The Light in My Darkness
10

While that night when Brian channeled his passion, he always used safety, because he did not want his lover to get pregnant to have children. According to Brian getting married let alone having children is a very troublesome thing and makes his movements become limited.

Brian stood up and went into the bathroom and cleaned his body many times. He felt disgusted with women who wanted to be invited to sleep men just for the sake of money and satisfaction in bed. (Disease but still want to! You fucking jerk!)

" Damn it! Always go straight and use safety!?" said his lover in heart. Brian did only wear once and play once on one woman and he abstained from foreplay. Brian came out of the bathroom in neat clothes, he sat down to put on his socks. The woman approached Brian with the body of his jar, then squatted in front of Brian. Suddenly he wanted to kiss Brian's lips as Brian raised his face. Brian quickly dodged and his face darkened! Plakkkp! The sound of the slap echoed inside the room. Brian slapped his new girlfriend an hour ago and gave her such satisfaction that she fell to the floor with the bloody corners of her lips and red cheeks with Brian's hand stamp.

" How dare you touch me!" scream Brian.

" Sorry!" said the woman while lowering her face.

" You are just a woman ******! Weepy! Just go! Before I kill you!" brian shouted irritatedly as he threw a check to his face. The woman quickly stood up and put on her clothes and picked up the check that Brian had thrown. He went out of the hotel room crying. Fucking woman! I will make you regret what you did to me! brian's inner self, then he called someone. Brian never kisses any woman because he thinks kissing is one thing that can end up being a lot of things and it will be a weakness, he does not want to be weak in front of anyone, especially a woman. Brian is a businessman, he likes to club and work crazy but he is not a drunk or a xxx enthusiast. He did that the first time because he was framed by his friends, he was given stimulant drugs when he attended his best friend's party. And that was about two years ago. The second was six months later, though, when he was challenged by his friend because he was said to be a same-sex lover because his friends never saw him intimate with any woman even though he always invited beautiful women to attend parties and important events. Brian was a man of sky-high self-esteem, when anyone challenged him, he was unyielding. So in front of his friends he did that with his lover, without expression, without anything just unification. Brian basically has a very high libido, his body is easily aroused, therefore he always avoids dark and forbidden parties. Overnight was an exception.he heard a lot about Nabil who was very obedient to his religion, so he wanted to know how strong Nabil's faith was, so he had to make sure for himself about it. And he has proved that Nabil's faith is not that strong.

The next morning Nabil entered as usual as if nothing had happened.

" This is our relationship document from yesterday, check it!" danis said to Nabil.

" Yes, Sir!" answer Nabil flat.

Danis looks at her assistant and wonders why Nabil looks different. They verify the documents until noon.

" Give it to Norma when it's done!" danis said again.

" Good Sir!" answer Nabil.

" If you want lunch, go!" said Danis.

Nabil nodded his head then tidied up his documents and walked out of Danis' room. Danis looked at her behavior with pity, but she could do nothing.

Nabil recalled the incident this morning to make Nabil bathe many times because he felt disgusted with his body. He lamented his fate, why would God give such a trial to him? Wh why? What harm? What sins? Yet never once did he abandon His commandments or carry out His prohibitions. He felt that God was unfair to him. He was angry, his faith was shaky.

Opening the door to Norma's room without knocking first. His wild side that he had been trying to eliminate all along, now he took it out.

" Norm!" call him.

" Yes?" Norma answered and raised her head, she was surprised to see Nabil looking at her with a smile that never decorated the man's lips. His heart was racing.

" This is from Mr. Danis!" nabil approached Norma's desk and handed her some documents. But Norma was just stifled, dumbfounded while not looking at Nabil.

" Norma! Hey!" call Nabil while flicking his thumb and index finger.

" Eh, i..iya!" norma answers nervously and receives documents from Nabil.

" Thank you!" nabil replied, then he turned his body and stepped out, but he stopped while at the door.

" Want to have lunch together?" nabil asked as he turned his body to Norma. Norma again gawks at Nabil's invitation, because she knows Nabil is not the type of guy who likes to take his girlfriend to the road. Don't take me away, just talk to someone else.

" How are you quiet? Wanna don't?" asked Nabil again to review his deathly smile.

" why? Afraid of getting caught by your fiancee?" ask Nabil again.

Norma was still unconscious from her shock.

" Okay, if you don't want to!" nabil said turning his body will come out.

Norma's heart was racing, she couldn't believe that Nabil would take her to lunch. She really likes Nabil, but he is engaged and getting married in 2 weeks.

Employees who saw the togetherness of Nabil and Norma were shocked and dumbstruck because all this time they knew Nabil as a person who is polite and polite, let alone the road with women, let alone women, never talk with only two women. Nabil always keeps his distance from his female colleagues, especially women.

" Not wrong?" ask a female employee.

" Yes! Is that really Mr Nabil?" the other sahut.

" When did she get the same girl?" say one more.

" Yes! Same with Norma again! Not that he married!" the other word.

The togetherness of Nabil and Norma became a trending topic at the Manf Corp company.

" When is marriage?" nabil asked as they were enjoying lunch at the company cafe just by themselves with dozens of employees who were enjoying their lunch.

" 2 weeks left!" answer Norma.

" Don't you, young married?" Mabil started playing his mitch.

I don't know where all that expertise came from, but right now what's in Nabil's head is just how to play all the women into submission and adoring him.

" I'm 26 years old, sir!" norma.

" Nabil is! Let's sound familiar!" Nabil.

" Look at all of us!" said Norma again.

" It's cuey!" answer Nabil.

They eat and sometimes talk. Nabil always looked at Norma's lips as the girl spoke.

" Why, why, see?" norma asked wrongly.

" Your lips are sexy!" sahut Nabil's.

" Computer! You're fucking wooing now!" norma.

" Seriously! Surely your guy has often ma***guh lips!" nabil said directly.

" Nabile! What's the hell?" norma said getting embarrassed, her cheeks blushing.

" I want to try!" goda Nabil's.

" a...Nabil! You're..."

" Come back! It's finished his noon grave hour!" nabil said casually.

" Eh, yes!" reply Norma nervous.

" Is it empty tonight?" suddenly asked Nabil.