The Ex-Lust Satisfying Lust
Chapter 30 My Feelings Are Still the Same#

Medina still looked at Rega expectantly. Hoping that the man would answer yes, because if it were so then Medina still had a chance to be with Rega out of love. Not only naf*su. However, Medina's question was completely unanswered.

"So you're angry because of what? I'm just friends with Kendra, why are you angry?"

Rega looked at Medina sharply. "Obviously I'm angry, because you're mine. And what I have is not allowed to be owned by anyone else, even if it's just a friend!"

"Then how am I?" Medina's voice had already gone up an octave. She could not continue to remain silent, Medina needed to clarify everything. "...I want to have you too, I just want you to be mine, but I can't do that. Because I have no rights over you"

Rega fell silent, she looked at Medina who was staring at her with teary eyes. Medina was actually in her weary fashion. Tired of everything, tired of life and circumstances.

"If I can't be close to any man, what is the reason? You obviously don't love me..." Then Medina laughed with tears dripping down her cheeks. "...Haha, I'm so stupid. Obviously because you bought me to be made pamuas naf*su. Obviously you wouldn't want me to be with someone else, because you've paid me a heavy price. In fact I remain only as a naf*su satisfied for you"

Degs..

Rega was speechless hearing that, she saw how Medina looked at him with wounds. Rega really can't see it like this. Not saying anything, Rega hugged Medina tightly. Kiss the top of his head gently.

"I want to go, let go of me Ga... Hicks.."

Rega shook his head slowly, obviously he would never let Medina go of his life. "Don't baby, until whenever I won't let you get away from me!"

"But why? I don't mean anything to you, Ga I can't keep seeing you with Selvia. I can't keep hiding just to be with you. I'm tired Ga, I'm tired"

Rega tightened his embrace, his heart completely hurt hearing Medina's cry. To this day, Medina's cries were still a weakness in her life.

"Whatever the reason, I still won't let you go. Please don't do this, honey"

Hiks.hiks..

Medina's cry sounded even more heartbreaking. How the girl was so hurt by the circumstances. About her heart that still loves Rega. However, the man's heart had clearly changed. His feelings for Medina were limited to naf*su. No more than that.

"Honey, stay with me until anytime. I'm gonna try to finish this"

Medina did not answer anything, she just cried in Rega's arms until she was unaware she was asleep in the man's arms. Rega laid down Medina's body slowly. Allow the blanket to cover his body.

"I'm sorry baby, I'll try to finish this" Rega stroked Medina's head and kissed her forehead.

Late at night, Rega lay down beside Medina and hugged her tightly. It was as if Medina would actually leave him.

My feelings are the same Me.

******

Medina wakes up with a body condition that feels better. His body temperature has dropped and returned to normal. Only his body still feels weak.

Medina lowered her feet on the floor and walked towards the changing room. Soaking in warm water made his body relax a little. Medina will start her activities again today. He felt his death was completely healthy.

When she finished preparing and went downstairs, Rega also just came out of her room with Selvia who was always struggling spoiled in the man's arms.

"Loh Brother, where are you going? It's so neat"

"Lecture Se, I'm better now"

"Have a rest, you haven't really healed yet"

"No need, I'm totally cured"

Rega fell silent, looking at Medina who was so cold to him. Maybe the girl was still upset with him over last night.

"Yaudah Se, I'm going first huh"

"Well, no breakfast yet, brother?"

Medina immediately passed from there, not caring Rega's gaze on her. Right now, Medina had to start guarding her heart. Although his love cannot be erased and removed from his heart. But, at least he should start to refrain from continuing to wish more on Rega. Because in reality, Medina could not escape and leave from Rega.

Rega was still staring at Medina's departure. His heart is worried now. I'm sorry Me.

"Come on, she said she'd make me breakfast before I left for work"

Rega blinked, and began to return to the real world if he had bonded with Selvia.

******

Medina walked out of the campus, when she saw Kendra waiting for her in front of the campus gate. Not about Kendra picking him up, but a car not far from Kendra's car that made Medina confused and surprised.

"Sir, what's the matter here?"

"Fetch you, as a friend"

Medina smiled, she glanced at the car that had stopped across the road. "Yaudah sister, thank you for picking me up"

Kendra immediately smiled, very happy because Medina was no longer too closed to him. Even though he was impressed to keep his distance.

"Jaudah let's go in" Kendra opened the car door for Medina.

"Thank you, brother"

After Kendra's car passed from there, Rega who was in the car gripped the steering wheel tightly until the veins of his hands were clearly visible.

Shit, he's getting brave.

Rega drove his car at high speed. Passing the car Kendra was riding by Medina.

Medina clearly saw how Rega's car was traveling at such a high speed. He looked at the speeding car with a worried look.

Where the hell is he going? Why drive the car so fast. Oh, my God, protect him.

No matter how upset and angry, Rega is still the man who owns his heart. Although the relationship with Rega is not clear how it will be in the future. Because until now, Medina was only as a naf*su satisfier for Rega.

"Emmm. Me, want to have lunch first? Let's stop by first?"

Medina turned to Kendra, she did not feel good about rejecting the invitation of a man who had been kind to her. "Just give it up with Brother"

Finally they stopped by lunch at the Restaurant that had been visited by Medina and Rega at that time. When entering the Restaurant, Medina began to fidget because she was afraid that the owner of the Restaurant would recognize her.

"Hi Al, I order one VVIP desk no?"

And sure enough, it turns out Kendra also knows the owner of this famous Restaurant. Medina bowed her face with her hands clutched together, she was afraid that the owner of this Restaurant would recognize her.

"Geez, you came and didn't say anything. VVIP lunchroom hours are definitely full"

"Oh yes, you've been anywhere I got a place to eat"

"okay"

As Alvaro was about to pass, he only realized Medina's whereabouts. Alvaro squinted his eyes. Seeing Medina's face was clearly no stranger to him.

"Loh Me's..Medina huh?"

Degs..

Seriate