Trapped in the Love of Head Thugs
Dosa

1

"Gue is so, Has,” said Nilan.

At this time, Nilan Pitasari realized that there was no way back. He's out of the dream bubble, and has to face reality.

"Maaa .. do you mean?" Hasmi–sof his best friend, asked in disbelief; his eyes widened and focused on looking at Nilan.

Out of nervousness, Nilan turned his face away from her, then turned her over to the pillow on his lap.

"There's someone who took my virginity, Has," Nilan said again in a monotonous tone, trying to sound as usual as possible.

But deep down, she was panicking.

Hasmi was silent. Nilan could hear his wild heartbeat, in the four corners of the dorm they were staying in, due to the extreme silence.

Nilan looked up from the pillow then looked at her. Hasmi also looked at Nilan, with wide eyes. His mouth opened like he wanted to say something, but no words came out, instead continuing to shake his head.

"Serious cave,” Nilan added.

Hasmi shook his head again, "No! That's impossible," then say more to himself than Nilan, “I know you, Nilan!”

Sighing, Nilan leaned back on the sofa then placed a foot on the middle table.

“But really, Has. I've been in touch****, so I'm not a virgin anymore" he said, in a low voice.

Nilan and Hasmi became friends during their first year of college, then became roommates in the dorm. They have a similar attitude, so it can be so suitable; have a carefree attitude, also like parties; free in thinking and dressing, but equally embrace the sanctity of marriage: marriage before ****. Nilan knows how strong Hasmi's stance on ****prenuptial is, so understand his attitude. Sama—Nilan felt like he was still in a nightmare and did not want to wake up.

"Gi how did it happen? When's? Where's where?"

"Remember, our last party at the bar?" answer Nilan

Hasmi. The bar Nilan was referring to was a popular elite bar. Of course, it's easy to remember Hasmi, because it was the last party that almost all graduates went to, before the final exam and taking care of graduation requirements. That was almost four weeks ago.

At that time Hasmi went home first, and forced Nilan to stay. Nilan is alone. Someone gave him a drink so his vision became blurred. Her body is hot, Nilan feels like taking off her clothes. Then, she went to the dance floor, then danced with someone and kissed him. The next morning, Nilan woke up, naked with a man beside her who was also naked. There were blood stains on the sheets, and Nilan felt pain in the lower part of his body.

"But when you come home early in the morning, you say abis nginep in the house of a friend who is female kok.”

Nilan kowtowed, "Gue lied, Has," then confessed while biting the lower lip—a habit he used to do whenever he felt guilty, or tense.

"Oh my God, Nilan! That was a month ago, why just be honest now?"

"Yes, sorry yes, Has.”

Hasmi stood up, then started pacing back and forth.

"It's really hard to believe. I just can't .. We both know, even if you're drunk, you're not going to make an incident like that!”

"Yes, my thoughts were the same back then, Has. The thing is, I'm acting weird about drinking."

Hasmi took a breath and then stopped pacing.

“You've been drugged, Nilan! Good Lord! There's a bastard who poisons your drink, keeps taking advantage of you! I will kill him ! Why are you telling me now, Nilan? We should have jailed the rapist!”

Instantly, Nilan shook his head in panic, then looked Hasmi in the eyes.

“Had, you misunderstood, Hasmi."

Nilan sighed, then bent his knees and hugged his legs.

“Cowok who slept with me, happened to be there. I started to digiiling the body into his body. I started the kiss too! I'm like a whore, right?” Nilan exclaimed then laughed humorlessly.

"Don't say that, Nilan. You're drugged. You weren't the real Nilan back then!"

Nilan looked at Hasmi from under his eyelashes. He was sure, Hasmi would ask the most feared question.

"Who's the guy?"

Well, Nilan's entire body froze hearing his question. His heart rate is getting faster. He was sweating; biting his lips. He doubts whether to tell her.

"Come respond!” Hasmi demanded; one of his eyebrows was raised and his arms were folded in front of his chest.

Nilan's throat became dry. He gulped a spit–fear if Hasmi would take it low.

"Em, anu," said Nilan.

Hasmi rolled his eyes. Clearly, he knew what Nilan was doing.

"Who's meticulous your rose?" ask Hasmi again.

Nilan's eyes widened hearing Hasmi's candor. They looked at each other, then .. laughed. Nilan laughed so hard that his stomach became sick. The tension is completely gone.

“Basic moron! Hahaha ...,” Nilan groped while wiping eyes— was completely exhausted, crying from laughing.

"Let's say it!" Hasmi demanded again, "who broke your virgin?"

Realized, Nilan looked at Hasmi intently, then hit him in the face with a pillow.

"Gue will tell me, as long as you want to be my best friend" he said.

"Damn it!" saith.

Nilan took a deep breath. He thought his friendship was coming to an end: "The original will hate me. Good Lord! I'm gonna end up alone until I'm 90, just living together like a cat. Continue ...."

Nilan stopped impaling because his face was hit by a pillow. Hasmi also glared at him. However, Nilan bowed; took a pillow from the floor then placed it on his lap.

"You don't have to think much, Nilan. Tell me who is ...."

"Tesla."

"What?"

"Yes, Tesla's the one."

"Tesla is the girl's playboy?"

Nilan grimaced inwardly, "Yes," then replied.

He did not dare to look up–fear, fearless to see the hatred or mercy of Hasmi's reaction. They both know that Nilan .. is now on a long list of women Tesla slept with.

Tesla Pundalisa—female player, as Hasmi called her. Inevitably, Nilan had to agree with him.

Tesla was like wine to women, and, Nilan realized it. Think Nilan, with his demigod look and perfect wealth, who wouldn't want a Tesla?

"If I don't. I have never had a crush on him, never been interested! I've never deluded another girl looking for attention. No! I never will!" he said in his heart.

However, ironically Tesla even got the virginity of Nilan.

"Yes God! You even sexed the maniac ****, Nilan!" hasmi.

Now Nilan dared to look at Hasmi.

"I don't think there's any verdict in your eyes?" he said, "quiet peace is equally relieved, even."

Hasmi then grinned and shifted to the side of Nilan; patting Nilan on the cheek.

"I'm angry, because you're new to the story, but I can still calm down. Anyway, it wasn't your fault. Tesla is good, he's not the one who's going to sedate you" he said.

Thought Hasmi, the important thing is that Tesla is handsome—asli and not the result of plastic surgery; importantly, the man who slept with Nilan is not ugly.

He scrunched his nose in disgust.

"I'm not worried. At least, your first experience was not bad, because you slept with Tesla. I'm sure, he already gave you the best**** experience ever," Hasmi continued, shaking an eyebrow.

Nilan grunting.

"Gue feels really bad, disgusted with inget."

"I'm sure, Nilan, you must be amazing," Hasmi said, "already, if Tesla, you are still mending. His reputation okay, he'll be able to protect you."

Hasmi's words that were supposed to make Nilan feel better, were not. Instead, Nilan felt even worse. He could feel a turbulent stomach, nervous as larger problems permeated.

"Hasmi ...," he said.

He bit his lips, but not hard enough to bleed, then looked Hasmi— into his eyes, knowing Hasmi could see the fear within him.

Understanding also appeared on Hasmi's face, which was now breathing sharply.

"Oh my God ..," he said.

Nilan took a mouthful of air.

"Gu .. I'm pregnant!"

*

It's morning now. Nilan had just woken up; felt dizzy, and .. suddenly vomited.

"Ah, at most because of the food last night," he thought.

So, she ignored him and did not want to convince herself that she was pregnant.

A few hours passed.

Now Nilan is in a department store near the campus; passing through a sanitary pad display, then it is realized that it has not menstruated. She should have had her period last week, it didn't. He forgot due to stress and a lot of things to take care of, for the upcoming graduation.

Nilan had thought that Hasmi would panic, as usual. It turned out that Hasmi was only stunned for a moment because of Nilan's confession, then slightly glanced at Nilan's stomach covered with a pillow in his lap—if Hasmi expected the swelling of Nilan's stomach, he would not see it.

Hasmi received it calmly; not saying a word, though Nilan was surprised when Hasmi pulled him up and out of the dormitory.

"Where are we going?" Nilan asked.

Now they're in the parking lot. Nilan remained silent until the two arrived at the car.

"Somewhere," said Hasmi, then got into the car.

Nilan snorted then opened the passenger side.

"Has, where are we going?" Nilan asked again.

They're on their way. Nilan leaned his head.

"You will also see" replied Hasmi, faintly.

He glanced at Nilan for a moment, then looked back at the street. His fingers kept tapping the steering wheel.

Once again, nervousness appeared in Nilan's stomach.

"Lord! What's Hasmi's plan?" the grunts, in the heart.

He wondered, would Hasmi take him to Tesla?

Hasmi and Tesla are not friends, but know each other— because Hasmi's girlfriend is one of Tesla's friends.

"Official!"

"Well, here it is" said Hasmi.

He stopped the car because he found a nice spot, in the mall parking lot. Nilan was confused. This was the last place Nilan expected to visit.

Nilam out of the car.

"Seriously, Has? What do we want to do?"

"Who said we want to go shopping?"

Nilan rolled his eyes then equalled Hasmi's steps. He was still confused, why after his confession, Hasmi immediately invited him to go to the mall.

Suddenly Nilan's heart was racing, realizing the reason Hasmi dragged her here, in mal— was not for shopping, but rather buying something that would scare her all day.

Nilan bit his lip; did not move from where he was standing, while looking at the shop label: Pharmacy.

"We want to buy a pregnancy test kit, Nilan Phitasari," Hasmi said.

He mentioned Nilan's full name to attract attention. Nilan was sure, Hasmi was being serious and expected him not to mind.

"We have to be sure" Hasmi added.

"Oh my God!" nilan Sahut.