The Power of the Female Heart
night phone

the day we went through was not like the first time we got married now far in the say romantic .

I sometimes miss her jokes, her pet, her love and affection.

I realized that now I am no longer the one I used to be my body my appearance may not be as attractive as it used to feel I want to scream and express my heart .

" hi. ........iii this is me, I you used to pamper you dear, this is me who is the same as before why and what is with you my husband ".

the question in my heart is getting heavier every day , today for example Reza came home late to late at night by phone he said meeting .

but cook yes meeting until this late now there is a sense of wastiness in my heart when he came home tired, weak helpless.

he went home directly lying on the middle sofa .

"what gold do I want to get you to eat or what do you need ".

"no I ate earlier I'm tired I want to rest, this is all I haven't had time to pray Isya' earlier ".

the answer was like a signal that he no longer needed me anymore , even though my stomach was sick rumbling had not eaten waiting for him to come home but it turns out he had eaten outside .

excuse me to go to the dining room and I take my rice and side dishes to eat by myself with heartache .

without me accidentally my spoon fell .

"clinging ............Ng "'s ".

the sound of the spoon made Reza wake up and noticed me he came straight to me and asked me .

"Lo you ate indeed earlier you did not eat waiting for me yes ".

he asked by rubbing my hair .

"the next time you don't have to wait for me to come home, just eat pity our child if you want breast milk but his ASI did not come out due to hunger ".

I turned my head up and saw Reza standing behind me .

then he sat down next to me enjoying a snack of fried beans at the dinner table.

the way he looked at me was like a lot of bearing burdens .

"pardon me yes earlier ...."

not finished talking arrived there was a phone saw that I was very angry but I just let it go.

I just keep eating, I hear every once in a while Reza calls her Nia on the phone .

I pura cuek even though in my heart it hurts so much .

sometimes I ask my destiny

"whether this marriage is a journey I am not my port whether my relationship with mas Reza should run aground now, then what about our son how his fate will be ".

I passed by and entered my room to calm my heart, if only you were still living with my parents maybe they knew of this incident .

we did start living independently 2 months this we contracted in the village next door, independent living may indeed be better than my parents know my situation now they even become a burden of mind .

my household trip all I leave to God alone let us live, in my heart I reiterate that all on earth will not be eternal .

love, love, loyalty and even marriage .

I'm not mature enough yet but I know what to do now .

I tried to calm myself down and I tried to be normal with Reza mas, I do not know the truth of the incident .

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