
After we were ready to improve ourselves now me and Andre rushed up the bike intending to go for a long walk, on top of this hand bike tightly coiled on Andre's waist.
I don't know what is in Andre's mind at this time, why he took me for a walk to a new place again, a place that we had never visited when we were both together, the area was not so far from the lake Toba, the location of the city,new memories again appear when going to part with Andre.
Andre and I were sitting on a high hill enjoying the sun that was almost sinking, orange sun shining on our faces, these tears became glittering as I stared blankly at Andre's sad face,slowly Andre fingers grabbed my head to lean on Andre's right shoulder.Jemari Andre slowly swept tears that had descended on my cheek.
"Kok crying?, we go for a walk you know, look it baby" said Andre pointed to the trees that lined up in front of the two of us.
I just kept quiet with a nod of the head in response to the words of Andre, currently alone with you Andre but why does this heart feel empty?, this chest also feels tight to hold the awkwardness in the heart.
"Honey promise me, when we part later you have to take care of yourself, do not drink constantly" said Andre staring softly with teary eyes.
"Don't say goodbye while we're both here" I replied without seeing Andre's two beautiful eyeballs.
"Sorry dear, but you don't cry and keep your eyes swollen" Ledek Andre stroked this cheek at a glance.
Andre's fingers crept on both of my cheeks, looking at my eyes that returned the gaze of Andre.Oh God please do not end this day, I beg you not to pass too soon today.
"Beautifful, you always stay in my heart, how I want to forget this beautiful face" Andre said with a glance.
"You also don't know how I can forget a face that looks like a gunawan shahrul" said me with a smile even though forced.
"Then get on my ear, you're right"
Andre said as he licked my cheek.
How soft the palms of Andre touching this cheek make my heart comfortable, soft lips Andre touch and mengumpum my lips with warm messradan.I do not want this beautiful moment to end God.
It was getting dark and Andre joined hands to the parking lot of the motorbike, after which the motorbike walked to the city of P.S we went straight into the room after arriving,the trip was only half an hour from the city to the tourism place we visited earlier.
Until eight o'clock in the evening we were constantly kissing, aging without having the usual relationship, because this moment we will not be dirty with lust only.
It was time for him to go back and pursue his family's dream, Yes our love was sacrificed, we sacrificed love for the welfare of the family Andre, is sick...!!
this feels painful...!!.
Then I drove him to the big bus terminal, man,
our tears broke on my motorcycle, he couldn't leave, he stopped the bike in a quiet place.
"Brakkk"Andre punched a tree near the deserted street.
"Why, why is it like this" said Andre who was ready to hit the tree grabbed and hugged me tightly.
"Honey sincerely, Pay me, Yes sincerely, at this time we have to be sincere"My words repeated.
"Darling May Mayku, bad luck.hiks hiks" Andre said in tears.
"Darling let's parade down" I tried hard.
Finally I drove him to the terminal, andre got off the bike.
"Dear May Mayku believe that if we are a mate, God will give way" said Andre kissed my forehead and aunt at a glance, no matter what others see.
"Yes dear Pay Payku, I will wait for that time, we parted not to not see each other again, I'm the reason"I tried hard.
We are not ashamed to kiss her again, neither is the last kiss from her nor from me.
"Good bye May May my dear, I love u so much, I will always miss you dear" said Andre already sobbing.
"Good bye Payku, I love u to,very very so much, I'll always miss you"I'll cry too.
Hugs I let go I pushed him into the big bus car, hurry up the driver take him, I can no longer think I
I also turned on my motorbike to see him from the window crying in the car, I knew quickly I was leaving afraid he would hit me again.
Yes finally I stayed him, then my tears did not dry dry, a flood of tears soaked these two cheeks, then I stopped the donkey buy liquor let's not stress and go home.
Up into the index I went straight into the room, all on my own high work.
"Gluk gluc gluk" one shot this bottle my mind is empty drinking this liquor.
"Gluk Glucose" And then I drank again in great frustration.
"Yyahoo...!!!!" I'm trakin' in this room, man,
dying would be better to die if I were selfish. "Began !!" the glass I put on the floor, I haven't had a drink since Andre, so I get drunk fast.
With a long stretch I took the broken glass, my feet bleed no longer stepping on the glass shard.
"Traas.sraat srat" The glass shard scratched my hand, I hurt my own hand, broke my heart repeatedly, this time I could not resist this ordeal, this heart wound parted with Andre.
O Allah of my affliction why tubi come, Blood continues to flow in the vein of my right hand, until dark my gaze.
"Tok tok tok tok"
"Yun open the door, I just came home and heard you yell, quickly open what are you doing?"Tukas Celsi was worried.
Because there is no answer in this room Koko Celsi broke down the door of the room.
"Gubraakk" The bedroom door finally opened wide, they became worried about seeing me who was frustrated.
"Aih Yun, this is a lot of demons yes, all night Dina drank baygon, now Yinita sliced hands, you quickly turn on our car to the hospital keknya wound deep" said Celsi on his cocoon.
"Ah crazy your friend Honey, Ok hurry let me drive"Reply Koko Celsi walked towards the car.
The Chinese man's car took me to the nearest hospital, walking down the street to the front of the hospital.
"This suicide attempt, I can also smell the mouth of a drink, there is aja" said Sister Iirih.
I woke up drunk and saw my hand bandaged with five stitches.
"Thankfully you were taken quickly, if you don't pass Yun, you have a lot of blood coming out" said Celsi worriedly.
"Thank you Cel, I'm afraid maybe because I'm drunk" I replied in a weak voice.
"Will not drink because of what?, surely the prospective doctor is not,Yun your life is still long, there is still waiting for you a man in the future".Reply Celis.
"Hikss hikss hikss.sorry Cel"I cried my heart out.
"When we take you home, I help clean the glass glass shard in your room, your feet also get broken by the road glass slowly" Celsi said, sending me out of the hospital.
"The administration's Cel I haven't paid yet"I'm saying hetan.
"Ahk later it has been taken care of koko me, later it will be" replied Celsi.
Then Celsi and his cock delivered me to a sniff, he also helped me clean the glass shards from my room, it was seen that Dina just came home from work surprised.
"What's up, you're scraping around in sister's room?"Tanya Dina entered my room.
"Well like you're Din, that's why you've been drinking baygon, this is slicing your hands, hemm. your weak" Kawab Celsi.
"Huh Brother Yun, get crazy you brother so how are the Pants?" Said Dina watching my right hand bandaged.
"Sutured it's five stitches, it's okay don't forget to take your medicine Yun" said Celsi.
Celsipun pamit left because he wanted to learn the same kokonya, while Dina waited for me in the room afraid he I was reckless again and make strange again.
"So your brother's separated?"Tanya Dina was curious.
"Already, I must be sincere deck, when the mind cries out"My servant gulps bitterly.
"Patience to our brother here brother supports my brother" said Dina.
"Yes, my deck is calm" I said again.
I covered this turmoil the chest of things had been destroyed times I guess this day.
"Try kak slaughtered work tomorrow focus on finding money brother, let kak move on" said Dina.
"Yes, what a deck, I tried"I said again.
"I work first, sister, can my own brother, if I go home we just watch" said Dina.
"Yes the deck go to work 'cause I don't you don't work" I said.
Dina was resigned to work because it was time to recite rezeky, while I lay here contemplating my fate.
I think he's reached may Andre be happy with his dream, the dream of Andre's family, maybe he's not my soul mate.
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The next day I began to rise, I will work and work to collect the coffers of money.
My social media I keep a lot of inboxes, from pranksters, awkward hustle, I don't care, but there's one guy I'm meeting.
His name is Tino he wants to be friends just to treat my heart injury, I'm going to invite Dina this afternoon to meet him.
"Sister Yun, I'll be with you, let's not stress anymore" said Dina.
"Yes deck, he said he was on the field hanging out"I replied.
My motorcycle sped towards the field quickly, I saw a man waiting at the appointment.
"Hi, are you sister Yunita?, the same beauty as her FB photo"Tukas Tino.
"Yes I'm Yunita, this is my friend Dina we sit Yes".I answered directly on the chair.
"Yes sit down, this is for you I provide".Answer Tino.
"Sister Yun she's sweet" Whispered Dina.
"Huss, here's a friend, he has a girlfriend" I said again.
"Eh order a drink Brother Yun, Dina too" said Tino.
"Heem calls Dina, the year Brapa was born?"Dina.
"Haha yes brother, I'm sorry I was a grown-up in the '90s I'm brother e"Jawab Tino.
"Well, I'm young again" said Dina Sumringah.
"I admire you Brother Yun, but this new DFB, why is his status upset?"Tino.
"So bad, just let it go"Jawabku.
"Kirain inexplicably why, so I'll see you brother" replied Tino.
"The agent is our drink, and he said" said Dina.
"By sister Dina ni fierce, patience yes brother let me order"Reply Tino.
"Oh, what do you want to drink?"Tino asked the two of us.
"Juice orange" Dina
"I'm Baygon juice" Yunita.
"Haaaha ahaha you're crazy brother, you fuck me kamprett" Reply Dina.
"Ahahha, juice baygon for yourself" said Tino.
"Yes, I've had the juice of a lawyer"I replied again.
Then we told the same story Tino, Dina kept asking questions, where Tino's house is onolah their story did not enter my wits, I felt empty.
"However" said Dina while rubbing my face.
"Sir Yun drink, we tell you how sad the cake is" said Tino.
"I'm sorry, here I drink" I said.
The day started late in the afternoon we went home with Tino when he wanted to go home, Tino approached me.
"Sir Yun your eyes are swollen, you're upset, later that night if you're still upset that we're drinking here, I know my brother confided to me" whispered Tino.
"Free whispers whisper, I hear you" said Dina.
"Sir Yun, your friend is fierce, sis Dina will come tonight, that's if you want"Reply, Tino.
" look tonight yeah, if we don't work" I said .
We went home to go to the boarding house, on the way Dina ngoceh ngoceh continued to make me dizzy, until in the cost I parked this bike.
"Sister Yun watch yok in your room, take a snack" Invite Dina.
"Well what do you want to see?"My toot.
"We'll see what heheh wants to see first" said Dina.
I asked Dina to watch a horror movie, Sidina Paok this if watching noisy, annoying.
"Kill, kill run run !!" Shouted Dina looking at the murder scene.
"The next time you're ahk, here's what you're listening to say"I'm uncomfortable.
"Yes, I'm sorry" said Dina.
"Black !!!" the broadcast of his Horror music made Dina surprised.
"Aaaaaaaa !!!" Shouted Dina in my arms.
"The battalion was noisy the next time you hum" I said.
"Serem times you know kk, so kunti him" said Dina focus on watching.
Actually I do not focus on watching my heart empty still remember things Andre, a lot of memories with him, Ah very sad to sacrifice this love for the good of each.