The Lost Love Has Returned
Chapter 33
Today is Joko's 23rd birthday. Wulan wanted to celebrate Joko's birthday at the park that was used as a date place for Wulan and Joko with her four friends. Wulan held a small tart in her hand, and sat in the park seat with friends who were beside Wulan .
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you.. happy birthday.. day happy birthday... day honeyyy.." with a hoarse voice and stammering from crying Wulan sings to Joko.
"Happy birthday honey, heyy it turns out you're getting old yah honey" said Wulan chuckled small and tasteless. The four friends looked at Wulan with sympathy. Wulan closed her eyes
"I believe you're in heaven, but I'm hurt you're gone forever. Lord I beg you to bring him into the world for an instant, I want to take off all my hidden longings forever." Inner Wulan and Wulan opened her eyes and blew out the candle.
"Happy birthday my beby honey," said Wulan back sobbing and lowered his head.
"Gw kangen very much the same joko" said Roni who now his tears down wet his face
"He is our best friend" said Rassya.
Wulan cut her tart and fed her a bit of her mouth by closing her eyes as if swallowing a cake full of thorns, Wulan started chewing on it sobbing.
"I really love you honey, very..sahtt hikzz" Wulan again sobbed and Santi immediately hugged her from Wulan's side.
"Gw can no longer afford miles, really I can not do without joko, I have tried to survive and mengikhlaskan but I can not. gw can not, joko means for miles. I can't live without him, what should I do now? Gw must gi. manaa hikzzz hikzzz" Wulan increasingly sobbed in Santi's arms and managed to make his best friend cry. And Ria sat beside Wulan and stroked Wulan's hair.
"Loe does not need to how Wulan, you do not have to force yourself to accept everything, you just live your life as usual do not you torture yourself loe" said Rassya and Wulan staring at Rassya
"Loe simply overflows the contents of loe's heart as we are, loe can cry and let out the pain of loe's heart, loe curhatin all the contents of our lo eke's heart now. Maybe it will make you more relieved" said Ria
Wulan nodded. And get up from the backrest on Santi's shoulders.
"Gw doesn't know what to say, which is clear I love him a lot and can't accept any of this. He slalu make my soul peaceful, he slalu make me happy, laugh and diasangat heart gw, he means a lot in my life. He brings millions of hopes and dreams in my life, I have never dated and do not know what love is. But he slowly introduces what love is, what sincerity is. He changed my life to color, my relationship with him not long ago, but this feeling is already very big for him. And the day after tomorrow is our engagement day, the day that I and Joko will be happy" said Wulan grinningly.
"But it's all just a fantasy that can't happen, now that he's not there beside me, he's left me and
I was fragile, completely fragile without joko, and with a letter from him it really made it even harder to accept. I feel god is not fair, why he took joko first. Now she's gone when I want to give her the best love, when I want to make her happier. This is unfair to me unfair" Wulan yelled increasingly sobbing in her tears
"God will not give you any kind of trials if his servant is unable to pass through it, God gives you trials like this means god believes you can pass through" said Rassya
"Rassya is right Wulan, you can get through it" Santi assured.
"Loe's a strong girl, you're able to get through it all" Santi added
"gw will try to live this All, I will try to accept it and mengikhlaskan' said Wulan in his post. Make her friends smile.
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