The Wind I Throw Love
Episode 8
CHAPTER.VIII. GOODBYE
CLOUDS
Kegitan field work practice is a activity that must be done
by students who are close to completing their studies in the school
second semester before school.
Commonly called PKL this is an activity where students seem to
it directly works in the agencies of both the government, as well as companies and
others.In the practice of field work all students have been given
various sciences which will be applied or in
in the real world, the world of work.
Precise determination of field work practices is different there are in
rural areas, urban areas and there are also up to the province. Stipulating
these are some of the school policies and some are of partial demand
students, In less than three months students are released from school to carry out
activities well, this activity is an activity where the final value
determine that the student can graduate from this school.
That day was precisely Saturday, irma and friends flocked to
the area of the field where it has been pasted on the notice board that names
we've been on display on the board, irma see on the board that name
it has been found dams right in the area of oil palm plantations.
It crossed the mind of irma because irma was placed in the plantation area,
of course, the place is deserted, because it must be far from the market or from the
village, But not an obstacle for irma must be placed in the area
plantation. For sure irma should be the best there, irma saw
daptar friends who together with one destination are dwi and ari. Apparently both a
this friend had a residence not far from the place
those.
That afternoon also irma looking for a friend who one group with him, apparently
this friend is different majors there are marketing techniques and adalagi who are majors
co-operative.
Before irma left for fieldwork practice, Irma visited
to the Awan house while handing over PR duties to the cloud brother given by the teacher
in school, this PR of all the subjects in the school, about
that amounted to about a hundred problems, the clouds felt restless with his lot
about that, because surely later irma is so difficult to do because in
the new place later, the rhythm is required to work like an employee, already
must be tired and the time is solid, so the cloud asked about it to be in
work by the clouds and not brought to the place pkl.
Saturday afternoon the following week irma left for the place
location, Kak Awan escorted irma to the address of residence dwi. On the spot
this dwi is the living irma, Arriving irma and cloud brother arrived at the dual residence, the,
we were also welcomed by our parents. Dwi parents are very good
against us, they had an effort to make noodles and tofu.
After the cloud spoke to the dual parents that the cloud
leave the irma here so that the irma is noticed and guarded
cloudy brother who used to take care of him and away from his parents.
Cloud sister's message to Irma Agar
irma take good care of themselves in the village of people, This is conveyed to people
old dwi apparently in good response and they are willing to keep irma with
good as they take care of their own children.After that cloud brother
immediately say goodbye home, Brother cloud felt sad to separate the distance
so long with irma.But this should be possible because we are thinking about the future
what Irma had to live, Only this time did Irma and Awan part, Feeling sad
which is so very indeed felt both, so difficult this happens
but this is the reality that must be taken.
Within three months irma completed the task as a student of the palm oil company PKL, irma and
friends are very happy to work at the place where the employees
we were well guided from the beginning to the end
completed the tasks.So we did not find any significant obstacles
as long as there.
After we finished, we had a farewell between the parties
the school and the office, at night the three of us were PKL
in the office invited to attend a small ceremony
and our farewell event.
Farewell
something that sometimes makes someone have to go through something
life is very difficult, sometimes contrary to conscience
a person, this is felt by the current irma, after the irma has completed all
education in this place, irma faced with a life that makes
my heart is hard to live these very heartbreaking times.
Currently the reality that is not expected to occur when irma has a problem
personally, this problem that makes irma sometimes confused with the life of the
naturally, in a long-standing love relationship, it has even been so
the old who was pioneered from the beginning of the meeting, befriended until finally made
irma and the clouds love each other.
In each day irma felt so meaningful deep clouds
his life, what if in a day do not see the anxiety so whack and
feeling confused heart irma think of where and where the existence of the cloud.
Apparently this feeling is also experienced by clouds, clouds feel the same thing
as irma felt. This relationship is like a plate and a spoon where
both need each other.
Such is the beauty of the love they feel and keep for some
this year, it fills each other with sometimes lonely, helpful hearts that sometimes exist
in need of each other, when experiencing sadness, it must be comforting and
so forth.
In these good times it feels like there is no wish for a farewell
nor is there any problem what else is the wound in each of our hearts,
Towards the end of school, when
irma Holidays back home, in this language to the family, to the family,
irma has a very good friend in her life
the family asks how far the friendship has gone
this, the irma says that he considers irma more than a friend can
dikatan Awan is a patchwork of hearts irma very irma love and respect.
Apparently from the family irma seems less agreeable
in response to what Irma talked about about Irma's relationship status with
Cloud, karna frankly irma established this relationship more than a
guys, you can tell me boyfriend. I don't know why or what is the problem
Irma, that this relationship is actually less agreed upon, even family ever
telling irma to end all these relationships.Irma is so confused by
everyone feels like they don't know how the clouds mean to them
irma, and as they say, end the relationship, what is it that Irma is not
know.
Start off
that day, Irma looked gloomy at home, even though with this problem Irma did not
influenced not to help parents at home, Irma still resolves
house chores as usual, May sometimes without Irma noticing these tears
dripping on the cheeks nonstop.
New
a day at home, Irma felt so long his time passed, after work
at home finished, Irma immediately entered the room, in this room unceasingly
Irma cried thinking what if the Clouds knew that this relationship had to be in
stop, how painful the Clouds must be when all this has to happen.
Time runs from the days, after Irma returns again to the cost, such as
the Clouds come back to Irma like normal days, Irma did not
want to tell the problems that occur in the Irma family that prohibits relationships
this, but over time Irma was unable to keep everything.until the end
influential in our relationship to the next, when irma was with the cloud
sometimes Iirma a little daydreaming and thinking about the clouds that are on the side
his, irma sometimes smile but behind the smile irma actually stored
deep sadness because it is remembered with togetherness is not in blessing
by the family, Cloud actually began to be suspicious by behind this smile, Cloud
said,” deck why lately in the encounter we often cloud feel
irma was not as usual.yes it was like something was hidden from
brother’Sontak irma was so surprised by the question asked by
cloud, The deck answer asked the clouds again, Irma replied, nothing is good
hide from this relationship sis, adek just plain, replied irma back,Read more
no deck, I don't answer irma back.
Irma actually never lies let alone intentionally like
this, but this lie irma did not to hurt but vice versa
so that the clouds do not feel sadness as Iirma felt, but actually
yes whether this sad feeling is always irma keep it yourself until when
god, until when it's all over.
A few months later irma returned home and told me again
with the family about the relationship irma again to the family, but back irma
meet as yesterday –kemen too, irma said to end
his relationship with the clouds, Irma now ventured to ask his mother
why the relationship between Irma and Cloud is forbidden. My mother did not answer that question
Irma said, But Irma kept asking why.....
The next day her thing
this is Irma asking back because actually Irma is fretting with all this, before
this reason Irma knew.At last Mother said the reason is not
agreeing to Irma and Awan's relationship, it turns out that Sudam's mother has someone
who willed to be a candidate for Irma's life later, Hear the answer
Mother just now, this chest suddenly felt tight and unwitting these tears
turning back, this silent mouth could not say anything more to respond
all these. Mother told me about my future life companion, actually irma
already consider the young man who was talking about his mother as brother no more
from it.
That night irma could not sleep and irma
crying in the room alone, looks adek come to irma that night, brother
why is it that tonight brother does not sleep, even brother cried from last adek see
nya, irma replied that the friendship that irma intertwines with the cloud is not in blessing
by the family, even the mother has no other choice for decades.adek just said patiently
sis, sis,
The night passed but this feeling still disturbed, the longer the sadder, sad the heart irma live this life with in
feel alone, until finally irma is powerless with all this, One
night irma deliberately requested that Brother Awan pick her up at the boarding house, after night
the clouds brought irma to a place where we often made it a place to eat
together and the place where we both always told her about the beautiful
our love.
Brother Cloud felt astonished and could not believe that night was true irma
asked him to pick her up at the boarding house, because that night wasn't school holiday night.
Arriving at the tourist spot and we also look for a seat that we feel
safe, after a few minutes later we sat down with each other, we both got together
silent, somehow that night happened usually sometimes we scramble for
speaking of which, but indeed that night we seemed mute, until the end
cloud said” why dek irma asked cloud brother to tell me to pick up, what's the deck, what
adek irma has a problem or what, do not sit down deck, do not make sister confused
like this, please deck, please tell me why baby.
which we started from the cloud first, after the cloud asked it of
earlier irma was not able to answer the question, then irma grasped
irma's hand with involuntarily dripping tears on her cheek, grew
confuse the clouds that night with the treatment of irma that has never been in
do it and be sad.
In this natural sadness is difficult actually to convey
but there is no way all this should be left alone because the longer it gets
it hurts, finally that night irma expressed feelings again in
naturally, kak cloud sorryin adek irma yes, this is the beginning of irma starting
the talk. Sorry what the hell, the cloud cut off the irma talk, what an sorry deck
what, what dear.
brother cloud, adek in big problems related to our relationship, why
honey, asked cloud back honestly bang our relationship is not blessed by
irma's family and irma's family ask that our relationship ends, sak.
the emotional tone of the Clouds shouted, What is this deck that is right, dear, the cloud cut
irma talks again, Sister.
someone who will be made a friend irma later, a Cloud sepontan as added
annoyed and unknowingly cloud feet crying and hugging tightly the body of irma and
on his backrest this body on his shoulder, with the grip of our hands that so
until late that night, we sat together and cried
I don't know how many tears flow. It felt that night
it made us both into a night so painful and painful for each other
dekapan Irma said Kak Irma does not want to end all this, brother, Irma
love brother forever, he replied Cloud , Brother did not want if we have to
parting baby, it feels like brother died if this happens deck, I can't help it
.......can't afford the deck if we part.... The clouds wipe out the water
irma's eyes and invites Irma to go home, darling tomorrow again we think
this problem, Finally Awan drove Irma home to the boarding house.
Next night
at this time of grief each Cloud picks Irma back to
take Irma out to dinner, in this evening together not much to say
the cloud of the night only once heard the voice of Istigfar and said, O Allah
why this happens, why all this we have to face ya allh, why not
fair to us on the love we have nurtured to bloom like this, we do not
want this flower withered let alone die, god why this happens yes allah.
this is what destiny says, why is it so cruel and painful, the day is getting worse
late we finally wiped away the tears that were dripping on our cheeks, and finally the Clouds invited
go home with a sad heart and full of questions
why...why and why.Before returning Awan asked Irma Dek.
please answer honestly darling, honestly Adek more like it should be
choosing a darling, karna is actually only adek that can solve
this problem, replied the deck adek prefer brother or choose him, this question
actually heavy for Irma to answer but true said Awan indeed Irma must
choosing in this case must in fact this choice is very painful
our relationship, Irma's parents didn't want the brother how we should
continue, and Irma can't possibly disobey the will of the parents, sorry
brother Irma does not control all of this, Adek if such a good answer means adek
severing this relationship and choosing him over big brother, right
deck.......Means our relationship ends here deck.Hire brother with
adek Family....Why the hell did he take away our happiness, did they not
I want to let us be happy... Oh god where is your wisdom...........
The next day as usual irma school, but with feelings
which is different from the previous day, irma feels this makes her life
empty and meaningless, that morning irma usually saw the cloud already in
the gate or in the shop area with his busyness, but that morning was not
looks the figure of a man in a black jacket that Iirma had met one day, he said,
increased anxiety irma that night, when irma rest, irma hurry
heading to the store but not to shop but to see if the
the clouds came in the shop. Arriving at the store, Irma looked
cloud was daydreaming in his study holding a pen on his finger
not writing anything, Irma just saw it from afar and irma could not
approaching him with such a sad heart, after irma saw him then
irma also returned to class, that day irma felt the food was not good, all
activities are done but nothing makes this heart comfortable and happy.
The feeling that seemed to us became more and more painful until the end
the cloud-brother no longer encountered irma as usual, one day irma
get a letter from a cloud brother that he usually entrusts to adek
irma class, in the letter Kak cloud requested that irma continue
this relationship is like a time ago and in order that irma rejects the will
family, after irma finished reading a letter from irma then irma too
writing the reply letter, With the contents of the letter is irma apologized
to the cloud above all this time who has been through togetherness with him surely
there are words or mistakes that are so intentional or unintentional
irma did, after the contents of the letter irma wrote so long it arrived at
the last paragraph that was so sad and hurtful to both of us, with
lines of tears to drip into the paper part of the letter, the irma
decide that this relationship is ended, because irma also can not
if you have to refuse the will of the family, because whatever the family is
number one of the others, this must make irma hurt and painful
but Iirma accept and face this challenge, there is no way Irma not
obey the will of the parents who contributed so far, Irma does not want parents hurt, then After this letter irma send by adek
a class called sri keesoka day,
apparently you guys can not reply to the next letter back, finally on one
afternoon the clouds passed in front of the boarding house that in a few days the clouds were never seen
again, Irma sat under the leatherback tree that afternoon wearing a t-shirt
irma's fondness is gray and uses black pants, this dress
reminiscent of the time irma and cloud vow to start dating and
each other miss each other can also be called sohan, the cloud stops
his motorbike and approached irma and asked irma to get on his bike with
the tone is rather high, actually irma does not want to with a situation like this brother
cloud invites force irma and without saying goodbye to the father of kos, but finally irma
also obey the will of the cloud brother who asked him to ride on the motorbike
those.
After irma ascended to the motor cloud, the cloud passed from the hall
towards a noodle shop where we often sit and eat together, but different
the situation of our hearts as usual that we often joke and savour now
just a lot of silence and always go awry the two of us, and occasionally like us
this is confusion to the point that we got the warung officer who
asking what menu we ordered, we both fell silent regardless of it
because we were like people who were stressed at that time like they did not know much else
which we're gonna do. After the officer asked twice
we ordered the menu to our tribe as usual special chicken noodles and tomato juice
irma's favorite cloud and juice pokat.
After the order we ordered came, then irma took a spoon
and put it in a bowl of cloud and put soy sauce and a little sambal
because indeed the cloud does not like to be too spicy, this habit is always irma
do it at the time with irma and stir the arar tomato juice mixed with
sugar without using additional milk.After everything is finished irma do
the clouds did not eat or drink the juice, so irma began
the conversation first, “kak eat the noodles first later cold less
delicious, then the cloud answer “ deck at the moment everything is not good that
clouds feel from the incident yesterday, Until the clouds do not feel the sweetness of all sugar
it feels bitter to the deck brother.that's what you feel if you want to know, taste
hungry, my sister feels full even in these few days, brother
not eating, now eating adek, that cloud pinta to irma, yes kak answer
irma then irma take a spoon and start eating his noodles and occasionally
irma drink the juice must be the noodles in the bowl is not finished, irma
continue the conversation while picking up the noodles that were in the cloud bowl and
feed it, but the clouds refuse to eat, but irma always
coaxed him tirelessly and finally awaan ate irma said” kak
something you feel like that actually feels the same way
sis, even at night adek often can not sleep and often adek
daydreaming with the events that happen to us, must also continue to carry out
night prayer and always begging him to keep us in health and
you can do all this with a calm heart and patience
in living the very hard life we feel.
We stopped and did not continue eating because we did
in the past day and this juice was not as fresh as the juice we used to drink.
That night after a long time we sat in a noodle shop but our feelings
so sad because when the cloud sees irma that night
tears as well as the ima feel this cheek feels there is running water
so loud marked that we grieve each other.
The air that made the night colder, finally the cloud invited
irma to go home, finally irma was soon to go to the motor but a sense of heart
to get back to the boarding house, after the cloud foot was riding the motorbike we were riding on the road
towards the kos but when the intersection of the clouds turn direction and bring irma
to the place where we used to pledge to start this relationship in the tourist attractions
it is located not far from the place kos irma, once in the place of clouds
invite irma to sit in our usual place to sit, but tonight irma
refused and irma requested that irma be delivered to the cost, but cloud kak did not
agreeing to irma's request to go home irma then stood still, but
clouds like it are so sad but coupled with a sense of emotion and do not accept with
the problem that was being faced, the clouds pulled forcefully to irma to sit on
the usual place must be tonight already so night and it's not appropriate we still
here and the atmosphere of the tourist spot looks already deserted like night
usually because it was so night, finally ima was sitting on the spot
ordinary.
Brother Cloud cried that night and hugged this body tightly until so
the pain that irma felt and irma also tried to release the hug but
can not also until irma reminded that brother let go of irma that night,
remember brother istigfar dear don't we get too late in this problem, the problem
this heavy one, adek dear,”kak can not afford all this, brother can not
separate let alone far from the adek, the brother of their pedicab that makes our relationship so
like this, crushed the deck of my brother's heart to pieces, like this
brother wants to die on deck, brother no
able to live like this deck can not afford, finally the clouds release the embrace
slow down, and say back to the crazy deck..It could be crazy for you like this, then
irma wiped the tears that were still glistening on the cheeks of the cloud and then irma
unknowingly joking on the shoulder of the cloud and saying, “kak adek is also actually not
being able to separate from brother, but what about the decision that must be adequate
do it because adek must follow the will of the family, brother love in the heart
only belongs to the brother of a sampaikapun, this miss is still adek save to
misses you one, your name is engraved in this heart the most
inside and no one can remove it let alone to
eliminate it or forget it, sorry adek brother is powerless over
the will of the family, if you want to know the content of the heart adek at this time also adek feel
destroyed brother, dear adek,adek miss and adek imagine.
every night must now be separated and separated.But back again adek not
powerless and powerless.After we cried together and it felt these tears
it dried up by itself, finally the cloud agreed to this separation and
cloud agreed to break the relationship
it's tonight too, who's in the letter asking us to end this love deck,
here in this place we first pledge to start together and tonight in
watch our stars end this love affair dec.Feelings that night indeed
so much more painful must we agree but actually in this heart is not willing all
finally that night became the last night of the relationship irma and kak
cloud, before returning the cloud asked irma to close his eyes for a moment
irma closed her eyes apparently clouds kissed irma's forehead last time, deep
his last words that made irma's chest so crowded that night, cloud brother said”
my dear sister started this malm we split up and just think of it as our relationship
limited to a sister and an older brother in the future, then take care of yourself well
follow all the wills of the family and never think of your sister again
just our relationship yesterday did not exist, before irma responded to his back sister
the clouds just passed without invoking irma as usual, then
irma also followed him to the motorbike, this night is no longer in a trailer like last night.and then the cloud shuttle irma to the original boarding place.Irma said
before the clouds passed, brother
anyway irma remains dear and love sister forever, if at any time
god found us again, the rhythm is still the old Irma that always
misses you and can't forget you, if God made a soul mate
between us later irma wait for that time without getting bored with time.
At the
the next night Irma returned home again, without telling
to the Cloud as always, and at night without notice
the Clouds had apparently come to Irma's house, but unfortunately the Irma Family
less responding well to the intentions of the sincere Awan, the more sad the Night Cloud
awan felt that he could not continue this relationship because it was true already
know about the real problem.Awan upset to the family
Irma, and the Clouds were furious at the youth
irma's parents' choice was clear Irma had but the young man
continuing the relationship.With a disappointed and injured heart cloud brother came home
that night.
That night Irma could not sleep because he thought of something real new
what happened happened, all night Irma cried, this pillow wet good
the top and the bottom, but which is so sad again for irma,
when irma apologized for all these problems cloud brother apparently did not want to
forgive irma for the family's will, and the clouds apparently blame irma
because irma prefers family rules and is willing to end this relationship
, that's what makes irma that night was not also sharp, but before the morning irma
take the paper and write a letter back that just apologizes
back to all the decisions that irma took unilaterally against kak cloud, but
this letter is not irma entrusted to adek kos as usual but irma
planning to give it yourself.
The next day irma left for school
early in the morning and expect to meet with clouds on the road because usually clouds
waiting for his brother to the office, it turns out that the assumption is right right on the doorstep
enter the tour near the house kos irma, kak cloud pu passing, but the vehicle in
deliberately fast though usually when met irma on the road deliberately slow down,
but this morning everything was different, the vehicle was speeding and irma
trying to stop the motor but kak cloud no longer care when the letter
the irma holds is to its and the cloud only gives the isarat with
shaking his head.Irma's heart was indeed starting that morning so broken, destroyed
and very devastated, Seen the brother in his bonceng turned back to look
irma stood up by waving her hands and still clasped a letter in
her hands.
Starting that morning between Irma and the cloud is no longer intertwined
again, the two never met either on the road or
at school. Irma did not know where the cloud brother was after the meeting
last one on the road.
The next days there was no reunion, irma tried
asking the friends of the cloud, they replied no one knew
in fact they partly turned to ask irma that the cloud brother never
there is more both in the place of sports activities and the place of the course
computer where the cloud is not visible.
Before the final exams start, Irma comes to a teacher
raga, the teacher is a person who is considered as a family for
kak cloud family, “pak ..irma want to ask the father, here sir do you know
the existence of the cloud brother now sir, where or where sir, the Master
answer” irma..bapak do not know the existence of the Cloud where, even though the father is like family but true father.
no lie, no idea at all, thank you sir. Looks like Cloud went tan pa telling others or
indeed, the cloud forbids the closest people to not tell irma
if where exactly is it. Irma has even tried to ask
his cousin's sister also answered the same alias nil.
Irma's heart is no longer
feeling happy when with Brother Cloud, Sadness for sadness always irma
feel, how not every day irma leave and go home to school, walking
on the road that is always passed by both, and across the street there is a place
tourism, which is a tourist spot where irma and kak
clouds always spend their free time after carrying out activities
routine each – each, Sometimes without irma realize dripping these tears on the cheeks
every day, what else when night comes, this heart is so quiet and feel
if this chest feels tight but do not know the aba drugs that can
to cure it, this taste often arises and appears as it pleases.
One night irma had prepared which textbooks
soon will face the final test which on this test determines
the success of a person finished from the school or not.That night
Irma tried to read which book in the book Iirma made
the important signs by using color stabilo, this irma do
in order to make it easier to memorize lessons that roughly come out at the time
exams later.
In some sheets irma read the book, irma stop for a moment because
what is in the mind of irma is no longer remembered for the writings that
marked with a highlighter but the memory goes to the cloud which is usually on the
late at night next kos irma.Irma no longer concentrate in learning and
always think about the cloud
disappeared without messages and news.
Irma tries to eliminate
the feeling that is haunting him, the most right by singing
with a friend in front of the room, we were entertained at that moment we laughed
with friends at the boarding house, it was really funny because we sang in the accompaniment
with music using spoons, plates, buckets and so on. But after
two songs and now is the third song, a song called
the love story at school, only two verses of the song were sung, irma
leaving friends and directly entering the room, Irma could not continue
the song, because it was a daily irma before in school, often sang
the song was in the afternoon with the clouds.
Upon arriving at the irma in the room, the irma could not shed any more tears,
“in heart irma asked sis...where are you ...?why did my sister leave
without telling me the message or news...Irma knows Irma's brother is wrong in the
our love relationship, but Irma please, understand brother with position irma
right now, Irma will face the test but big brother is not the least bit of a given
attention and passion to face irma, then irma in big problems
it's in our love relationship, but brother doesn't care anymore, and with
intentionally let sister irma face this problem by herself without like
usually whatever the problem irma always help you face, this brother is how you
make this heart grow broken to pieces.
Demi-question questions always arise in this heart but there are none
anyone who answers this question in their heart knows no more
irma had to ask what else, this sadness continued until finally irma
facing exam.
At the time of the first exam Irma came earlier than
friends at the boarding house, and on that morning irma went to school alone did not
as the bias approached friends and adek kosnya.Irma walk to school
with great zeal that morning, inwardly hoping that the clouds would wait for him
at the front gate of the school with a smile and congratulations on taking the test,
by rushing irma step by step.The arrival of irma in front
the turnstile turns out there are no clouds there, on the door padar only visible sir
the new security guard sat in his room while accompanied by a cup of coffee
info.assalamualaikum ...Irma starts a greeting to the security guard, yes replied the security guard
waalaikum salam irma, your tumben came first this morning and there are no friends
lai who came, what is irma, Irma replied by covering the taste that is in
his heart, yes the spirit of the sir wants a test afraid of being late, ooo good students
example of the security guard, yes thank you answer irma while passing from the post
the security guard, with a heart that was bitter that morning irma headed for the classroom and still
hope that kak Awan there is real with a heart empty irma feel back
because there's nobody there.
After arriving in class irma put bags and exam boards in class,
then irma to the canteen near the classroom, after arriving
in the canteen irma order food in the form of lontong and pastel cakes are usual irma
mix in the bowl after the food is served, the water does not become
eating it, somehow the feeling of hunger at first felt now gone and
in the slightest do not want to eat the food of the order.Irma back
daydreaming remembered the figure of a man in a black jacket that he had met the other day
approaching a friend of a friend in a newly arrived class he is udin, a
such a good friend and concerned with irma, irma sat beside udin and
asking why my heart is this sick in the face of this ordeal, in one
the irma side has to choose and din the other side because this problem is a fixed person
I love now no longer a little care even to this day irma no
know where, udin why ya irma can not forget it even longer
this feeling is getting more excruciating and hoping he comes back here like
udin responded by answering in a tone like his udin also felt the sadness of this friend, udin,
“irma for a while try irma eliminate the sadness first yes, stop
irma we are facing the final test, where this is our determination ahead
irma, so please the spirit of learning remains yes, have not finished udin respond, please,
irma said “din seems like irma just accepts with everything that will happen
in the future, which is clear at this time irma can not concentrate even this heart
also no longer able to calm down like before, Udin why evil cloud brother yes
leave irma in this slump.What in the least does he not remember
how irma needed his presence.Then udin continued his talk
when irma was silent for a moment,”irma tried to think adults do not be too late in
sadness, however the test is important of everything, irma must understand it,
yes yes, frankly last night Irma could not study seriously
just a quick look at the reading but hopefully we avoid difficulties, he said,
aamin answered udin, later irma if there is a difficult problem and irma can not answer
just give code later udin help if you can, yes thanks udin above
his attention, after that there was a siren at school, then
the children rushed out of the classroom to line up in front of their respective classes
in advance.
After that day during the school exam, the kids came home early
and irma was so, that afternoon irma was invited to study together at the boarding house udin. With
accompanied by two good friends, when he arrived at kos udin irma directly
helping with homework such as sweeping and washing dishes, udin prohibits irma
do all this but irma does not pay attention to it, because in fact
this habit irma do anywhere what if irma visit on the spot
friends or family.
After Irma finished doing the work, Udin served water
drink some warm tea and a plate of bread for us to enjoy together. In the moment
we enjoyed the bread and then another friend without him noticing
this celebration is sad again, apparently he told irma about the night
last irma with cloud brother that night, udin friend said that night brother
the cloud stayed at the boarding house and until the next day did not go home
her, with a curious heart then irma also felt disbelief with the
said his friend udin, then irma asked udin, did all this really
the story, really mah.why don't you tell me din. irma asked back, I.
actually do not want to menambag sadness irma ma, then from that I do not tell, I do not tell,
but because this afternoon irma already know yes I tell you back.
Udin started the story that afternoon, like irma, that night towards the middle
at night, the cloud came and knocked on the door of this room, after udin opened the door
so surprised to see the cloud was crying and leaning on the door, finally
udin allowed the cloud to enter the cost, that night ma, brother cloud story
all the plight that you both experienced, actually brother cloud is not willing
parting with irma, however irma still chose to part with the clouds
apparently, that night there was no ceasing to smoke cloud ma, until – to see
the condition of the cloud leg like a person who was again in so much pain, seemed to be really
devastated and like a desperate man, Udin made tea that night
but not in the drink and the udin bargain to eat also the cloud will not, then
after a late night udin also gave him a pillow to allow the clouds to sleep
,but all the cloud brethren resisted that night, cloud brethren until morning did not sleep and
still crying while smoking ma.Udin was not able to sleep that night either
because seeing the brother could not be silent in his cries, Not a little that night
udin pays attention to the cloud by advising him from the night
until early morning, but cloud only occasionally shook
his head is like not responding to what udin said.
The next day Udin left for school but the clouds were still in his boarding house, and
The cloud said udin just leave school yes, later brother cloud home by himself yes.
Good cloud brother that morning udin also made tea for cloud brother but it turns out
not in the drink too, from that morning ma to this day udin did not know in
where are the clouds.
GOODBYE
We were together two years
It felt like a month
Yeah, looks like it was the day after tomorrow
We feel the beauty of time together
Early in the morning
once we've left
So that we are both
not too late
At the school gate
we wait for each other
Wait around
to meet each other/
We
greet each other
With
this smile makes my heart happy
Ah ....but now
It's all a dream
Everything becomes a memory
Which makes this heart sad
When everything comes to memory
Dear....
it is a law of nature
Exists
let's have a farewell
Actually
this heart is not willing...
why this farewell
so quickly.
I'm powerless
I resigned
We should be able to
accept reality
Rest assured yourself
dear....
After this farewell
there must be a reunion
Dear........
On this sad day
I wanted to say
Goodbye
May we still be in
give it a chance and meet again.
