WOUNDS IN HAPPINESS
Yudi - Tara's

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Tara turned her head because she heard the sound of footsteps.

" Sister Yudi?" Lirih Tara's.

" Good morning aunt, sorry if I'm late for breakfast, and where's uncle?" Ask Yudi who immediately gave a parcel to Mama Tara.

" There, sit down first Aunt will call Uncle."

" Of course." Yudi said with a smile.

After Auntie left, Tara who felt Yudi looking at her chose to lower her face.

" Hey, how are you and how are you feeling, are you feeling better?"

Tara looked up and looked at Yudi.

" Iy.ya..," said Tara nervously, inexplicably recently Tara was nervous in front of men. When she posed almost naked during the photo shoot she did not feel nervous at all, instead Tara enjoyed her role as an adult magazine model.

Tara is also not nervous when part of her body is touched by some of the model crew who are on duty with Tara.

God, why am I so nervous, is it because I used to seduce Yudi. But at that time I seduced him for being under the influence of drugs. But why did this feeling carry over until I was fully conscious. Tara

" Tara, there's something I want to tell you."

" I am too." Tara's spontaneous answer.

Yudi was slightly surprised by the reflex shown by Tara.

" Ah, sorry." Said Tara who then lowered her face again.

Silent

They both feel awkward.

" Please go ahead." Yudi.

" Ah no no, it's best that Brother Yudi first."

" All right."

Yudi sighed, but he had not yet had time to talk Tara's parents had already come and joined the dining table.

They then enjoy the food while joking with laughter, discussing something far from the matchmaking theme between Tara and Yudi.

" I'm done, so I beg you permission to go back to the room because I have to take a shower."

" So, when you're sitting at the dinner table you haven't had a shower?" Ask Papa.

" Hehe, not yet." Tara.

" Ckck, what a shame. I took a quick shower there. Aren't you ashamed to come to the breakfast table, and have breakfast with your future fiancee while you're not even showering."

" Pope.." Mama said as if to remind Papa.

" Ah Papa means, is Tara not ashamed if we are the arrival of guests who are deliberately invited to join breakfast together." Papa.

" I'm sorry, the end when Tara was going back to the room, Mama prevented it and instead told Tara to stay seated."

Papa immediately looked at Mama who was seen scratching her head.

" Yes it's been there fast you go take a shower." Say Mama.

Tara stepped out of the kitchen.

Why do Mama and Papa look so strange?, have not they been very enthusiastic to say if Kak Yudi is my future fiancee. But why is it that now that papa is correcting his words?, do they no longer intend to betroth me again?. If that were true, I would be very happy. Because I will freely approach Kak Bagas. Inner Tara.

" Yudi, Uncle has to leave because Uncle has a very important meeting this morning. So would you mind waiting for Tara to finish her bath, and also deliver her to the office when she's ready for later?" Ask Papa Tara.

" Of course, Yudi would be happy to deliver Tara."

" It's good, because from today on we'll teach you how to become a director of a company." Say Papa again.

" Of course, uncle and auntie don't worry that Yudi will be dropping off as soon as Tara is ready."

" okay. Then we'll say yes."

" Yes please." Yudi.

Yudi then chose to sit in the living room while waiting for Tara, after driving Tara's parents out of the house. Yudi chose to play his game to repel boredom.

Moments later, Yudi's nose smelled a woman's perfume. And when he looked up Yudi saw Tara already standing before him.

" Tara, you surprised me." Yudi.

" I'm sorry." Tara said, then sat on the chair facing Yudi.

" Why so far away, sit here. Didn't you say you wanted to do something with me." Yudi.

" We'd better talk on the balcony of the house, how?" Tawar Tara's.

" Maybe, it seems like it would be more relaxing if we were to talk there while enjoying the scenery."

Tara smiled then moved from her seat and went straight up the stairs to go to the balcony of Tara's 3-story house.

After they arrived at the balcony, Yudi chose to directly sit on the chair that was already there while Tara chose to continue walking until she stood right on the balcony fence.

" Tara, please. You used to."

" Ah no, I think it's best for Brother Yudi first." Tara said as she turned around and looked at Yudi.

" Have you never heard of ladies first?"

" Hmm, okay. I want to talk about...."

" Faircraft?" Said Yudi who immediately cut off the conversation from Tara.

Yudi walked over to Tara.

" If that's what you're gonna talk about, then listen to what I'm gonna say carefully. I told you from the beginning that I will not demand you to accept this match, and that has been the case until now. Which means you are free to decide whether this match will continue or not. I never force my will on anyone. I do like you, maybe even I have started to love you but if it turns out you don't like me then why this matchup continues."

Tara fell silent and looked at Yudi.

" Will Brother Yudi give up?, even Kak Yudi has not tried to get close to me, right?, Then why would Kak Yudi just give up?"

" I haven't even tried anything Tara. I haven't tried to get close to you."

" Why don't you try to get close to me?"

" How shall I approach you when you close the door of the heart long before I step forward."

Tara fell silent, she became out of it. From the beginning he never looked at Yudi. In fact, he often tries to avoid Yudi because of his obsession with Bagas.

" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to close my heart just..."

" Try to pursue your obsession?"

Tara looked at Yudi, as if wanting to know immediately what Yudi was going to say.

" I'm right, right?"

" What?" Ask Tara.

" You shut your heart because you're obsessed with chasing people."

" What do you mean by Yudi?"

" Tara, don't you remember. Yesterday you were delirious and called the person who became your obsession."

Tara closed her eyes, at first glance she did remember to continue to mention the name Bagas, but Tara did not know clearly that what was in front of her was not the limit but Yudi.

" Sister Yudi, whatever you hear when I'm drunk is not true." Sergey Tara.

" You sure? I can even hear clearly that you really wish you could unite with Bagas. You even revealed all your heart yesterday."

Tara closed her eyes again, she did not expect that the effect of the medicine made her say her whole heart.

" Tara, why are you so obsessed with your cousin. What's so special about her that you're willing to give her body to her. And, can't you see the true meaning of a family?. I'm sure if you understood the meaning of a family you wouldn't be obsessed with Bagas."

Tara lowered. Yudi was about to hold Tara's shoulder but he undoes his intention.

" I don't know, when I first met Bagas. My heart instantly felt the vibe of my love and obsession to have it so high. So I will do anything to get it, but unfortunately we can not get married because Kak Bagas only responded as a cousin. I was so hurt when I heard that Bagas was married. Then I know who the lucky woman who has owned Bagas. And I also saw how much love Kak Bagas has for his family. But it seems I'm too obsessed, so I really want to own and be owned by Bagas, even if only as a bed partner."

" Tara, did you know that doing that could lead to big problems later on. Do you know, there'll be a lot of people hurt if you really make that obsession happen."

" I don't think about it, all I think about is my own happiness."

" I don't know, I just feel lonely in here." Tara said while holding her chest.

" Then allow me to enter and fill the empty space in your heart."

" I'm.."

" I only ask once, if you don't want it then I'll never ask for it again." Yudi.

" Brother Yudi. Why should I why not some other woman who doesn't need to be approached?"

" This is a request from our parents. I as a child just obey what they want."

" Why doesn't Brother Yudi just argue?, I see that Kak Yudi already has another woman."

" Listen, nothing makes me happier always seeing my parents happy. I'll do whatever they ask to make them happy."

" That means that Brother Yudi sacrificed his own happiness."

" Tara, if you can see someone else happy because of you. Then it will be the most beautiful happiness we have ever felt."

Tara looked at Yudi once more. A gust of wind hit her face, making the hair she accidentally blurted cover Tara's face.

" She.."

" Yes?"

" Are you still a male model magazine?"

Tara is surprised to find out about her profession as an adult male magazine model.

" Where does Yudi know?"

" It doesn't matter, what matters is the reason why you're a male model. Don't you know if the profession requires you to dress so scantily."

Tara stepped past Yudi, and stood on the other side of the balcony.

" I don't know, I'm just happy when people need me. Being an adult male model is a great place where I am always needed by them, they are always waiting for me. Especially they were so enthusiastic when they found out the dandyism of my body."

" So you're happy when your curves are seen by others, aren't you by your own husband?"

" Brother Yudi.."

" Tara, can you break the hearts of your parents when they find out you're a male model?"

" Sister Yudi, why did Big Brother find out I was that detailed?" Ask Tara.

" I didn't find out, someone told me. Even show me the magazine where you're the model."

" Now Brother Yudi already knows. So it's up to Brother Yudi whether or not Brother Yudi first continues this matchmaking."

" You haven't even answered my question yet, why did you tell me to make a decision in an arranged marriage."

" Which question?"

" Would you open the door of your heart for me so that I could approach and know you more deeply."

Tara fell silent.

"I'm..."

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Yudi's phone rang.

" Yes hello?"

" ----"

" All right, I'll be there soon." Yudi.

" I'm sorry Tara, I have to leave immediately because there are patients who need help." Say Yudi while putting his phone in a suit pocket.

" All right.."

" I'll charge you for your answer next time." Yudi.

" And yes, please think again about what we just discussed."

Tara smiled and nodded. Yudi returned Tara's smile and immediately left the household to get to the hospital.

Tara looked at the departure of Yudi's car.

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Yudi said, Tara waved at Yudi's car.

" Geez, how could I forget, didn't Tara's parents tell me to go to the office?"

Yudi patted his own forehead as he had walked quite a distance away from Tara's house. Yudi immediately grabbed her phone and contacted someone to take Tara to her parents' office.

" No, there's someone looking for non Tara." Saying Waiter.

" Who's bik?" Ask Tara who is watching TV.

" Saying he was a man of Mr. Yudi, he came to pick up non Tara and deliver her to the office of the master and the great mistress."

" Hm."

With a giant step, Tara finally woke up from her sitting position and walked to meet Yudi's man.

After quite a long talk, Tara finally returned to the room to prepare before she finally joined Yudi's messenger to the office of Mama and her Papa.

Along the way Tara recalls her conversation with Yudi.

Tara closed her eyes, and chose to lean on the car seat. In his mind continued to echo Yudi's words and requests.

Should I end it all?. My career, my obsession. No, I won't stop until I can unite with Bagas. And as for my career, I'm sure my parents wouldn't know.

Tara continued to fight with her own thoughts. The driver surprised Tara.

" I'm sorry, lady, we're here."

" A yes."

Tara immediately got out of the car and did not forget to say thank you for being delivered to her parents' office.

" Huft's."

Tara sighed, Because for the first time someone's speech was able to make her mind ravaged.

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" Ma, Pa."

" Dear, you finally arrived and we were worried because Yudi said he couldn't bring you here because of a sudden operation."

Tara smiled and then sat down in front of her Parents.

" Ma, Dad. Can I ask you something?"

" Of course, anything."

" Why are you guys setting me up with Brother Yudi?, Why not Inspiration, Alex or Bimo?. Isn't the son of a friend of mama and papa a lot. But why did your choice fall to Brother Yudi?"

Mom and Dad looked at each other before smiling.

" That's because we know that Yudi is the most worthy to accompany you. We believe Yudi will make you happy, we believe Yudi will give you happiness that you may not get from us." Mama said while holding Tara's hand.

" Good boy, we always thought you were happy. But we don't know and aren't sure if you're really happy. That's why we really hope you will accept this match, but we don't want to force you either. You can refuse this match if you don't like it. You are free to determine my own way of life."

Tara smiled, she felt her parents behaving warmer than before.

Is it possible that Mama and Papa already knew about my obsession and career?, Is it possible that Brother Yudi has told them?, but why aren't they angry. They should be angry after knowing my career right?, if they are not angry it means they do not know about the day and also my obsession. Why is their attitude warmer than before. Inner Tara.

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