The Wind I Throw Love

The Wind I Throw Love
Episode 37. rain in the twilight


Flowers are not always blooming, the wind is not always blowing strong, so also my body that is not always healthy must always be taken care of and take care of.


now I feel my body like a withered jasmine in the garden, weakly helpless.


that afternoon I tried to check the doctor who was not far from my house, after being examined and I was given medicine.


when I got home I didn't wait much longer,


I take a glass of water to take my medicine.


the medicine is so big and only this time I will swallow a drug this big .


I'll get a yellow one first...


I tried by downing it with water at the same time....


apparently the water I drink is swallowed but the medicine jumps out...


hah...how is this.I Ndak can swallow it.


said my dad used 🍌 bananas..


"Loe....Lo..why"


there's medicine downstairs....


anu..anu.


I can't call him sir...


" he. he, uh,..


find a banana to cook and then soft


the medicine is put in a new banana in swallow


let's try.I also look for bananas in the kitchen.


after the banana gets....


I try to do as my father taught me.


I followed step by step.


when I swallow....


what's going on.......?


the result is also nil....


the banana gently swallowed and the medicine came out again.


I thought for a moment how....


Hem..in the grind just make it comfortable.


Hem....


let's just say people are like children.


I take two spoons and grind them.


after that, give water and stir..


tara's......


continue drinking...


bismillah.....


emmmmmmm.


immediately I quickly downed the white water one glass.


a week passed, after the drugs I consumed but the drugs ran out but there was no reaction to my health...


it's still morning blind my phone rings.


it's not usually this early that there's been an incoming call.


I saw the cloud number calling me, what the hell's wrong..


"allo...."


"assalamualaikum...!"


it's been three nights since you couldn't sleep on deck


just think Adek, please,


eating is not good deck, either,


honestly deck please tell Brother ..


what's with Adek over there....?


"i tried to answer honestly"


"greetings waalaikum"


bang.....


actually Ade's been sick this week.


already medicated anyway..


but it has not healed


Don't worry too much ..


Adek is not papa.


talks continue....


"what Adek said....."


"don't worry....."


Hem...


no..no. can not deck, this is Abang deck.


what's up there Adek, Abang feels deck, feels.


please ...


okey.....


Brother will invite Adek to seek treatment huh...?


I'm trying to respond to him.


thanks for the attention...


don't pick it up..


tomorrow I can check for myself..


Brother don't worry too much


Adek ga papa


just pray Ade's okay yeah bang,...


yes deck, replied the cloud as he ended his conversation.


two days later...


I deliberately checked with a different doctor..


the weather looks cloudy this afternoon


but it did not change my intention to seek treatment


I don't want this disease to torture me...


patience is patient I live.but must still try....


I got in the car with my brother, it just so happens that our direction is the same..


it's just that our goals are different....


an hour later, I was at the doctor's office I was going to...


"daddy.I just stop here yeah"


I just check..


Thank God there are not so many people queuing up,..


"iya mbk., but I'm long after, it's done my business"


yes no papa....


just wait here, yeah...


when your business is done you pick up again,


"okay mbk me ...."


I got out of the car too..


and we split up while here.


in front of the clinic...


please enter de....


there's something I can help you with...


said the clinic officer.


ja.


I want a health check..


okay, let's sign up first


after I got and got the card, I was directed to the waiting chair.


I sat in the waiting chair with another patient, waiting for his name to be called.


after the completion of the examination, consultation and administration of drugs sign is all completed.


up to the waiting room again I saw the rain coming out so speckled...


I hurried back to the room,


five minutes later, it was raining.


I saw a lot of people who turned their bikes stop in front of the clinic.


suddenly my chest skipped a beat, not knowing what it was....


I coughed and came out of that room....


I didn't know anyone was outside


there was a voice coming from the crowd of people in the shade....


"grandfather..,.Irma...."


as the saying goes, the shoots in love ulampun arrive...


I saw her, though,


he was the cloud.


the clouds came straight to me.


and go inside and sit with me.


the clouds just kept not tired of seeing my face, once he shook his head I don't know what he meant.


after a long conversation about my illness.time passed long enough but pick me up I have not yet arrived.


the cloud switched positions taking me to sit in the long-seat registration room.


it just happened that it was raining so no patients came.


without a sense of hesitation to me..


the clouds laid my body on the long chair.


her thighs as a sleeping pillow of my head..


the clouds rubbed my head hear me occasionally smile...


I don't know what I did or said at dusk...


apparently I fell asleep in his lap...


I woke up because I felt a tear drop on my cheek falling from his eye ..


I saw the clouds crying...