There's Only Cute Mocci
18. Calms Mind

Three months after Dina's death I decided to leave Dad's house and live alone in the house I bought that I wanted to give Dina at our wedding. Mamah initially forbade me to leave, but so much happiness with Dina in my father's house is now a memory that makes my heart so painful to remember.

Guilt kept haunting me, the shadows of hatred and the harsh words of Dina's family towards me, which they thought I was the one who couldn't keep Dina from filling my brain.

I'm guilty, I'm the one who can't take care of him... Ii'm sorry...

Father and Mamah who understood my sorrow never talked about Dina's incident or problem again in front of me, they let me do what I wanted. Including working as an employee in the company of others.

Because my house is not far from Dad's House, Mamah often visits me just to make sure I'm okay.

" Gio, you don't get tired, you're afraid you're so cute" he said, wiping my hair.

" Mah, did Dina's family contact Mamah? I asked while sleeping on his lap.

" Gio, it's been. Don't think about this anymore. That event was divine will. Don't you regret it anymore"

" But mah..."

" Have a son, it is better now that you return home and leave this work of yours. Dad's company needs you"

" Mah, I'm going on holiday to the top of Father's Villa" I said, rising from Mamah's lap

" Yes, son, if that's what makes you feel better, you let me.

" Thank you, when I get back from there I'll go back to Dad's company"

" Yes son, Mamah will call udin sir there. Let them prepare for your needs there"

" Thank you mah"

After my mother, I immediately prepared the clothes that I would bring there.

I thought I'd stay there a little while, to cool my mind and forget a little about the problems that always haunt me.

The next morning I left after handing over my resignation letter to the company where I worked for 2 months.

Arriving there I was greeted by Pak udin and his family who had been taking care of Vila father.

" Mas Gio, healthy?" said Pak udin while shaking my hand

" Healthy sir, father yourself?"

" Thank God be healthy Mas, as you can see" he said with a smile.

" This is the same wife of my son mas" he said as he carried his son who was still a toddler

" Oh yeah hello ma'am, I'm Gio"

" Yes, I often hear about mas from my husband, I can call Ratmi"

" Yes Miss Ratmi, sorry as long as I'm here to bother you"

" This is my job" he said with a smile

" Well, you have one child?"

I asked who was surprised because he was old enough but only had one child and was still a toddler.

" eem is Mas Gio..." Pak udin said as he glanced at his wife, I saw something weighing on them.

" I'm sorry, Mom, I was just curious. And I don't mean what. If Pak udin Sama BU ratmi does not answer also okay.

I'm going in first". I said that then entered the Villa leaving Pak udin and Ratmi's mother who was still silent.

I looked around the Villa that I had never been to for a long time, I came there when I was Junior High. The same atmosphere of the furniture position is still the same, and the scenery is still beautiful. Even if something changes a little.

After being satisfied to look around I lay down on the bed that is still zadul, who uses the bed.

I fell asleep until someone knocked on my door and called my name.

" Mas.mas Gio"

I opened my eyes and walked to the door I had closed. I saw Bu Ratmi carrying a tray full of food and drinks has the village.

" Oh yes, thank you, I haven't eaten. I fell asleep and forgot I haven't eaten"

" Yes already this Mas Gio eat first m7mpung again warm"

" Yes, thank you mom"

I also took a tray from Ratmi's hand, and placed it on the table.

" I take a shower first" I said to myself

After finishing the bath I also ate while checking the phone full of messages Mamah and my best friend.

I also ate back one message at a time.

When I finished, I sat in the middle room and opened the laptop.

" Mas Gio, if you need something just say it, I'm the same wife in the back room" said Pak udin who arrived to come from behind me

" Oh yes, thank you sir. You live in this house?"

" Actually no mas, I'm the same wife here if you want to be sorted out. But because now there is Mas Gio I stay here. I'm afraid Gio needs me at night.what else is my house from here is quite a long way to walk" he said with a smile

" Oh yes thank you sir, I am so ngerepotin father"

" Oh not so Mas, it's already my duty. I am paid the same salary as Mas Gio's family. If you don't need me, I'll go back"

"Yes sir please."

The next morning I woke up and saw that there was food at the table.

" Mad Gio is awake? do you need anything?"

" Oh no ma'am, oh yes ma'am I want to walk around here" I said as I sat down and ate the food Ms Ratmi prepared.

" Where are you going?"

" just around here, ma'am, look at dad's estate"

" If the plantation of Daddy mas Gio extensive mas, it is not enough if one day"

" Hehehe bu Ratmi this, I want to see the scenery not want to shave the ground"

I said while laughing.

" hehehe yes, if that's what I will say to my husband let me temenin mas Gio"

" Yes mom can"

" When are you leaving?"

" I want to take a shower first"

" oh yes then I tell my husband first" he said as he left

After my shower rang.

" Yes hello.yeah I'm good just fine, don't know, but if I go home we meet in an ordinary place" said I who then hung up the phone from Beni.

I went out of the house and saw Mr. Udin carrying his son.

" Mas Gio is ready, the road is now?"

" Will you bring a child?"

" It's kasian if not invited to like crying"

" ooh, let's go sir"

We set foot and passed through the village, where many bowed their bodies to give their respect, They were mostly Father's servants in the plantation. Actually the village began to advance since Father entrusted all the gardens to be managed by the residents there. Dad also built a school of Elementary School, Junior High School, health clinic and community copration.

No wonder they respected me so much as the son of someone who was considered meritorious to them.