The Way Love's
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Such a bright morning could not make Sya be herself as she always was. That morning, Sya sat alone in the back garden. With a small blanket wrapped around his body.

He couldn't sleep last night. He thought about what happened at the party last night. Ever since she came out in the dress given by Lufas.

Everyone looked in amazement. It's just, it's not the name Sya they're calling. It was Nita they called. That's quite disturbing. What's more, Lufas' expression. It was obvious that he looked at Nita. Not Sya.

"Miss. Come in, it's still very cold."

"No. I want to be here. You go."

"But you're waiting in the room."

Sya. "Do you think I'm Nita?"

The waiter was silent. He bowed his head more and more because of a question asked by Sya.

"Are we so similar that we are indistinguishable?"

"Sorry, Miss."

"Go away. I want to be alone."

"Good, Miss."

The servant went from before him. She hugged herself. I don't know why he felt so hurt. There was a sense of annoyance as well because it was similar to someone. Which even Sya herself did not know him.

His phone was ringing hard. He stared at the screen with a flat face. Eri's name is on there. Usually Sya is so excited, but this time Sya raised the phone lazily.

"Hello, Yes. How are you?" Ask Eri.

"I'm good. You alone?"

"I'm very good. I called you because there was something else."

"What?"

"You know. Your brother Ruka proposed to me."

I smiled a little. Turns out Ruka really did. It made her calm a little.

"Do you know what he gave me to propose?"

"What did he give you?" Ask Him later.

"He gave me a car."

"Goodoo. I hope you and Brother are happy."

This time I felt something was wrong. Usually it gets bigger than him. Now, Sya immediately prayed for him. Even without the usual jokes.

"Is there a problem there?"

She actually wanted to tell a story, but because Eri was happy. He chose silence.

"I'm fine. Just not feeling well. It's a long time ago, I'd like to rest again."

"You're lying" said Eri.

"What am I lying about. It was yes. Good morning." Good morning."

Without waiting for Eri's answer. She closed her phone. He put the phone next to his right.

He thought back to himself. He is similar to others. Why should it be similar? She kept thinking about it.

"You can get cold" Lufas said, giving a blanket to Sya.

He did not answer a word.

"I've been waiting for you since. Why don't you come and sit in this cold place."

He was still silent and staring blankly.

Lufas knows that she wasn't happy last night. Almost everyone in the party called her Nita. It certainly disturbs the heart.

Without a word Lufas sat down beside Sya. He slowly held onto the hand of Sya who was so cold.

"I'm sorry" said Lufas.

This time I reacted. He said, "Are you satisfied with making me Nita. You're a huge success. Everyone calls me Nita."

"It's not so. I didn't mean to..."

"You can't escape Nita's shadow. Until you forced me to be him. I'm hurt."

He stood up and left Lufas alone. It made Lufas really feel guilty. In fact, Lufas tried to figure out a way for Sya to smile again.

Initially, Lufas did intend to make Sya become like Nita. Starting from the style of his clothes and all his hobbies, now Lufas feel wrong. He should not force what he wants on others.

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When the feeling of desolation enveloped Sya. A message came in. The message Anna sent. With a faint smile, she opened the message. He had a really good friend this time.

'How was your party last night?'

Without hesitation, I replied to that message. He asked to meet in a normal place. He wants to give his complaint. At the very least, I will feel calmer after that.

Anna also accepted the offer with pleasure. Anna asks Sya to pick her up. Although she refused, Anna insisted. That made him have to give up.

Both hands opened the wardrobe. There are a lot of clothes that I have never worn before. Almost all dress, no pants.

Eventually Sya's choice fell on a gray dress with long sleeves. The dress was plain, so Sya chose it. After you have finished choosing your clothes and get ready. Sya took a white handbag, not forgetting the white high heels as well.

Sya went down and saw Anna sitting with Luphas in the living room. I don't know what they're talking about, but it looks so serious.

"Have you come?" Sya's question broke that seriousness.

Luphas turned his head and saw Sya smiling at Anna. Lufas showed an unsports face.

"Yes. I've been waiting for you since, but your husband didn't call you."

"Leave it. Let's go" said Sya.

"Come on."

Luphas held Sya's hand. She turned her head and looked displeasedly at Lufas.

"What's? Didn't I just go out with my friend. I won't embarrass you, I'll still be the Nita of your dreams in this house."

"It's not so. She is not a good woman" Lufas said.

"You only met him a few times. So don't expect me to believe you. Release."

Gruffly Sya let go of Lufas' handrails. He walked towards Anna who was already waiting outside the house.

Lufas kicked the chair in front of him. He was upset about making Sya so changed. His intention last night was to introduce Sya to his friends and colleagues, but everyone thought Lufas was back to find Nita. Nita is dead.

Sya holds her own head and occasionally massages it. It's obvious that I feel like I'm fucked.

"What's wrong with you? Are you sick?" Ask Anna.

"No. I just feel a little dizzy in my head."

Anna nodded. He only occasionally looked towards Sya.

"Are you having trouble with Lufas?"

"No. I just feel tired."

"I knew. You're tired from last night's party for sure" Anna said with a small laugh.

"You're right."

"Oh yeah. Have you ever been here before?" Anna asked back.

Sya shakes. "What's wrong?"

"I seem to have seen you before. Your hair was blonde at the time."

Nita's. I remember that woman again. Anger filled his heart.

"Do you know that woman?" Finally, I was hooked too.

"No. I've only met him a few times."

Sya nodded.

"So he's not you?" Ask Anna back.

"He's my husband's first wife."

Anna smiled this time.

"You must be twins and love the same man. You should be happy because you won instead of your twin."

"He's not my twin. I didn't win because I was just the woman's replacement. Never mind, I don't want to talk about it anymore."

Anna nodded her head. He refocused on the steering wheel. Although there are many questions that he wants to ask Sya.

Even so Anna did not want to make Sya hurt and hurt. So, he chose to pare all those questions. He'll ask Sya again later. When she calmed down.

If only I knew the truth. What's he gonna do? What will remain the beloved Shaykh of Lufas. Or the surrogate woman for Lufas.

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