Trapped Charm Young Mom
Chapters. 36. Lili's Heart Spur.

Arthur and Lili are in the car. Lili pulls Arthur into her car after a commotion, and he drives the car away from the University.

Arthur continued to look at Lili who was just silent while driving the car, but he felt happy because the woman was carrying him.

Lili's car stops right on the edge of the artificial lake, she then comes out with Arthur who knows that Lili wants to talk to him.

"Sit down!"

Arthur sits his ass beside Lili, though he still keeps a safe distance from her.

"Arthur, may I speak from heart to heart with you?"

Arthur nodded vigorously, he even slightly tilted his body in order to deal with Lili.

"we have not known for a long time, but can not be said for a moment too. Well, it doesn't feel like we've known each other for months!"

"Since long ago, I wasn't too close to a man except my Dad and my brother. And Reza, he was the third man close by and ended up being my husband!"

Lili exhaled a rough breath, memory after memory kept running around in her head causing her chest to feel tight.

Arthur still silently listened, the eyes that had seen Lili had now been facing straight towards the lake. He was afraid to cross his line when he saw Lili crying, he could have immediately hugged or even kissed the woman's face.

"but all of that was a disaster for me, whether I was too bod*oh, or because I was never close to a man so easily trapped in seduction. At first, everything felt so good to me. The love I felt was so sincere for her, that I didn't know the big lie she was covering up!"

"since I knew he had a wife, my life was ruined! The light of my life was instantly extinguished, and my heart was crumpled. But, that's not all. My family is much more hurt than what happened, because they treated my family like trash who raised an actor!"

"since then, I tried to get back up again gathering the remnants of strength in my heart. Gathering pieces of hope for my family who are falling because of my actions. But, it all came back to ruin when I found out that I was pregnant with her child!"

"I fell back into a dark abyss ready to swallow me alive, making me unable to bear it and intending to end my own life!"

Arthur was shocked when he heard it, the reflex of his hand immediately grasping both hands Lili.

"No! Don't ever do that, because I won't stay silent!"

Lili wiped away the tears on her face, she then smiled thinly as she pulled her hand from Arthur's hand.

"well, I used to think like that. Let me go with my son, for I am no longer able to bear it all. But, one day I woke up when I saw a little boy playing in his mother's lap. My chest felt like it was burning, and I decided to check myself into the hospital!"

Tears couldn't hold Lili and broke just like that on her face, for the first time, she told everyone else all the pain she had experienced.

"I heard his heartbeat, just like my heartbeat, he was my flesh and blood! I am a terrible Mother, the most terrible Mother, intending to kill her own unborn child into the world! Since then, I decided to keep it, and take it away all the way to this place!"

Lili sobbed with her head bowed, she felt happy and never regretted the decision she had taken.

Arthur who saw Lili crying was powerless to hold back, he pulled Lili's body and hugged her tightly.

Lili's cry grew louder as her head leaned against Arthur's chest, shedding all the tears that she had desperately held back.

After a while, Lili distanced herself from Arthur's body. His eyes were swollen, with a reddened face. She was embarrassed that she had cried like that, and also, she wondered to herself why she had told Arthur all that.

"Drink first, Buk!"

Arthur gave her a bottle of drink that she could get out of nowhere, and was immediately drunk by Lili because she was very thirsty.

"Did Mom feel better?"

Lili nodded, then looked at Arthur intensely making Arthur a little astonished.

"you know everything about me, Arthur! My life was ruined because of my love for a man, I didn't think of being close or having a relationship"

"I understand! I understand what I'm trying to assert to me!"

Lili was speechless, she felt a little uncomfortable, whereas her goal was to say that so that Arthur would no longer wish for her.

"I knew that Ibuk said that to let me know myself, that my feelings would obviously never be reciprocated! But, does Momuk think I'm going to give up on this feeling?" arthur asked sharply, even Lili was stunned when she saw the look in Arthur's eyes that she had never seen before.

"that's right! I don't want to hurt you, and I don't want to hurt myself anymore!"

"do you think I want to hurt and be hurt?"

"no, I didn't mean to"

"I've been listening to Ibuk's story, so now, it's time for me to listen!"

Glek, Lili swallowed her saliva violently. For some reason he was nervous, nervous, as if Arthur was going to do something to him.

"Ibuk said that Reza was the first man who was close, even managed to snatch Ibuk's love. Likewise with me, Ibuk was the first woman to steal my heart. Close my eyes until I can't see another woman, and hold my whole love to always be on you!"

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Tbc.

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