
The day passed quickly. He was getting used to what he was doing. Although still a sense of boredom present when he was at home.
Arda is in the office more often. He only gives the news a few times a day. That is if when he is really in a state of not busy.
Like today. She was ready for her meal. She accidentally came to Arda's office because for almost a week they didn't eat together.
The sloping news is indeed not related to Sya and Arda. It's just that if it continues like this they can feel equally bored. There is no routine communication. What else is an intimate and romantic encounter.
"Sorry, Mom. Mr. Arda is having a meeting."
"Then I will wait here" said Sya resignedly.
He sat on a bench available in the lobby. Sometimes he looks at the phone to check messages and also the clock. Time went on, almost an hour Arda waited.
Tired up? clearly he felt. What else is the employee in the house is so professional that they are reluctant to say hello to him. Until someone comes in and sees his behavior.
"Yes."
Shayt raised his head. It was like he got a fresh breeze when someone greeted him.
"Why are you here? did Arda tell you to?"
"No. The receptionist said there was a meeting. I don't want to bother him."
"really?"
"Yes, Brother. What's the matter here?" ask Ruka.
Ruka did not answer that question. "If you want to meet her, you can come with me right away."
At first, I looked excited and stood up. Until he realized that the food he was carrying was cold. If that's how she can eat with Arda.
"What else is it?" ask Ruka.
"I'll just go home, brother. Excuse me," said Sya with a disappointed face out of the office.
Ruka just looked pityfully at Sya. He saw that Sya's love for Arda was not a figment. Now Arda's busyness has defeated everything. He chose to be with his work and ignored his wife.
***
Many files are still stacked in front of Arda. One by one he took and signed. Unconscious if anyone enters the room.
"It's just right that your wife chooses to leave. You love these papers more."
Arda's hand stopped on the paper. He looked at Ruka who was sitting with a book in her hand. Seeing nothing important Arda back to doing his activities.
"You're so stubborn." This time Ruka's tone of voice was so loud.
"What do you mean come and get angry?"
"Aren't you aware of what you've done? your wife left with a disappointed face from this office."
Arda laughs. He thought that Ruka was lying to him right now. Even so, he continues to do his job.
"I know this is your dream Arda. It's just that your wife needs you too."
"That's it. I don't have much time to joke. What's the reason you're here?"
"Nothing." Ruka's face looked very upset.
He exited Arda's study and chose to return to his office. Ruka's heartache was felt when she saw Sya's injured face. He felt that if Sya needed him, more when she needed Arda.
***
The wet hair he left. His eyes stared blankly, his mind also drifting far away somewhere. The wonderful time that I am waiting for is gone. Her husband won't be back like he used to be.
The door sounds open. He remained silent and did not look. He knew who had entered the room. Arda. Who else could enter the room but him.
"It's late at night. Why don't you dry your hair?"
There's no answer. She was still silent with the towel she was wearing. As Arda walked closer and intended to help dry the hair. He stood up and left the room.
The next room is an empty guest room. I go in and turn on the lights. He's got a change of clothes in there. After changing clothes. He went straight into the blanket. To warm his body.
Tests, tests, tests. His tears began to roll gently on his face. He could not hold back those tears for too long. He felt that he had been treated by Arda.
"If only I had not loved him" she wrote in silence.
Arda just stared at his behavior. There is no intention to approach and persuade Him. As Arda knows, when a woman is angry she just wants to be alone and does not want to be disturbed.
"Sir, does the side dish warm?"
Arda looked up and looked at the waiter. It was not usual for a servant to ask him that.
"Since morning, Miss Sya cooked for you. Even this afternoon came to your office."
Deg. Arda knows what he's done. What Ruka said was right. He was not joking when he met her.
"You just eat the food" said Arda.
"Good."
Arda looked back at Sya who was now under the blanket. Whether you are asleep or not. Right now, Arda was feeling extremely guilty. Just don't know what to do.
The impulse in Arda's heart made him enter and draw near to Sya. He pulled out the blanket that I used.
The pillow was wet. Not because of wet hair, but tears that keep dripping. Sya and Arda's eyes met, slowly Sya got up and sat down.
"Sorry" said Arda.
"No need to apologize. I'm wrong in this. I'm hoping for too much time on a busy guy like you."
"Yes." Call Arda.
"If you feel happy with your job. Just work and don't think about anything else."
"What do you mean, Shay?"
I looked at Arda. "We better split up. So, I won't bother you anymore."
"What did you say? l loved you. I promised I wouldn't leave you."
"Forget all those promises. It's free for you to promise me that you can't finally keep it. I have a husband, but I'm always alone. How different is it from a widow."
Sya's words were so smacking for Arda. Now he realized that he had abandoned his wife who was so in love with him. The disappointment made him decide to split up.
"Give me a chance, please."
"I want to rest on my own. You better get some sleep, don't you have to go to the office tomorrow."
Arda came out of Sya's room speechless. He could not go back to denying what he said. These days he is so busy that he forgets everything.
Arda's hand was injured for hitting an innocent wall. He was upset with himself. He felt that he had made her so hurt.
"I'm sorry, Shay" said Arda between nights.
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