There's Only Cute Mocci
6. Undecided
I didn't ignore what Pride and the others said, I then took Dina home. I'm afraid Mom and Dad are worried waiting for us at home, especially since the mamah called and not lifted by me because it was too busy with the dress up activities Dina earlier so I did not realize that my phone rang.
" Let's go home, you've been calling"
" Yes sister" said Dina who then stood up from her seat and waved and signaled goodbye to four of my best friends.
So did Angga, Bagas, beni and seno, reply to the wave of Dina's hand
" Temen brother didn't come home?"
" I don't know" I answered.
Along the way Dina and I didn't talk to each other. Arriving at home...
" Gio, Dina you guys just came home" asked Mama while hugging Dina
" i'm sorry we're late to go home" Dina said with regret
" It's okay baby, besides mamah sure Gio can take care of you. You are so beautiful, son" said the mother who saw the change in Dina.
" Dina dad fits well and and is like a gini" said Mamah as he looked towards Dad who was sitting on the sofa while looking at us, Dad held up his two thumbs while smiling widely before going back to read the newspaper he had been holding.
Dina and mamah saw that immediately smiled.
" Mah, my father went into the room first tired" Pamitku after kissing Father's hand and mamah.
I don't know what Dad, Mom and Dina were talking about after I left, I don't know. All I heard was the sound of mamah and father's faint laughter.I also entered the room, closed the door and laid my body on the bed.
" She's beautiful, cute, funny and kind what do I really have to date her so I forget about Marsya? I just know him, he must also think the same, especially usually girls are more complicated. It must be deket first, must know first, there must be a sense first bla bla bla bla.. aaaaaaaaagh siaaal binguuung me"
When I spoke to myself, the door of my room was knocked on by someone.
" Yes enter is not locked" I said while still lying in bed. The door opened and it turned out that Dina was standing behind the door
" Sister Gio... Brother is angry with me huh? I'm sorry if I made the same mistake brother" he said from the door that was still open, I just glanced at him for a while and turned his back.
" mm.mending you out I'm tired of taking a break" I said sniffly.
" I'm sorry sister, I'm leaving now" Dina closed the door and left.
There was a feeling of regret after Dina left because of her scolding. I confused myself with my feelings and confused what to do.
Do I have to do what my best friend says?or find another way that I don't know yet, to move on from Marsya?
My head feels like it's spinning around remembering all that.
" Aaaagh is dizzy" I said as I threw the pillow.
Finally I decided to take a bath long enough I was in the bathroom, maybe an hour.
After the shower I felt a little better.
" Aden eat first"
Said this while knocking on the door. This guy used to remind me to eat. Because this has been with our family since I was 10 years old, so he knows exactly what my habits are.
" Yes later" I said while wearing clothes.
When I came out of the room and came down the stairs I saw Dina eating and sitting alone at the dinner table. I was thinking maybe I should apologize for my attitude.
" Where are Mom and Dad? " i said opening up the conversation, Dina who seemed surprised to see me came straight to her feet.
" That's euuuh" said he nervously
" Sit down, I'm just the one" I said, sitting down and grabbing food
" Sit down, continue eating lo" I said, but Dina who still looks nervous even took the plate
" Sasaya is done, brother" said he who immediately washed the dishes he had used. I just looked at his uncomfortable movements. When I walked past me, I immediately pulled his still wet hand after washing the dishes he was wearing.
" Sit down, I eat. I don't like eating alone" I said, telling her to sit next to me.
Dina who then sat back next to me with a position facing me because her hands continue to hold me. I felt her nervousness as I held her hand and then I tightened my hand by fusing our fingers together. The tremors of his hands and bowed head made me smile because it felt funny.
" I'm not angry and you're also not making a mistake" I said casually as I ate and tightened my grip on her.
Dina immediately raised her head and looked at me in wonder.
" What? you want to eat again?" I said while thrusting the rice and side dishes on the spoon.
Dina just shook her head and smiled slightly.
" OK if you don't want to" I said casually and continued eating.
Actually I just want to make sure and convince myself of my decision that I took while bathing earlier.
I decided to get to know more about Dina, and find out more about Dina. I'm afraid he's got a girlfriend or a girlfriend, I don't know.
That's why I decided to find out.
And if the situation is understood I will try to open my heart to Dina and forget Marsya.
I was nervous at the time, but I was good at hiding it.
Especially when Dina moved the movements of her little finger that I was holding. But I saw Dina as comfortable with my treatment, although her nervousness could not be hidden.
" Do I ask you now whether she has a boyfriend or not?" I said in my heart while eating.
" But if I have to die, failed all my plans earlier" said I continue in a confused heart to remember the things that will happen.
" Sister Gio... " She said while looking at me, I immediately looked back at her
" Mmm what?"
" Said ka Bagas, Seno, brother and sister.." He said he was confused to remember Beni's name
" Beni mean lo?" I said cut off Dina's daydream that looked confused
" mm yes." he said with a smile.
" Why are they?" I said as I finished my meal.
" I don't know what my sister meant"
" What's that talking about?"I said who then let go of our grip and took the roko out of the pocket. I saw Dina was a little uncomfortable when I saw her smoking.
" Hey, I'm on it" I said again
" Said temen brother I should attract the attention of brother and help brother move on" he said a little confused look.
" I don't know and don't know what to help" he continued
" Heheh don't think about it" I said, stroking his hair.
" But if you need help I just say, I also want to repay the kindness of aunt and om to me" he said with a smile
" Would you help me?"I said past it
" Yes if I can, I help" hearing that I was immediately confused as to where I should start talking.
