The Ex-Lust Satisfying Lust
Chapter 36 #Everything Is Over#

Medina smiled with tears welling up in her eyes. Yeah, he already thought about this. Rega would choose Selvia, obviously she is his wife and is now pregnant with her child. What else does Rega need to defend from Medina.

"Yes, I'll be out of this house and out of your life"

Degs..

Rega was speechless, staring at Medina's back with her eyes beginning to tear up. All this is not what he wants. He didn't expect any of this to happen, but what could he do at the moment when everything had already happened.

"Me, please don't hate me"

Medina shook her head, she still turned her back to Rega. It felt like Medina could not bear to look at the man. "I won't hate you, because you've put something in my body"

I can't possibly hate the father of my own son.

"I'll find you a new home"

"No need, I can find it myself"

Medina passed from before Rega, undoing her intention to take a drink, she instead went back upstairs to her room. He entered the room and his crying broke completely. Medina sat on the floor with a cry she could not stand.

"Why it hurts so much, Lord. Why?" Medina hit her chest that felt very tight. He is devastated by the reality. About her having to completely walk away from Rega's life.

Medina leaned slowly towards the bed, dropping her body on the bed. Cowering and crying there until she falls asleep on her own.

While in the guest room, Rega was silent. Sitting on the floor, his body leaned against the sofa. Random hair with puffy eyes. Rega returns to tears after losing Medina for the second time. But what can he do, when reality seems not to want them united. There was always a way for her and Medina to part ways.

"I'm sorry, sorry that I hurt your feelings again. I still love you, baby. I hope we can be rediscovered under different circumstances. Circumstances that can unite us without any more obstacles. If it's only going to happen in the next life, then I don't die first and wait for you"

The affliction experienced by two people who are equally injured by the circumstances and reality that exist.

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And this morning Medina woke up with a completely limp body. Yesterday he really didn't eat anything. Walking limply to the bathroom, Medina had to immediately prepare to leave this house. He'll really be gone today. Because there's no point in him being here anymore. Rega just wanted it all to end. That means he has to leave immediately. There was nothing else Medina could hope for here.

Medina went downstairs, towards the kitchen that was still quiet in the morning blind. Take two loaves of bread and grease them with slai. Medina ate the two loaves of bread voraciously. He should not neglect his health and also the child he is carrying.

Drink a glass of milk, although not milk for pregnant women. But at least Medina provides nutrition for children in the womb. Medina's hand stroked her stomach gently.

"We fight together, son, I'm sure we can take good care of you"

After preparing everything and Medina was really ready to leave this house. Leave all the memories in this house. When he grabbed his big bag and grabbed the door handle, suddenly all the shadows with Rega in this room flashed in his memory.

Medina exhaled a rough breath, she turned her head back. Staring around the room he had occupied for these several months. It is undeniable, if he always feels happy and comfortable when Rega hugs him on the bed.

"Goodbye Rega, I still love you"

Medina actually came out of the room and headed quickly to get out of this house before the other residents woke up.

Behind the wall between the living room and the living room. Selvia stood up, holding her chest. "I'm sorry, brother, but I have to do this"

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Rega pulled out a chair and sat there. "Where's Medina, Se?"

"I don't know, Brother, not yet seen. Let's see him in his room"

Rega nodded, he stood back up and passed from the kitchen. While Selvia just stared at the back of Rega who disappeared behind the kitchen door. He exhaled heavily and resumed his activities.

Rega reached the door of Medina's room, turned the door handle and the door opened. That meant that Medina did not lock the door. Rega entered the room by closing the door. Called Medina a few times.

"Me, Medina.."

Rega went inside the dressing room, looking for Medina into the bathroom. But Medina really wasn't there. Rega came back out of the dressing room feeling panicked.

"No. Medina couldn't have left without saying goodbye to me" I don't know since last night Rega had really become a weak man. His eyes were easy to shed tears.

Rega saw something on the nightstand, he immediately approached her. A credit card and atm card he had given Medina with a white envelope under it. Rega sat on the bedside, opening the envelope, which contained a letter.

By Adrega Devaro.

Thank you for everything you have given me. I am happy to be with you again.

Happy when you say love, do not know how happy my heart is. But it looks like our story will be finished here.

I'm going Ga, don't look for me anymore. Because I'm gone and will completely disappear from your life. Sorry I took some money from your atm card. Need it. Later if I have more sustenance I will change. I've recorded your account number. I will transfer later.

Goodbye Ga, good luck with your wife and child.

From Medina who always loved you.

Tests..

Tears were on that paper. Rega couldn't believe that it was all over. About her with Medina. How all the beautiful things in his life, will really end here.

Rega cradled the paper containing Medina's handwriting on her chest. "I'm sorry, honey"

Rega lay on the bed he used to occupy with Medina. Inhaling the Medina scent that was still left from the pillows and blankets that Medina wore. Cuddling up while hugging Medina's pillow. Her tears never stopped flowing.

It's all over..

"I'm sorry Medina, I still love you, baby. I'm sorry"

The repeated words rang out from Rega's mouth.

The person behind the room door fell silent while leaning his body against the side wall of the room door. "I'm sorry Brother, but I don't want to lose Brother. I don't want to let go of Brother"

Selvia brushed away the tears that just dripped down her cheeks. Then he immediately left from the front of Medina's room.

Seriate