TRAPPED WIDOW CHILD ONE
FEEL COMPASSIONATE

Prangs....

Satya slammed the glass that was on the nightstand making everyone prance in shock.

Prangs...

He also slammed the stainles container around him. His heart was angry, he was furious to hear Maysa was about to leave him. He did not want to lose the woman he loved so much.

" O Lord Satya, what are you doing?" Maysa said touching her chest that felt thumping from shock.

" You lied to me!" Satya stared at Maysa.

" You say you love me, even you say you love me so much, you can't live without me. Then why do you want to leave me when I'm like this? When I need you so much, baby, when I'm down and you can't leave. Why are you doing this to me? Just kill me and leave me in a lifeless state." Satya's snapping made everyone surprised by what you said.

" It's what I'm afraid of if you know about my true condition, but I think now you already know that's why you want to leave me. Are you ashamed to have a disabled husband like me? did you leave me because you didn't want to marry a crippled man like me huh." Shouted Satya while grabbing her own hair. He was frustrated with it like this.

" I'd rather die Maysa than live a disability and lose you." Satya.

" defective? What kind of flaw do you mean Satya?" Maysa asked her frown.

" Hix... Hix... Maysa's sick, my chest is tight." Satya sobbed while beating her own chest which felt tight.

" Satya what exactly happened to you? Say it!" Maysa touched Satya's shoulder.

" I'm handicapped, baby."

Degs...

Maysa's heart stopped beating.

" defective? What defects? Your widow joked Satya, this isn't funny." Maysa asked again.

" My legs are deformed Maysa, my legs cannot move, I cannot walk like I used to. I can't carry you like I used to. I am indeed useless Maysa, Hiks... " Satya continued to sob.

Maysa looked at Mr. Hendra as if asking for his explanation.

" Yes Maysa, yesterday when Om saw the doctor, the doctor said if Satya's right leg was paralyzed. Satya asks Om not to tell you because he is afraid that you will leave him because of this. But now he told you." Said Mr. Hendra.

Maysa covered her mouth with both hands.

" Is that why from yesterday you didn't want to get out of your bed?" Maysa looked at Satya.

" Yes... I'm afraid you'll leave me if you know I'm paralyzed, I don't want to lose you baby. I'd rather die than live without you. I can't live without you, stay with me and keep me company at the lowest point I am today. I need your support to get through this. Only you can be my life's encouragement. Just you and nothing else." Satya.

" Om Hendra said I lost my memory, my suffering is not there, even now my legs are paralyzed. I'm helpless, I can't do anything. It's been the toughest test of my life, baby, but I still want to fight to heal so I can marry you. That is the purpose of my life right now. But if you leave me, there's no hope for me to stay alive. I'd better not be forever." Satya holds Maysa's hand.

Maysa's heart was tenuous to hear Satya's words, he felt he could not bear to leave Satya in a fragile state like this. She becomes worried between choosing to follow her husband's decision or still help Satya.

Maysa stared at Ilyas and Hendra's master alternately. He looked back at Satya in front of him.

" What do you want from me?" Ask Maysa.

" I want to drink poison straight out of your hand."

Degs...

Maysa's heart breaks hearing Satya's words, so much love Satya to him that he would die if he could not live with her? What if Satya knows the truth if Maysa is married to another man at a time when her memory has not returned? No tears just escaped his eyes. Unable to bear what Satya experienced, Maysa pulled Satya into her arms.

" Hix.. Satya." Maysa stroked Satya's back.

" Satyas.. Why are you saying that? Hix... Why are you asking for something I could never do? I can't possibly do that to you... Satya I beg you not to be like this! Don't complicate my all-inclusive position. If this is how I tormented Satya too, I'm hurt." Maysa wiped her tears.

Satya buried her face in Maysa's stomach, hugging Maysa's waist tightly as if she did not want to let go.

" Well, how should I be, baby? I'd rather lose my own life than lose you. I can't afford to lose you, baby, I can't live without you. Now I leave the decision to you. You'll either leave me or stay with me here. But if you want to get away from me, I want to drink that poison right now." Satya said crying in Maysa's arms.

Maysa wiped her tears. He took off his embrace and cupped Satya in the face.

" I told you, stay alive for me we can't be together." Maysa.

" really? Then what do you mean talk like that? Why can't we unite? Don't you love me anymore?" Ask Satya.

" Gosh, I forgot Satya lost her memory." Inner Maysa.

" Fate no one knows Satya, we don't know what will happen in the future. L'm..

" If fate separates us, I will fight my own destiny. I will write my destiny to live with you." Satya's voice cuts off Maysa's speech.

Maysa sighed softly, she massaged her temple which felt throbbing pain.

" How about baby? Tell me what your decision is." Satya.

" Alright I won't leave you but I can't keep you company all day either. I have a lot of activities outside that I can't leave. I can only accompany you from half eight to ten. If you don't want to be forced, I'll leave you with the situation you are in. I won't do anything as silly as you want. Don't you have a problem with the time I gave you?" Ask Maysa. Ilyas exhaled his coarse breath. His patience this time is really being tested.

Yeah, half-eight to ten is Kavin's school. Rather than Maysa at home alone, he would rather accompany Satya to help Satya stay alive.

" All right I agree. I will enjoy that short time with you every day. Thank you for keeping me company in times of trouble like this. I love you, baby, love you so much." Said Satya kissing the back of Maysa's hand.

Ilyas could no longer bear his emotions, he soon passed away leaving Satya's room. Maysa just looked at him with a guilty look.

" I'm sorry, I hope you understand and understand me." Inner Maysa.

TBC...