list.”


“You should also say thank you to Andin, thanks to him your good grades in this ninth grade.”


Hearing Mr. Andri say that, I thought of Andin. What if Andin knew everything? I really don't want him to know everything.


“Good sir, I came out first huh. Once again thank you sir” said me before rushing out.


“Iya Rey equally”


When I came out, I was surprised to see you in front of the door. His meek face turned red and it was obvious that he was disappointed. Looks like he heard everything I talked to Mr. Andri. Made him look at me with a scary face and eyes that can not be damned. I really don't know what to do right now.


“Andin...??” I said with great surprise.


When I said that, he immediately left me. I chased him and I held his hand he accidentally. So I can talk to him. When I held her hand, she immediately let go very tightly. And I saw her face full of tears. Makes me feel guilty making her cry like that.


“Din wait!!!!” I said while holding his hand covered in a pink watch.


“Please hand me!!!” with a high tone Andin replied.


I tried to stop him and said.


“I can clear everything in din. Please listen to me!”


“What do you want to see HAH? Everything is clear!!! You still want to follow your will to choose the ball rather than our friendship! And I am more disappointed with you, you use me so that your value goes up!. And that's because of what? it's all because of that football school you coveted!!!!. I thought you were sincere Rey. It turns out the same.true said my students only used it with you. I've done everything for you. Help you learn, make your study schedule. Even until the mallem I was willing in school for what? help you learn!!! But what's your reply? you lied to me!! where's your promise? I want, you focus on studying and entering High School 10. forget all your dreams about the ball! that ball and ball!” obviously Andin as his tears wet on his face.


“Din please listen to me, the ball is not as bad as you think,”


“What? not as bad as I thought? You see how many footballers died on the field? will you one day I see you rich! I'm not ready for Rey, I don't like you that way. I want you to focus on studying. As per our agreement, I can't continue our friendship. Enough to be here, from now on think of us like strangers who do not know each other”


When he said that Andin left me. Makes me hold back my tears. Kicking the trash can in front of me.