The Lost Love Has Returned
Chapter 29
Wulan walked into the house, seen mama and papa who were discussing in the family room immediately approached wulan.
"Darling you're okay, son?" my mother was worried
Wulan simply shook her head and continued walking up the stairs and into her room. Wulan sat down at her study desk and opened the letter given by Roni.
To my princess Wulan Gunawan....
I'm sorry dear, because I didn't speak to you directly and instead through this letter. I can't talk to you directly. Maybe now I'm no longer beside you, but believe me you're in my heart. You know you're the first woman to thrill my heart and make me crazy. Indeed I have dated several women in the past but it was only as simple as liking each other but when with you you were able to sprinkle millions of flowers and colors in my life healed my pain and longing for the affection of my parents. I didn't expect that the woman who was able to make me like this was my mortal enemy whom I hated so much from a year ago but now being the woman I love so much, karma does happen.
Wulan occasionally smiled in her tears reading joko's letter while walking around the room.
But I don't regret it lan, I'm even grateful for that. And the greater my love is at the test of our relationship. I can't be far from you anymore, Lan. I can't afford to be with you anymore. I want more than a thousand nights and days with you, building a simple family with you and our children, but the reality is not in line with what I want. If only God had still given me a chance I would have wanted to stay by your side and continue to love you, but my time was up and I wanted to ask you to let this love live for once. Wulan again sobbed to read the letter from Joko.
I feel the pain you feel when you call my name and need me moaning in loneliness. Actually I'd love to hug you and calm you down but I can't afford to do that. I'm sorry if I can't keep my promise, I'm sorry I'm no longer there, I'm sorry to grow a sense of pain in your heart, a sense of tightness in your chest. Never regret everything lan, this is not your fault this is the destiny of God, keep living your life as usual, keep achieving your ideals and dreams, keep cheerful, keep happy your soul. I will live in your heart, I love you so much my princess you are my life, you are my soul. Keep living for me, baby. And this is our engagement ring that I'm going to wear on your sweet day next week on our engagement day. I'm sorry, baby, I love you so much, your lover,
Joko
Wulan sat down on the floor hugging the paper in her hand, and opened the small gift held in her left hand, when it opened a very beautiful ring even though simple. Immediately wear the ring sweetly dyed and kiss the ring with pain.
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"Pa, mama half ran down the stairs and approached papa at the table
"What's the matter, mah? Why run around?" Tanya Papa was astonished to keep the Newspaper she was reading
"Pa Wulan does not want to open the door and the room is very dark pa" said mama worried
"Maybe wulan is still sleeping mah, let it be first maybe he needs time to be alone"
"But mama is afraid that wulan will do a desperate act" said mamah very worried
"He prayed and worshiped mah, papa sure he will not do that ridiculous thing, let it go first. He must have been very hurt because he lost joko" said papa trying to calm mama.
In the wulan room looks pitch black no lights are on at all, the curtains of the room do not open as if they do not want the light of the sun to enter the room at all. Visible wulan sitting next to the most corner bed and the most invisible by hugging his knees and face down sounding sobbing small stuffing indicates wulan is still crying from last night.
Seriate.....
