
I was silent for quite a while. I can't answer his words. I'm confused how. If I am separated from Mas Radit, then what about my children? Father's house is a legacy to Calya. While the legacy for me is quite extensive land and has been sold for the cost of operating Selvia due to bleeding in the brain due to a fall from the swing while still a baby. The rest was taken by Mom.
"Mbak Lastri, Mas Andre's wife had also lived here for a year before they finally decided to leave because the household was on the verge of destruction. It was because my mother tried to drive Mas Andre to be more on her side than his wife.
Luckily Mas Andre could still see which was right and which was wrong so he decided to leave to keep his household intact. It was because he loved his wife so much and wanted her to stay with him. The other is with Radit. She still chooses to be with her mother even though she knows that she is wrong. And do you know what that means, Lid?" ask Hera seriously.
"I know, Ma'am. But if I leave here, what about my next life?" I also spoke my true heart.
"Didn't you still have a father and sister?"
It's true my guess that Mommy Hera thinks that they're still on my side.
"No, Ma'am. Calya and I do not have a good relationship because Mbak knows for himself that Mas Radit was his girlfriend. My father went to another city after he married his new wife. I don't know for sure either but it seems like his new wife doesn't like me. Therefore, before Papa went out of the city, he gave his inheritance in the form of a fairly large land. But the land was sold for the cost of Selvia's operation as a baby. I have no place to go."
My defense collapsed until I finally shed my tears. Hera's mother also cried and immediately hugged me and tried to calm me down.
"Lid, Ma'am can't help much. But, maybe you can ease your burden a little with this." Ma'am Hera gave me a debit card.
"In here are twenty million and the PIN is Nadia's date of birth. Indeed our purpose in coming here was to give you this. But please don't tell anyone this. Ma'am just wants you out of this house. It's not that Ma'am doesn't like you being Mbak's sister-in-law. But, you picked the wrong husband, Lid. Divorce is hated by God. But, a marriage like this isn't good for your life either."
I was stunned to hear Hera's words. However, it seems that now I have a way out. I've got at least a handle to get away from here.
But, am I capable? Do I dare to do it? Or, do I have to wait for Mas Radit to divorce me? And what about my kids? Can they live without a father figure? A thousand thoughts filled my head.
"No need to answer now, Lid. Think about it first, then make a decision. Please listen to Ma'am. Don't let you suffer any longer or even get stuck for a lifetime here."
"Yes, Mom, I'll think about it again. Thank you for caring about me. It's because of me because I used to be mean to Calya." I also returned to shed tears.
I quickly saved the debit card when I saw Mas Radit's car was home. As soon as he entered, he immediately smiled broadly at the arrival of his brother.
Not much to ask I hear. But Hera advised him to be kind to me. Although in the end Mas Radit did not want to hear, but I am happy because Mbak Hera has tried to advise him. All right, Ma'am, I'll decide on my choice as soon as possible. Pray that I can make the right decision.